Title: 不正经关系 (Improper Relationship)
Author：御小凡 (Yu Xiaofan)
Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)
Protagonists ：严海安 (Yan Hai’an – MC), 孙言 (Sun Yan – ML)
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How long has it been?
If you can use the expression “like a deer is ramming the heart” to describe the temptation of someone over him, Yan Hai’an feels that the ‘deer’ in his heart may have already been killed by one hit a long time ago. And the scene was once very tragic.
For a while, he thought he loved Mo Yisheng. Mo Yisheng gave the impression of a child who didn’t know the world. He is safe and clean, like a painting which is beautiful and pure. Because of this, he won’t be able to hurt him, so Yan Hai’an is able to get along with him at ease.
Therefore, taking care of Mo Yisheng is like taking care of a child. And appreciating Mo Yisheng is like appreciating a masterpiece. Yan Hai’an is not someone who has no experience and he soon understands that this kind of love without desire and lust is not love.
He didn’t realise that Sun Yan’s movements had stopped. He just held Yan Hai’an’s wrist silently, rubbing his thumb on the faded swelling.
Suddenly, he took Yan Hai’an’s hand, lowered his head and placed a kiss on his wrist. That piece of skin was already delicate, and it was even more sensitive under long-term massage, and Yan Hai’an even trembled at the touch.
“I am sorry.”
Yan Hai’an thought he heard it wrong. How could Sun Yan say such lines in such a tone?
Sun Yan took his other hand, lowered his head, and buried his face in his palm. The hot breath can be felt in the palm of the hand, blowing like a feather in Yan Hai’an’s heart with the frequency of his heart beating.
This was the man’s way of showing his weakness and Yan Hai’an felt a brief aftershock.
He opened his mouth slightly and saw Sun Yan raised his head from his palm and looked at himself.
“Would you like to try it with me?”
When the reaction came, the sentence had already been spoken. After a moment of embarrassment, he couldn’t help but feel relieved. Tragedy in daily life always happens quietly, letting them know how terrifying it is to ‘lose’ someone. After all, they couldn’t resist the urge to explore and finally came to this point.
Sun Yan smiled but also frowned: “Go out with me.”
It’s like both a command and a question. It was full of hesitations where the speaker didn’t know what the reply would be. Yan Hai’an swallowed a sigh, lowered his head and kissed him.
The kiss was parted at the immediate touch. It was as if to just stamp a confirmation on the contract between the two.
Yan Haian then said seriously: “Although I don’t know how long we can be together, I will take our relationship seriously. I hope you do too.”
Hearing this, Sun Yan stood up straight. His hand still holding his, and his brows did not loosen its anxiousness: “Why am I not serious? And we have to talk about it if it’s already like this with me. What does it mean to live in another man’s house?”
Yan Hai’an felt that there was something wrong with this man. He began to reveal his true nature after only three minutes of showing his fucking warmth: “I lived here before I fell in love with you. Is there any problem with that?”
In other words, what kind of love is it between the two of them?
He was refuting in a cold voice, but he didn’t know which word had hit Sun Yan’s nerves. He was startled first. His eyes then lit up, and the corners of his mouth twitched. He seemed to be a little embarrassed and he pretended to cough twice: “The matter of the past, I won’t bother with it. But not the matter of the future.”
Yan Hai’an asked back, “Who will take care of Yi Sheng after I move out? As his agent and assistant, don’t you think this is inappropriate?”
Sun Yan said indifferently: “How old is he that he wants you to take care of him? Besides, who cares about this kind of thing for you instead? I will just hire a nanny for him. If one is not enough then I can hire two. However he sees fit.”
Yan Hai’an really wanted to show him that in his own eyes, this was not the same thing at all.
After the two chatted for a long time, Sun Yan ignited again: “I’ll give you two choices. You either move out or I move in.”
Yan Hai’an: “…Can you be more sensible?”
Not to mention whether Mo Yisheng agrees or not, this is still someone else’s house. If he takes 10,000 steps back to think about it, even if he agrees, is Sun Yan willing to live in a bedroom that is not as big as his cloakroom?
With an indulgent expression of ‘Why are you so troublesome when I’m being gentle’, Sun Yan condescends to think for a while: “Don’t you just want to take care of him so you need to be nearby? I have a house nearby. It’s not too far from here. You and I move there. It’ll be easy for you to come and go. Anyway, I don’t want to live with my brother anymore. That guy in his thirties, nagging all day long. “
The more he said, the more excited he became: “Let’s go. I’ll show you the house.”
Yan Hai’an: “…Why do we need to go? Do I even agree?”
But Sun Yan was so excited that he had completely ignored his opinion. Yan Hai’an was carried away helplessly by him. He was also reflecting on the road. Since he and Sun Yan were officially dating, he should take responsibility for Sun Yan. If Mo Yisheng is really a taboo for Sun Ya, he should avoid the conflict if he could.
Sun Yan said that it was not far but it took more than ten minutes to get there by car. So it was definitely inconvenient to walk. This high-end community is a duplex apartment with three bedrooms. Sun Yan lives on the 7-8th floor. It looks very good.
Yan Hai’an seriously suspects that the Sun family’s buying a house and car is the same as them buying shoes and clothes as compared to other families. They have no burden at all.
After rounding the house, Yan Hai’an asked, “How much is your rent here?”
Sun Yan was looking around in excitement, but he was unhappy when he heard this: “Why are you asking this?”
Yan Hai’an said sternly: “If I want to live here, at least I should pay half of the rent, right?”
“What are you joking about? Paying rent? Why don’t I send you some money?” Sun Yan seemed to be seriously offended and was very irritable, “Are you also paying rent at Mo Yisheng’s house? Huh?”
Yan Hai’an said honestly: “No. But that’s not the same thing. I work for him. So he gave me food and shelter.”
“Then tell me, ehem, we’re in love.” Sun Yan raised his chin. His expression was a little stiff, a bit like he couldn’t help laughing but still pretended to be serious, “I’ll wrap you up with food and shelter too.”
Yan Hai’an: “… Food and shelter is not equivalent to falling in love. That was just giving others support.”
“Hey, why are you so annoying?” Sun Yan waved his hand, saying that he didn’t care about such details. And then he discussed with Yan Hai’an with great interest, “Would you like me to buy a car for you? Although it’s okay to drive mine, you still have to choose the one you like. I don’t know how good your driving skills are so you should try it out. There is still time now. Let’s go check it out first. We buy one and drive it first. And then change it if you don’t like it.”
He said a long list in one breath. Regardless of whether Yan Hai’an agreed or not, he carried the person and took off. Yan Haian was confused by his resolute actions. When he came back to his senses, Sun Yan stopped at the door of a car showroom.
Yan Hai’an grabbed the seat belt and refused to get out of the car: “I don’t want to buy a car.”
Sun Yan said: “Why don’t you want to buy it? I think you usually have to drive anyway?”
Yan Hai’an tried to explain to him: “I usually just drive for work and the car I have in the studio is enough for that.”
Sun Yan pulled out a little impression of the little Buick from his memory and his face became annoyed: “No, let Mo Yisheng drive that little broken car by himself. It looks like it can easily break when you see it. I’ll buy you a sturdy one. I’ll buy an SUV and it’s okay if the car hits and smashes things or people.”
“Why would it be okay if I want to crash it?!” Yan Hai’an was almost mad in his heart. Why didn’t you just buy me a tank if you were so powerful?
Although Sun Yan has always been quite unreasonable, he did not expect Sun Yan to become this unreasonable.
There was no smile on Sun Yan’s face and he looked terribly serious: “I’m not joking about this kind of thing. Do you know how many car accidents happen in a year? If you don’t hit others, you can’t guarantee that others won’t hit you.”
Yan Hai’an didn’t expect Sun Yan to be so serious. He felt like he had done something wrong and his tongue was caught in a rare knot: “No. No, right? Don’t think so seriously…”
Before he finished speaking, Sun Yan had already gotten out of the car.
He leaned against the car door. He took out a cigarette, lit it and smoked it.
Yan Hai’an saw him smoking a cigarette in a dull manner and he felt very uncomfortable for some reason.
He compromised: “Okay, you buy it. But don’t park it in my household. I will borrow it from you.”
Sun Yan glanced at him, threw the cigarette, and said solemnly to him: “Yan Hai’an, just be with me. I ask nothing else. Let yourself be obedient first.”
After he finished speaking, he took the lead and walked to the door of the store.
Yan Hai’an was stunned for half a minute before quickly chasing after him.
Sun Yan’s choice of car is a high-end model. The car is not in stock yet. It will take a while for them to be able to pick it up. Yan Hai’an sat in his co-pilot. The atmosphere in the car was a little sluggish on the way back.
While waiting for the red light, Sun Yan regained his strength and said, “Let’s stop by and buy some clothes? Sun Ling and I often go to that store to try out clothes. And then buy some watches. I remember that the new style has come out. We can go pick it up tomorrow.”
After the argument just now, Yan Hai’an didn’t dare to refuse immediately. It was for fear that it would stimulate a certain fragile nerve of Sun Yan: “I have enough clothes to wear…”
Sun Yan said angrily: “You are so annoying! You don’t want me to buy a car for you. You don’t want clothes or watches. Then what do you want?”
This time, it was Yan Hai’an’s turn to be silent.
After a long time, he said lightly: “I don’t want any money from you. If you buy these for me, I won’t be able to pay back for the courtesy. It’s not fair to you and it’s not fair to me.”
After he finished speaking, he smiled: “Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, they will think that you and I are in the kind of relationship between a sugar baby and a sugar daddy?”
“I’m happy to spend money on you!” Sun Yan got even angrier and growled, “I just like to buy things for the people I like! No one should give a shit about it!”
Yan Hai’an felt that Sun Yan was really sick. He liked to use these kinds of sweet words and had to quarrel every time.
Looking at Sun Yan’s angry face with a trace of grievance, he suddenly felt tired. Why is this person like this? He used to be a bit annoying, but he looked like a mature adult? Yan Hai’an always feels that now he had finally torn off the whole skin and completely changed into another person.
Yan Hai’an felt in a trance that he and Mo Yisheng could enter the same kindergarten class: “It’s not that you are not allowed to buy for me. You shouldn’t just buy them for no reason.”
Sun Yan’s face was like he’s saying ‘Why are you so troublesome when I’m being reasonable?’ He reluctantly compromised: “It’s just for you.”
Yan Hai’an: “…”
At the beginning, when Sun Ling said that Sun Yan was not grown up yet, Yan Haian hadn’t taken it to heart yet. But now he has seen it. He thought seriously to himself; had he been deceived?
***The author has something to say:
Sun Yan: No, leave that little broken car to Mo Yisheng to drive by himself.
Mo Yisheng: …? ? ? ? Let me drive without getting into an accident?
Yan Hai’an: …
Sun Ling: Brother, have you ever been in a serious relationship? I don’t think it’s good to send these as a gift soon as you are serious. You can send some flowers first in a step-by-step manner.
Sun Yan: It’s useless to send any flowers. If I want to send it as a gift, then I’ll just send it!
Mo Yisheng: …? ? ? ? You never sent me any farts before?
Yan Hai’an: …
#On Differential Treatment#
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Next update: 2022.06.20
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*Translator’s Note: I’m changing my frequency of updates for this story to once a week (every Monday). I’d like to focus on translating ‘Alpha Predator’ first. -K
