最佳契合 (Perfect Match) – 十九瑶
Chapter 30
CONTENT ADVISORY
This chapter contains depictions and/or strong implications of rape. Reader discretion is advised.
There was barely enough room for one person to stand in the six-square-meter hallway, which was long and narrow with cupboards nailed to the top, a gas stove placed under it, and a bunch of various things stacked on top of each other. However, the omega didn’t mind the tight space and closely watched the hot pot, stirring the soup with the spoon in his hand slowly and patiently, being careful not to hit the pot’s walls.
The air conditioner in the house is broken and hasn’t been working well for a long time. A few of its parts are rattling and don’t blow wind. It couldn’t cool down or warm up the small, cramped room, no matter how hard it tried. The omega’s reddish heels rub against each other constantly in an attempt to stay warm. Seeing this, Zheng Feiluan felt heartbroken and furious that he couldn’t warm up those cold feet to make him feel better.
Without a kitchen and floor heating, how could his omega possibly survive in that room? His omega would be well-suited in a large, spacious home, where he could stretch out his legs on a white, shaggy carpet while basking in the sunlight.
I’ll take him out to look for a house tomorrow morning…
There are lots of excellent four-bedroom apartments available at Jiusheng’s newly opened riverside property, which is now on the market. As long as he shows up and signs, he can provide a bright home for his omega and live comfortably until they move in together.
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“Ah, the soup is ready!”
The omega said in excitement.
He scooped up a little, licked it on his tongue, checked the flavor carefully, and seemed to think the sweetness was just right, so he switched off the stove, poured some into a bowl, and brought it to Zheng Feiluan to eat.
On his way to the bed, a tiny bit of cold snow slipped through the slightly opened window gap.
The omega let out a loud sneeze, his body quivering with cold. He quickly pulled up the blanket and rushed to find a source of warmth. As he crawled, he lost control of his weight, his upper body leaned forward, and he was on his way to headbutting Zheng Feiluan’s crotch.
Zheng Feiluan had quick reflexes, holding the person in place and making sure he wasn’t splashed with a bowl of hot soup. He then took the bowl and said, “Be careful.”
“…Oh.”
The omega carefully balanced himself on the bed, smiled timidly, leaned over to Zheng Feiluan, snuggled up to him, and sat down submissively and quietly.
The room was freezing, and despite the fact that they were both wrapped in the same thick blanket, they were both still hot.
The white mushroom, red dates, and dissolving crushed rock sugar give the bowl a sweet aroma. The omega lowered his head, blew hot breath into his hands, rubbed them together, turned around to find Zheng Feiluan motionless, and said, “Eat.”
Do you want to eat together?
As much as Zheng Feiluan wanted to say this and give his omega a spoonful himself, something weird happened: his muscles and throat were completely paralyzed, and his body appeared to be stuck no matter how frantic his heart was. It’s almost like having a bowl of bitter Coptis chinensis1A traditional Chinese medicine. in his hand, which makes his mouth feel dry.
The omega’s smile faded gradually after an extended period of silence.
“You… don’t like it?” The omega cautiously pulled away a little, afraid to touch him again without his consent, “I know you’re not a fan of sweets, Feiluan, but it’s awfully cold at home because the air conditioner isn’t working… Endure for now and eat just a little, please?”
In his expression, there was an indescribable sense of distress.
Zheng Feiluan was incredibly anxious. Despite his willingness to do anything, he couldn’t bear his omega’s low voice and wanted to grab his wrist to reassure him not to feel miserable. However, his body remained frozen in place, like a puppet that had drifted away from consciousness.
Held captive by an unsettling force, he was unable to express his affection for the omega.
“Feiluan…”
A combination of despair and love filled up in his eyes as the omega softly called him, but love won in the end. He put out his hand and showed Zheng Feiluan how to hold the spoon, as if he were teaching a child how to use utensils, “Eat a little, just a little… Listen to me.”
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It was one o’clock in the morning, and the snow and wind were blowing outside the window. The roaring breeze was stopped by the thin glass, but the piercing whistle could still be heard.
Zheng Feiluan took a spoonful of mushroom soup. Lying on his lap, the omega gazed intently and longingly at his powerful jawline and the swallowing motions of his Adam’s apple.
“Feiluan, is it good?” He asked.
Zheng Feiluan nodded.
The omega smiled happily and slowly wrapped his arms around his waist, making a tight loop. The tip of his nose rubbed against the folds of his sweater, making him look like a shameless teenager in love.
The light cast a hazy brown over his hair, giving it a vibrant and warm appearance.
“Feiluan, last night Cheng Xiu called to tell me that you were rude to other people again. Your mood was so violent that even ghosts avoided you. So I suspected you’d come either this week or next, and I wanted to prepare before that… but who would’ve thought that you’d be banging on the door soon after I hung up the phone?”
He frowned and gestured his fingers to count the days, “The last time I remember you being here was on November 18th, and today is only the 30th—less than two weeks apart. Before, it was always longer than three weeks…”
He anxiously grabbed Zheng Feiluan’s coat sleeve and asked, “Feiluan, have you been struggling lately because of too much pressure?”
Meanwhile, the man sitting at the top of the bed remained absolutely quiet.
After hearing the name of a former assistant who shouldn’t be engaging in conversation with the omega, Zheng Feiluan’s curiosity was piqued, and he naturally wanted to speak. But he was trapped in solid steel, which greatly limited his speech and movement; he could only follow the predetermined actions and say nothing to soothe the other person’s frustration.
Suddenly, the omega hugged him once again, and he felt a tightening around his waist. The grip was so tight, it was like his muscles and bones were being crushed, squeezing out every ounce of his blood.
“Feiluan, of course… of course I want to see you, but you visit too often, which is not a good sign…” The omega was a little nervous, “Cheng Xiu told me not to worry since you have a lot of work to do at the end of the year and you’ll be busier… than usual. If you can trick other people with that reason, did you really think it could trick me? Even on an ordinary day, you’re just as busy.”
He caressed Zheng Feiluan’s muscular back, and he was able to grab the warm sweater fabric with his thumb.
“You’re used to making all the decisions yourself, so you need to double-check everything before you can relax. But if you don’t share the workload, how can others help you? Feiluan, Jiusheng is not a small company. Why are you trying so hard to achieve an unrealistic standard of perfection when it’s already huge, fully established, and tolerant of errors? What’s the point of earning so much money if you don’t have a body healthy enough to spend it?”
The omega sat up a little and stared at Zheng Feiluan intently, as if he were hoping he would nod his head and promise to stop working himself to death and start living a more balanced life.
Zheng Feiluan’s heart raced at the sight of such genuine concern that he almost yelled that he would fulfill his every wish.
Don’t worry, I’m in good health, strong, and rarely get sick.
I’m going to change how I do things, try to lessen my tendency to be a perfectionist, and divide the work that needs to be divided.
I’ve been granted a long, well-deserved vacation, and now I get to spend every moment of my time with you. We can stay together for as long as you want.
……
However, in the omega’s intense, vibrant eyes, he saw a soulless version of himself.
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“Forget it. Cheng Xiu said you don’t listen, and you won’t even remember a word I said when the sun comes up… You’ll probably work yourself to death first before you can learn your lesson.”
The omega gave up trying to communicate, smiled to console himself, took the empty bowl, got out of bed, and walked to the kitchen to wash it.
When he got out of bed, his pants had been pulled up, showing his pink ankles. When Zheng Feiluan saw it, he felt unexplainable jitters in his body. He felt the itch spread from his feet all the way up to his heart, penetrating his muscles to his bones.
He rushed out of bed in a strange way and followed his omega down the hallway.
The omega hadn’t noticed and turned on the faucet with his back towards him.
As the water poured down, it ran over his slim, long fingers, which gleamed in the light;
His sleeves are rolled up a few centimeters, and his arms are so skinny that Zheng Feiluan could almost hold him with just his fingers;
After washing the dishes, he dried them off with kitchen paper. He then cautiously opened the upper cupboards on tippy toes, hoping to fit them in. As he did so, his shirt’s hem went slightly upward, revealing a smooth waist that was damp with water.
As he arched his back, the omega’s natural curve became a perfect arc, giving more attention to his beautiful buttocks from any angle. And his pajamas, which were so tight around his ass, made them look plump and round that it could tempt anyone to wrap their hands around them, caress them, and squeeze them hard until it left a red handprint as it writhed pitifully in pain.
Bloodcurdling passion burned in Zheng Feiluan’s eyes as he looked at the omega.
Crash!
The newly washed porcelain bowl from the cupboard fell to the floor tiles, breaking into pieces and producing a loud and shocking sound.
The crashing noise startled Zheng Feiluan back to his senses, waking him up from his lewd thoughts, only to realize that he was feeling something soft and warm in his hand.
He actually did that—
As he aggressively pursued the omega from behind, he pressed him into the counter and blocked him from escaping by using his upper body strength. One hand pressed on the counter, blocking the way out, and the other slipped inside his pants and grabbed a handful of smooth, bouncy butt cheeks.
Among alphas, Zheng Feiluan was considered tall, and with his stature, the omega would have very little chance of running away.
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“Fei…Feiluan?”
Anxiety and pure fear washed over the omega as his voice changed tone.
The hand in the pants was completely unrestrained, groping half of his ass. When he had groped it enough, his thumb spread the cheeks apart and pushed inch by inch along the supple slit to the anal hole, and without lubricant, he just rammed straight in!
“Ahh!”
The omega let out a cry; his body tensed up, and he tried to suppress himself from trembling.
He scratched and clawed at the countertop with his fingers, trying to hold on to anything that would give him some stability. He panicked and desperately reached for the scorching hot, greasy gas grill.
The fire was turned off barely ten minutes ago, and the rack was still very hot, but he refused to let go.
“Feiluan, can we… can we not do it today?” The omega pleaded, “It really hurt what you did just now. I’m begging you, please… Next time you visit, I’ll make it up to you, okay?”
“Don’t move!”
Zheng Feiluan heard himself speak in a harsh, commanding voice while his thumb made a firm push, thrusting roughly into the omega’s delicate insides as punishment for resisting his alpha. A rush of intense pheromones, like a blend of an aphrodisiac and a sedative, was injected into the omega’s bloodstream through his nose and mouth, making him instantly relax his body.
At this very moment, the nightmare began.
As Zheng Feiluan’s mind crumbled into a silent, helpless speck of dust, he had no choice but to watch this act of rape that couldn’t be stopped.
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Translated and edited by janemoyu (12/07/23)
