“Alright,…….”
Bai Yang responded with a mumbled affirmation. Immediately, he rushed into the bathroom in a fluster, fumbling to undress himself in a hurried and anxious manner. His hands and feet were shaking with nervousness, making it difficult for him to undress properly. The figure staring him back in the mirror had a strong and well-proportioned physique, with clearly visible layers of muscles that formed smooth and graceful lines. The skin wasn’t particularly fair, nor was it rough.
Just an ordinary male body.
Not only did he lack experience, but he also lacked allure and charm.
Bai Yang chuckled self-deprecatingly, and his heartbeat gradually calmed down. Whether or not Shao Cheng would be interested in him was still unknown, so why get excited now?
Fortunately, the information he had previously read came in handy. He embarrassingly prepared himself in the bathroom, making himself uncomfortable and sore.
After drying his body, he realized he hadn’t brought spare clothes. He couldn’t possibly wear dirty clothes on Shao Cheng’s bed, so he wrapped a towel around his lower body, looking like the flirtatious male lead from a TV drama.
After procrastinating for nearly half an hour, Bai Yang finally came from the bathroom, walked to the bed with his head down, and didn’t dare to look at Shao Cheng’s expression, which was probably mocking. He tugged at the towel in embarrassment and said, “I didn’t bring extra clothes, so I can only do this. Sorry…”
“…And then, what will you do?” Shao Cheng’s voice was somewhat deep.
Bai Yang looked up at him, seeing his indifferent expression, but his eyes held a sense of depth.
“What do you want me to do? I’m open to anything.” Bai Yang was impressed by his ability to sound mature in this situation, even though he had no experience whatsoever.
Shao Cheng raised an eyebrow and sneered, “Anything? That’s impressive. How about you make me hard before saying that?”
“Alright, I’ll do my best.” Bai Yang agreed verbally, but he wasn’t confident. It wasn’t easy to arouse a straight man, after all.
He knelt on the thick carpet, placed himself between Shao Cheng’s legs, and pretended to touch the bulge in Shao Cheng’s pants in a calm manner. However, his awkward movements betrayed his nervousness. When he finally touched it, he looked up at Shao Cheng. The latter was looking back at him calmly, with a hint of mockery in his eyes as if he was amused by Bai Yang’s actions.
Bai Yang’s blood boiled, and disregarding techniques or procedures, he began to rub and knead the bulge in Shao Cheng’s pants. Through his hands, he could feel its vague texture and shape. His face grew hot, and following that shape, he massaged it a few times, sensing a growing hardness. This boosted his confidence, and with a nervous throat, he grabbed the edge of Shao Cheng’s pants and slowly pulled them down.
The exposed crotch was slightly menacing, with visible veins, thick and strong. Bai Yang couldn’t help but swallow hard, feeling his heart pounding. Could his body really accommodate this? He had a moment of regret, wondering why he had boasted so much. If he couldn’t proceed, Shao Cheng would definitely mock him.
But at this point, he could only summon his courage and continue.
With nothing covering it, he gripped Shao Cheng’s crotch and began to stroke it with uncertainty. The heat and the veins were clearly felt through his hand, and he knew his face must be burning even without looking in the mirror.
“Song Chi wasn’t wrong about you; your skills are really lacking.” Shao Cheng’s words were mocking, coming from above, “I thought you’d be better at seducing.”
Panic surged within Bai Yang; he was afraid of being exposed. He blurted out without thinking, “Because you’re so big,….. I’m not used to it.”
What a chaotic and improper thing to say.
As soon as the words left his mouth, he wanted to bite his own tongue. He cautiously glanced at Shao Cheng’s expression, but there was no sign of pleasure from being praised on his face. Instead, it became even darker and more terrifying. His pitch-black eyes didn’t reveal any warmth.
Bai Yang didn’t dare to meet Shao Cheng’s gaze any longer. He lowered his head, looked at the half-hard organ in his hand, mentally prepared himself for a few seconds, and then leaned forward, taking the large tip into his mouth.
He felt Shao Cheng’s body tense up, and then his intense gaze focused on him.
Bai Yang closed his eyes, stopped thinking about everything, and wholeheartedly began to please Shao Cheng with his mouth. He had been traumatized when forced into a similar situation by Song Chi, and he had almost felt nauseous then, but now he resisted that impulse.
Bai Yang felt a change in it while it was in his mouth—harder and hotter. The tip pushed against his upper jaw, giving him confidence to continue. He used his hands to stroke the parts he couldn’t take in his mouth, trying to accommodate as much as he could. His tongue awkwardly licked the tip and the veins, making sure not to touch it with his teeth. Gradually, a slightly salty fluid appeared, and he swallowed it all.
With closed eyes, his other senses became more heightened. His own body started responding and warmth gathered in his lower abdomen. He squeezed his legs together to hide the bulge forming between his legs.
Suddenly, Shao Cheng’s foot pressed against his thigh, stopping his movement.
“You’re getting hard from giving someone else head; are you this desperate?” Shao Cheng’s eyes were as dark as a starless night, exuding a touch of coldness.
Bai Yang’s heart sank. Without answering, he lowered his head and continued to swallow the crotch that was hardening even more in his mouth. His mouth was filled with saliva and the mixture of fluids, but he paid no attention. He moved his head back and forth in rhythm with the thrusts, imitating what he had seen before.
“How long do you plan to keep doing this?” Shao Cheng’s tone was impatient, and he pulled Bai Yang up abruptly.
The crotch was suddenly pulled out of his mouth. Bai Yang hadn’t had a chance to swallow the liquid in his mouth. He looked disheveled and embarrassed as he faced Shao Cheng.
Shao Cheng furrowed his brows, appearing displeased. He leaned against the head of the bed and ordered, “You do it yourself.”
Bai Yang was briefly taken aback, looking at the erect and rigid crotch before him, his heart racing with anxiety. But he had no choice but to obey Shao Cheng’s command. He slowly untied the towel around his waist, revealing his naked body completely to Shao Cheng. He suppressed his shame and lifted a leg to get onto the bed, straddling Shao Cheng.
Shao Cheng’s body unexpectedly felt warm. His hands supported Bai Yang’s waist feeling the warmth and solidity of his skin. The intimate contact was overwhelmingly pleasant, and Bai Yang couldn’t help but feel a sense of excitement.
“Shao Cheng…” Bai Yang’s smile was gentle, his dimples faintly showing. His cheeks were still flushed, a mixture of shyness and desire evident in his eyes. He looked at Shao Cheng and said, “Can I kiss you?”
If they could share a kiss at this moment, they would appear just like a real couple.
“Turn around,” Shao Cheng’s eyes turned icy, his voice cold, “I can’t continue with you facing me.”
Both Bai Yang’s smile and his body froze.
“…Alright.”
He had no choice but to keep a smile on his face, though he clenched his lips tightly. It was only when he turned his back to Shao Cheng that his whole expression fell.
Unable to see each other, with no communication, this situation felt just like being in bed with a stranger.
Taking a deep breath, Bai Yang suppressed the negative emotions within him, gritted his teeth, and focused his mind. He didn’t want to overthink it. He grasped the erect crotch that he had just been pleasuring, aimed it towards himself, and slowly lowered himself onto it.
He could only get the tip in, but his body started trembling uncontrollably.
It hurt.
Lack of experience combined with this challenging position for the first time, without any foreplay to ease the pain, made his lips turn pale and cold sweat form on his forehead.
Even if it was just a touch, he longed for Shao Cheng’s contact.
Shao Cheng’s hand was by his leg, yet there was no intention of touching him whatsoever.
He forced himself to sit down a little further, the large head of Shao Cheng’s crotch pushing him to his limits. All the folds were smoothed out, causing an unbearable pain. He couldn’t help but grab Shao Cheng’s hand, seeking solace.
But Shao Cheng quickly pulled his hand away.
Bai Yang stared blankly at the hand he had lost, feeling like his heart had been emptied. His nose involuntarily turned sour.
He knew this wasn’t lovemaking between lovers. It was merely him satisfying Shao Cheng’s desires. But Shao Cheng wouldn’t even give him a shred of emotional comfort.
How could he not feel upset?
The pain from being stretched behind was growing stronger, tormenting him to the point where his heart trembled along with his body. Waves of sourness and anguish surged through him, making his eyes turn red, and involuntary tears welled up.
He wiped away the tears threatening to fall from his eyes and continued to endure the pain, slowly lowering himself bit by bit. His thighs trembled, and even his muscles were shaking.
“Why are you crying?”
Shao Cheng’s low voice came from behind.
Bai Yang’s movements froze, he steadied his emotions, and tried to sound casual. “I’m not crying, it’s just a bit painful as it goes in. It’ll get better in a while.”
“Too slow,” Shao Cheng said. Suddenly, he reached out and grabbed Bai Yang’s waist.
The unexpected warmth of Shao Cheng’s touch sent a ripple through his heart. But in the next moment, Shao Cheng firmly thrust upwards!
“!!”
The pain was so intense that Bai Yang felt like he had fainted and been awakened by the pain, his body trembled violently, like a leaf in a storm, shaking as if sifted through a sieve. Shao Cheng had entered him completely, filling him up completely, and his butt felt like it was about to tear apart, luckily without any bleeding.
Shao Cheng rose and leaned in, his bare and solid chest pressing against Bai Yang’s trembling back. The change in the position of the crotch inside him made him feel dizzy again.
Amidst the chaotic pain, he vaguely felt Shao Cheng’s hands roaming all over his body, from his collarbone to his chest, from his lower abdomen to his thighs. The places that were touched seemed to ignite in flames. One of Shao Cheng’s hands kneaded the two points on his chest, while the other soothed his soft and drooping lower body, weakened by the pain.
Tiny and keen sensations spread from the places Shao Cheng touched, gradually suppressing the sensation of pain.
Bai Yang leaned weakly against Shao Cheng’s chest, finding solace in the strong warmth emanating from behind. As Shao Cheng’s movements intensified and quickened, Bai Yang’s voice grew softer as he moaned and his lower body began to respond again.
The erection within his body remained motionless until Bai Yang almost forgot about it. He was getting comfortable due to the caresses, feeling like he was about to climax. Suddenly, Shao Cheng thrust upwards.
The motion wasn’t large, but it was enough to make Bai Yang aware of the presence within him. He instantly regained clarity only to be sent into dizziness again as he was thrust. His butt, which had relaxed slightly, now contracted around the crotch. After a period of adjustment, the pain was less intense than before, but the discomfort remained strong.
“Relax,” Shao Cheng’s tone was cold but low. His actions became more forceful. He gripped Bai Yang’s butt cheeks and spread them apart, forcing him to accommodate him. Shao Cheng didn’t give him time to adjust and thrust forcefully, rapidly thrusting in and out, each thrust going deeper than the last.
The intensity of the violent action made Bai Yang tremble uncontrollably. The hard erection rubbed against his inner walls, causing a fiery and painful sensation. He lowered his spine in agony, almost collapsing onto the bed. The fierce assault from behind made him feel like Shao Cheng was tearing him apart. He gasped for air, releasing strained and painful moans.
Being handled in such a manner was disgraceful. Bai Yang felt embarrassed and miserable, yet he was powerless to resist. He had to follow the rhythm of the forceful thrusts, allowing his hips to lift and drop weakly.
Seemingly noticing his distraction, Shao Cheng raised his hand and slapped Bai Yang’s butt firmly. The firm and uplifted flesh immediately reddened, and the pain brought tears to Bai Yang’s eyes. He turned his head to look at Shao Cheng, his eyes filled with a touch of grievance.
“Distracted again?” Shao Cheng’s expression remained cold, as if the hardness rampaging inside Bai Yang’s body wasn’t his doing.
Shao Cheng changed their position, placing Bai Yang’s weak body to make him kneel on the bed, allowing for easier access from behind.
Bai Yang buried his face in the pillow, clenching the sheets tightly. His knuckles turned white as his body rocked with Shao Cheng’s relentless thrusts. His face turned flushed, and his mouth, emitted muffled and ambiguous moans.
The prolonged and frequent friction gradually numbed his butt, bringing forth a hidden and shameful pleasure. However, this pleasure couldn’t fill the emptiness in his heart.
He was well aware that Shao Cheng was using his body to fulfill his own desires, not engaging in what could be called lovemaking. After all, there was no love between them. He felt a deep sadness within himself, yet he couldn’t help but sink into the whirlpool of desire that Shao Cheng offered. Even if the end led to a dark abyss, he was willing to sway within its waves.
Eventually, Bai Yang reached his climax first. While he climaxed, Shao Cheng continued thrusting forcefully. The stimulation made his butt contract tightly, and his butt was slapped repeatedly, causing pain and swelling. Finally, the thick and hard erect crotch that had tormented him for so long thrust inside him several more times before releasing outside his body.
After Shao Cheng released his grip on Bai Yang’s waist, Bai Yang immediately collapsed onto the bed, completely exhausted. He felt like he had been used and discarded like a broken piece of trash. He stared blankly as Shao Cheng left mercilessly, followed by the sound of water coming from the bathroom.
Breathing heavily, he tried to steady his breath. His eyelids grew heavier and heavier until he finally fell into a deep sleep.
