(M) Chapter 16 – Thoughtfulness
Novel Title: 跨越千万星辰 (Across Thousands of Stars)
Author：御小凡 (Yu Xiaofan)
Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)
Protagonists: 泽田纲吉 (Sawada Tsunayoshi -MC), 六道骸 (Rokudo Mukuro -ML)
*Please read at Novels Space.space, the original site of translation. TQ*
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⚠️*TRIGGER WARNING: Non-consensual sexual act.
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Mukuro knew very well that everything that is happening right now and everything he thought about right now was abnormal. But for him, there has never been a so-called ‘normal’ since the day he was born. In the days before the age of 12, pain is a normal state of life while death is always right around the corner.
The only ‘normal’ he encountered in his cruel fate was Tsunayoshi Sawada.
From him, he found out that sugar is sweet, tomato is sour, there are things that don’t smell very good but the air in the morning carries the fragrance of moist grass and trees. He also found out that the summer sunset melts like molten gold among the clouds. He was reassured with tears.
Tsuna led him to know all these. For this warm world, all of Mukuro’s cognition begins from the existence of Tsunayoshi Sawada.
Abnormal feelings are unacceptable to only normal people. But it’s normal for him to be the only one who has this kind of feeling. Mukuro has never been such a generous person. He won’t ever let Tsuna have his own life free of him.
How could it be possible for him to let Tsuna walk out of his own world slowly? He would not even think about the possibility of such a future.
You want me to wish you happiness as you walk away?
What a joke.
No matter what method I was going to use, you will be dragged down along with me. You must indulge in the same emotions as me. You can only look at me. And we both can sink into the abyss together.
This kind of thought made him dizzy with excitement for a moment. So Mukuro continued his stagnant movements. He covered his hand on Tsuna’s dick through his underwear. He was surprised to find that there was already a sign of his dick going erect.
This is actually quite normal. After such intense deep kisses and touches, as well as with the help of alcohol, Tsuna’s body has already responded accordingly.
A chuckle escaped his throat as Mukuro hooked Tsuna’s underwear down with his fingers. Tsuna’s dick and balls were all exposed to the air at once. Since they had hardly been used, the flesh was still in a light-coloured tone.
This was obviously a male body. This was obviously something that Mukuro also has. But seeing Tsuna being exposed like that immediately stimulated Mukuro. He was choked for breath. The excitement caused by the secretion of the pituitary gland in his brain almost made him dizzy.
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I haven’t had a steamy dream for a long time, Tsuna thought to himself
When Tsuna woke up to go to work the next day, he was still reminiscing about the steamy dream he had the previous night. The object and process were blurred in the grotesque colours. But only the feeling was real and vivid.
Is it a dream after all? It is more real than watching porn. Or is it all credited to being drunk?
I am not a person who would get drunk just after one glass. But I drank too much and too fast last night. The stomach stored too much alcohol before the food was loaded. And then I drank red wine after beer. One was quick on the mind and the other had a strong effect. No wonder I got drunk and passed out later. It doesn’t matter if I’m drunk. But it’s just troublesome for Mukuro. I must have vomited a lot. I was changed into another set of clothes from the inside to the outside. I saw my shirt from last night hanging out of the window sill this morning.
Holding his forehead, Tsuna really felt ashamed to be in such a shameful state as an elder.
But he was not just drunk. He even had a sexual dream. Has his body held back so much up to this point? Tsuna, who was thinking so far, remembered a problem that had been neglected for a long time.
A girlfriend.
He is almost 27 years old this year. But he doesn’t even have a girlfriend yet! Oh my God! Why has this serious problem not been discovered until today?!
Of course, the reason would be work and most of his time was spent on Mukuro. From a certain level, ‘career’ and ‘family’ are supposed to go hand in hand. So Tsuna has no time and mood to think about finding a girlfriend. That unreliable guy Iemitsu Sawada has only been back a few times in recent years. This time, he never even mentioned it in the phone conversation. It was as if he didn’t care at all if he didn’t even find himself a daughter-in-law.
If this continues, Tsuna will be a bachelor for the rest of his life. The virgin will become the greatest virgin.
Thinking of such a tragic future, Tsuna trembled for no reason. He began to count the women around him as if he was sharpening his gun before an exam while sitting in the office.
Only after this counting did he deeply understand the problem. The women he knew were less than ten!
It doesn’t matter if he doesn’t care about some things before. But once he notices it, he will think about it deeply. Tsuna put his head in his hands, thinking about how to deal with this issue. It seems that Mukuro also doesn’t have a girlfriend. The boy looks like a school idol but he has never heard him say who he likes and who he doesn’t like. After all, could their whole family end up being bachelors until the end? No, wait, maybe Mukuro just didn’t tell him about it?
Tsuna, who was deeply hit by the fact that he had not had a girlfriend for 27 years, emptied his grievances. Perhaps God heard his call and He might send someone to Tsuna someday.
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Something happened to Ryo-nii.
His profession is inherently risky. Plus with Ryo-nii’s character which is too insensitive to danger, in the eyes of the people around him, it is only a matter of time before something bad happens.
When Tsuna was sorting out emails on his mobile phone, he remembered that he hadn’t contacted Ryo-nii for a long time. After all, both of them were too busy at work. So, he made a phone call and found out that the other party was lying in the hospital.
Tsuna was taken aback. Although Ryo-nii said it was nothing serious, he wondered how he ended up in the hospital for such a serious injury. As a friend, Tsuna must be obliged to visit him. He immediately made an appointment to visit after work. But what he didn’t expect was that after notifying Mukuro with a text message, the other party wanted to go with him.
This is really strange behaviour for Mukuro. He has been stingy with paying attention to others before.
“He is the Policeman who rescued me back then, right?” Mukuro chuckled on the phone. He looked different from usual when he was talking on the phone with Tsuna. The surrounding voices were very noisy. He was probably in the flow of people after school, “Then I should at least be thoughtful for him.”
If so, why was it that he never mentioned him before? Tsuna wondered.
But this is a good thing after all. Tsuna told him the name of the hospital and the ward number. After confirming that he knew the correct address, he hung up the phone with confidence.
Before leaving work, Uni handed over all the work of the head of the team towards him. Uni pushed a lot of classified folders to him and briefly introduced the structure of the office. Different from the planning department, the marketing department has an independent office for the head of the department. Uni puts her own things into a cardboard box to clear the office, “I’m really sorry about last night. I simply took out your phone and called the number on it. You fell asleep before you even made the call. So, I pressed the ‘call’ button for you.”
“Eh?” It took a while for Tsuna to recall what Uni was talking about. Tsuna’s face was flushed with embarrassment the moment he recalled, “Ah… it’s me who should be sorry. I troubled you too much last night.”
“It’s not too much trouble. I was the one who proposed for us to have the party. But I didn’t expect everyone to be so enthusiastic to pour drinks for you.” Uni laughed. Shen then recalled something. She remembered the kid with a strange temperament that she met that night. “Speaking of which, is Mr. Muku a relative?”
Mr. Muku?
“Huh?” Tsuna was a little surprised at how Uni knew Mukuro. But immediately realised that since Uni made the call at that time, it was not surprising. He saved the name as ‘Muku’ on the phone, “Ah, yes. He’s a child from a relative’s family. He studies here alone so he lives in my house.”
“It turns out that the so-called cohabitant of yours is him?” Uni was surprised for a moment. She then felt amused by the rumoured ‘Tsuna’s girlfriend’ everyone was talking about. But she didn’t like to gossip so she won’t spread the news, “It seems that you two have a very good relationship. I’m really envious. I really hope to have such a younger brother.”
In terms of legal relationship, however, they are not brothers. They are father and son…
Tsuna could only smile back in agreement.
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*Author’s Note: I really didn’t mean to divide so many sections. People said it was like I posted advertisements… I am wronged…
[Question and answer time for dishonesty part 2]
Author: What do you think about Tsunayoshi after this experience?
Mukuro: I want him.
Author: …………………Hey! Can you be more discreet?!
-YXF
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*Translator’s Note: The previous website I’m using to refer to the raw file had been taken down. I have found another site but it’s quite troublesome. Grr. -K
Next update: 2023.07.24
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