Suddenly, the room became eerily quiet.
Ji Yujin slowly raised his eyes and met the other party’s gaze. The corners of his lips slowly curled up, and his tone was slightly sarcastic. “In this situation… will you shout first, or should I shout first?”
Chu Fengqing turned around, but inevitably the snow-white skin was instantly dyed red, even his earlobes were bloodshot, like red plum blossoms blooming in the snow. He gritted his teeth and said, “You… put down the curtains first.”
He wanted to put on the clothes hanging beside him first, but Ji Yujin didn’t listen to him at all. He stood up tremblingly and only gasped when he pulled out the wound.
The two were only a few steps apart. Ji Yujin took big steps, and in almost an instant, he was in front of Chu Fengqing. He was the first to pick up the clothes and then hooked the dudou, which was hanging on the side with his light calluses hands. There was something sewn on the dudou. He touched it with his fingers and studied it.
Then he held the dudou in front of Chu Fengqing and said with a smile, “Ha, you relied on this thing to deceive me?”
Chu Fengqing pursed his lips and avoided his gaze.
Ji Yujin pinched his chin with his fingers and turned him around forcefully to look at him. “Now, you don’t dare to look at me? You were so good at talking when you lied to me.”
The pain in his chin made Chu Fengqing frown. He wanted to say something, but all explanations seemed pale in the face of such strong facts, so he simply shut up.
Ji Yujin lowered his eyes and looked over there, then curled his lips and said, “It’s not that big either, no wonder I didn’t notice it.”
Chu Fengqing’s pupils trembled, as if he didn’t expect him to be able to do this: “Ji Yujin!”
Ji Yujin didn’t dodge or avoid, askinh “What are you afraid of? I’ve seen everything you have. Don’t forget that I was also a man before I became an eunuch. Just like you, I see this thing every day.”
Chu Fengqing closed his eyes and tried his best to calm down. His lips turned frighteningly pale. “Let me go first. Wait until I get dressed, and then we can talk.”
“Talk? What do we have to talk about?”
Ji Yujin’s smile faded. “Talking about why did you pretend not to recognize me when you dressed up as a woman? Talking about how you can endure nausea and get close to me? Talking about why you are treating me like a fool?”
He couldn’t control the strength in his hands and pressed harder and harder until Chu Fengqing showed a look of pain on his face. He then loosened his grip slightly. “Besides this, what else can we talk about?”
“Chu Yinyin… oh, I forgot, I should call you—Chu Fengqing.”
He called out Chu Fengqing’s name softly. Perhaps he didn’t expect the other party to know his identity so quickly. Chu Fengqing’s eyes widened a little.
Ji Yujin: “You make such a great sacrifice just to save your father, marrying an eunuch is disgusting, isn’t it?”
“In fact, if you come to me as Chu Fengqing, we still have a little friendship as classmates, and maybe I will lend a helping hand.”
Ji Yujin’s lips were red, and the mole at the end of his eye was particularly seductive. He exuded an evil aura. He lifted a strand of Chu Fengqing’s hair and said in a gentle tone, “Why does it has to be like this? I tried to test you, but you were thorough and didn’t reveal a single flaw. I gave you a chance and asked you if you had ever lied to me, but you only gave me a ‘no’ as an answer.”
If you had trusted me a little more, we wouldn’t have come to this point.
Chu Fengqing’s tone changed slightly: “Sorry… Wait for me to put on my clothes, you can kill me or chop me up as you like.”
Ji Yujin laughed louder: “I can kill or chop you up? That’s what you said yourself, Young Master.”
Ji Yujin put his hand on his face, moving it down little by little until it stopped at his collarbone. “Then what are you still getting dressed for? Your skin is better than the ladies’. Why don’t you let me serve you for once? It will also be the fulfillment of our long-standing relationship as husband and wife. What do you think, Young Master?”
Chu Fengqing’s hands in front of him slowly clenched. Ji Yujin’s tone was frivolous, but his eyes were terrifyingly calm. A dark flash passed through his mind, and he remembered what Chu Fengqing said when he was unconscious. Still? How could he still do it in this situation?
He thought he was the only one who fell in love, and he regarded all his forbearance and maneuvering as deep love. In the end, he was just a fool, still fantasizing about the future.
While the other party has already thought about getting rid of all their involvement.
He thought of Chu Fengqing’s frown when he hugged him and his resistance when they slept on the same bed. He didn’t know how disgusted he must have been with him at that time.
Chu Fengqing didn’t have the slightest affection for him from beginning to end.
After clearly understanding this matter, Ji Yujin gritted his teeth, his eyes burned red, his rationality was gradually worn away, and now his mind was full of animal instincts. He just wanted to press him under his body and make him cry. Dislike him and disgust him? Then just disgust him to your heart’s content!
He leaned over and bit his collarbone. Chu Fengqing’s pupils shrank slightly. He wanted to push him away but took his hand back, considering his injury.
“Just don’t think that I’m an eunuch. Eunuchs have their own ways of being eunuchs.”
This time was not as peaceful as the wedding night. A stinging pain came from the collarbone. Chu Fengqing’s already pale lips were now completely bloodless. He couldn’t help but let out a little sound of pain. His breathing became rapid and disordered, as if his asthma were about to flare up.
Ji Yujin looked up. He didn’t know much about medicine and had never seen anyone with asthma. He just thought Chu Fengqing was disgusting him. He slowly raised his eyes, loosened his hand, and met Chu Fengqing’s clear eyes. He laughed self-deprecatingly: “Disgusting? Very disgusting, right?”
Ji Yujin slowly calmed down. “How dare you still marry in someone else’s place when you’re this disgusted? You’re such a good brother. After you got married, have you been thinking about how to avoid contact with me day and night? Do you think this person is so annoying that he sticks to you all day long?”
He pursed his lips, clenched his hands at his sides into fists, and the wound on his back was torn open again, but he didn’t care. “Forget it, since you tested the medicine for me…”
Ji Yujin was unable to continue. Chu Fengqing actually didn’t want to marry him, but the emperor had granted the marriage. If it were him, he would not be willing to let such a good sister marry a cruel and ruthless eunuch as well. The Chu family had lost its power, and Chu Zhengyin was still in prison. If they disobeyed the order, Chu Zhengyin would be the first to die.
He is a good young master, but he dresses up as a woman and wears those strange things. He also doesn’t know how aggrieved he must be.
When he gets to the bottom of this matter, he doesn’t know who to ask for this debt from.
Ji Yujin took a step back, his voice became hoarse, and he softly said, “We are even now, you can go now.”
Chu Fengqing was stunned for a moment and opened his mouth, but the sound of his breathing replaced it. His breathing was too rapid to speak, and now he was even more speechless. He could only shake his head.
He wanted to say that he wasn’t disgusted, he was just having an attack…
“Cough, cough, cough…”
Chu Fengqing started coughing violently, and his breathing became more and more rapid, like the sound of a broken bellows.
“Ha—”
His lungs felt like they were about to explode. It hurt so much.
Ji Yujin was frightened by the scene before him. Even if he didn’t understand, he just knew that something was wrong.
“What’s wrong with you?”
Chu Fengqing slowly slid down, kneeling on the ground, stroking his throat with his hands, revealing his thin back. His bent spine was particularly obvious.
“Chu Fengqing…”
The distorted breathing sound filled the whole room. Ji Yujin was anxious. He didn’t care about the injury on his back at all and squatted in front of him. “Where’s the medicine?”
Chu Fengqing couldn’t speak, tears fell from his eyes, his snow-like face turned red, and he shook his head.
There is no more medicine. He fed the last pill to Ji Yujin last time.
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