TL: Kurokami Anko
Editor: Lanie Bo
TL Note:
Based on KnoxT regulation, I can divide this chapter into 2 parts, but because I’m kind and guilty of not updating for a long time, I decided to not divide it. Anyway, enjoy my cup of tea~ :3
※This story is an extra chapter of the supporting characters in the main story.
※There are couplings and sexual descriptions of characters other than the main characters.
※The image of the characters may be destroyed by the sexual descriptions in this story.
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Please be aware of the above and avoid this story if you are not comfortable with it.
There is no problem even if you do not read this story.
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I still cannot forget the shock I felt when I was told that I was an animus.
As a bear, my body has an appropriate physique, with muscles that naturally develop, a height that continues to grow, and a face that could be described as rather sturdy and muscular.
I am not uncomfortable with it by any means. And as a member of the bear tribe, I also want to practice martial arts and be strong.
But I am an animus.
I am an animus of the bear tribe, which is quite an oddity.
Will I be embraced by someone one day?
Nah. It might not be a bad idea to spend the rest of my life as a single man.
As an animus of the bear tribe, it is highly unlikely that I will have any offspring.
It was fortunate that my family was not one of those that needed an heir.
I had really thought that I would spend my entire life alone, taking things easy and not having to pair with anyone.
Until I met him.
It was soon after I entered a military academy to become a military officer.
The Forrester family is a prestigious family that has produced talented warriors and renowned adventurers for generations, and there is probably no one in the royal city who does not know their name.
Moreover, he was a prominent figure not only for his origins but also for himself.
He was a man of good looks, good physique, and profound martial arts skills. Plus, he had a warm and sincere personality that was well-liked by all.
I realized the moment I took one look at him from afar that he was my [pair].
Fortunately, I was not a show-off and managed to avoid being noticed by him.
I was able to lay low until he graduated from the academy by killing my feelings and burying myself in the crowd.
After he graduated, I spent my days in self-discipline to suppress my instinct to seek him out.
Thanks to this, by the time he graduated, my skills with the sword and magic had reached a certain level.
After graduation, I joined the Royal Order of Knights.
However, what awaited me there was a reunion with him.
In just two years, he had already achieved various feats of valor and had already been given the title of commander of a unit, which was the most outstanding thing in the world.
I was assigned to his unit.
During my time at the military academy, I was able to suppress my feelings because of the distance between me and him, and he never noticed.
But this time, that was not the case.
If we are in the same unit, the distance between us will be undeniably close.
If that were to happen, I would not be able to hide the fact that I was his [pair].
In the end, I ran away.
I resigned from the knighthood and went on the run to Ulfair, where I decided to earn my living as an adventurer.
Fortunately, thanks to the sword and magic I had trained, I had no trouble finding work, but there was not a single day that I could forget about him.
One day, after living like this for a while, I returned to my humble home on the outskirts of town to find that there was someone inside.
There was nothing in particular that I thought a thief would want to steal, but I couldn’t let a criminal act in front of me go unnoticed.
I readied my sword, erased my presence, and proceeded into the house.
There I found Captain Virgil sitting on a crude chair with his legs and arms crossed and his well-endowed physique looking cramped.
“Cap-captain Virgil?! What are you doing here…?”
It was obvious at first glance that Captain Virgil was in a very bad mood.
“Why? I’m the one who wants to ask that. Why did you run away from me, Rickham?”
I can feel the anger in his voice as if he is accusing me of something.
And how does he know my name?
I had never met him since I had been assigned to his unit, since I had never visited the Order at all.
“Captain Virgil, I don’t know what you are talking about. I just got tired of being a member of the Order. It’s not that I ran away from you.”
“It’s not like that, is it? You ran away as soon as it was decided that you would be assigned to my unit. You didn’t show any signs of running away until then, did you? Hey, my dear [pair].”
I received a strong shock as if I had been hit on the head with a blunt weapon, and my heart continued to beat rapidly.
I was not expecting that Captain Virgil was aware of the fact that I was his [pair].
But he didn’t seem to be aware of it until now.
Despite my doubts, Captain Virgil slowly grabbed my hand.
He put a painful amount of pressure on his hand.
“Did you think I wouldn’t notice that? Don’t be ridiculous. I’ve been aware of you since the moment I saw you at the academy. I knew you were my [pair].”
I couldn’t get my head around it.
I couldn’t respond to anything, but Captain Virgil continued speaking.
“If I ask for you, you won’t be able to refuse, will you? There is so much power attached to my family name. But I didn’t want that. I knew you were desperate to hide. I decided to wait until you wanted me.”
There is something dark and passionate in his eyes.
“That’s why, after joining the Order, I worked myself to death to make credits for myself. It’s all to bring you to me without anyone complaining. But now, all of a sudden, you quit the Order and disappeared? Do you know how I felt when I heard that report?”
His grip on my arm tightens even more, his fingernails digging into my skin.
But this was no time to worry about the pain.
“I thought my presence would only cause trouble for the captain. I may be an animus, but I am a bear, you know? There is almost no chance that I could bear the captain’s child, ah no, an heir. Do you think I can stay by your side as the captain’s [pair]? And…”
“And what?”
He asked me without even trying to hide his displeasure.
“And…, it’s a well-known fact that the captain’s preference is for small, pretty boys who make you feel protective of him. Just take a look at my body. Mine may be smaller compared to the captain’s body, but I’m tough and I’m not cute in the slightest. You can tell just from seeing my face that I am the complete opposite of the captain’s type, can’t you?”
The captain scoffed at my desperate plea.
“Haa… So you were thinking such a nonsense? It’s instinctive to like such type. You’re a bear too, so you understand that, don’t you? But that’s not what this is about. I love everything about you, my [pair].”
The captain swiped his tongue at the bloody claw marks on my arm.
I felt a strange fear in my heart at the sight of him, as if he was looking for blood.
“Please stop! I am not going to be your mate! You are an indispensable person to our country. I don’t want to be your burden. Please leave, I beg you.”
The captain sighed heavily and stood up from his spot.
I was relieved to see him about to leave. But I was surprised to see his expression when he looked at me.
No, there were no expressions whatsoever on his face.
I don’t know what he is thinking, there is no anger or sadness on his face.
“So you still don’t understand how much I want you…? I’m not going to let you go from now on. You are mine now. I’m going to take the time to teach you until you understand that. Hey, Sebastian!”
Suddenly, I felt a presence behind me, and at the same time, something blocked my mouth and nose.
The smell of sweet, rotting fruit wafted through my nose.
“I am sorry for being so rough with you. You can reprimand me later.”
I heard those words in my ear, and my consciousness faded away.
The next thing I knew, I was locked up in a luxurious room.
My feet were shackled and chained to the legs of a thick bed.
A man named Sebastian took care of everything around me, so I was not inconvenienced.
However, no matter how much I wished, he would not allow me to leave this room.
And night after night, Captain Virgil would come and hold me in various ways.
It could be terribly sweet, or it could torment me, and it was done with such intensity that made me feel like I was being carved.
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I heard a creaking sound of bones from somewhere inside.
I awoke to a terrible, languid sensation throughout my body.
“You noticed?”
The captain gets up from the chair he was sitting in without a sound and calls out to me.
It was as if the fact that he had been holding me so tight just a few moments before was a lie.
My body is bound with manacles and shackles, and my legs are forced wide open.
“Hey, Rickham. Why don’t you just admit that you belong to me? If you become mine, I will guarantee you anything you want. Except for the option of freedom from me.”
The chains make an annoying clank.
“You also like me, don’t you? I’ll take good care of you, and you’ll stay here forever.”
“That… Such a thing…”
“What’s bothering you?”
“I’m…”
I’m not sure if I should just admit it.
I like the captain.
That’s an instinctive thing, you could say.
However, it is also true that my presence would certainly be a stumbling block for him.
I’m not sure how I would have responded if I had thought about that.
Once I drown in him, I have no confidence that I will ever be able to hold out and endure as I have in the past.
As I thought about it, my heart was in turmoil like a surging wave, and I didn’t know what to say to him.
“Speaking of which, I have something for you who won’t be honest with me.”
Without waiting for an answer, the captain began to speak in a cheerful voice.
“I’ve learned about your weak spots over the past few days.”
“Captain, please listen to me….”
Without listening to me, the captain pulled out something that looked like a spring-loaded clip from his breast pocket.
The actual clip itself is made of simple silver, but the tip of the clip is decorated with amber, the same as the captain’s eyes.
“I’m going to put it on you, so don’t move.”
Said the captain who’s in a good mood.
I was slightly scared, but I didn’t talk back and replied honestly.
“…Yes.”
I wondered where the clip would be attached, anticipating a certain amount of pain and bracing myself.
However, the clip was attached in an unexpected place.
“Aahhh! My… my chest… ahhh!”
The clip’s spring was not weak, and it mercilessly bit into the protrusion on my chest.
The decoration of the same color as the captain’s eyes weighed down and made the stimulation even stronger.
The other nipple was also clipped mercilessly regardless of my reaction.
The gravity pulled my stiff nipples down.
My member was standing up completely from the constant stimulation of the clipped areas.
“Rickham, show me more.”
The captain scooped up my chin with his finger.
I instinctively followed his voice and turned my chest up against his chest.
“Take it… please take it off…”
I said while sobbing from the pain and pleasure.
” You are not listening to me, are you? This is to prove that you belong to me. So how can I take it off?”
The captain’s smile and his innocent look, like a child who has acquired a precious toy, are indescribably terrifying.
The captain held me from behind and placed me on top of his large body.
Although I am sure that I am not light, the captain does not seem to care.
Then, he backed me up and turned me toward the mirror in front of the bed.
“Here. Take a good look at yourself. What do you look like now?”
“….Hic. Stop it…”
I couldn’t look at my own reflection in the mirror.
He left the traces of the affair all over my body as if to show them off.
These bite marks were made by the captain just a few minutes ago.
Plus these two clips and ornaments.
It was as if he was claiming that my entire body belonged to the captain, and I was filled with shame.
“You can tell me what you look like, can’t you, Rickham?”
The captain, perhaps annoyed at my reluctance to answer, suddenly hooks his fingers on the clips he has just put on and begins to pull them in both directions.
“Aargghh!! I’ll say it, I’ll say it! Let go of me!”
“Say it all properly, would you?”
“I-I still have the traces from the captain’s… nnnhh… bite marks…”
“It’s not the captain. It’s Virgil. Go on.”
The captain’s hand didn’t stop. Instead, he reached for the clip and flicked it.
“Capt- Ah, as Vir… Virgil’s property… Nngghhh! It hurts! I received the clip and you pulled it.”
“It’s not just the pain, is it? Tell me what’s going on in your lower half.”
“Ah… I’ve got….. a… ahhh! …big …erection. Aargghh! I’m getting an erection even though the captain is doing all kinds of things to me…”
“That’s right. You’re mine, aren’t you? So why didn’t you give me an honest answer?”
“I’m sorry… Please forgive me… Aaarggghh!!”
One of the captain’s hands pressed hard on my crotch.
His firm and large hand squeezed not only my shaft but also my testicles.
The pain and pleasure were so strong that all that came out of my mouth was a scream.
“Aaahhh…. nnhh…. hic….”
“Listen to me, Rickham. You are mine. This fact is, no matter how hard you try, you can’t change it, and I’ll never allow you to change it.”
He put a little more strength in his hand.
The pain made me gasp for air.
And with his other hand, the clips on my nipples were pulled out.
“I’m… I’m sorry! I’m sorry!! The fact that capt- Virgil wanted me… Aahh!! Made me… nngghhh… very… aahh… very happy.”
The captain looked at me and smiled with satisfaction.
“That’s right. I’m so proud of you for being able to say that.”
He patted my head and gave me a light kiss on the cheek. I immediately felt my face turn red.
With a click, the restraints were removed from my limbs.
As I fell down leaning on the captain, he supported me up and laid me down on the bed.
“Nnnnhh… haaaa!!”
“I’m going to ask you one more time. Rickham, will you be mine?”
I felt a terrible thrill behind me.
My behind, which had just been sucking the captain’s cock, swallowed it again without resistance, despite the sudden insertion.
My whole body quivered with delight as if it had been waiting for it.
“How is it? Do you swear to be mine and to spend the rest of your life with me?”
The captain stopped pumping as if he was trying to tease me. Then he stared at me and asked me that question.
“I’ve always… been in love with you… for a long time. I’ve been in love… since the first time I saw you. But then I thought I …… shouldn’t wish for that. So… when I saw you again, I was really… really happy. I… want to be yours….”
Forgetting shame and hesitation, when I expressed my feelings obediently, the captain whispered while pressing his lips against my lips.
“I’m never going to let you go again. Don’t ever forget it.”
After that, he held me so hard that I couldn’t even utter a sound.
It was as if he was making up for all the time we had lost.
I am not even sure how many days I spent in that room.
Thus, I was made to agree to be Virgil’s spouse… No, I consented to it.
After that, I worked to the best of my ability as his right-hand man, disciplining myself even more than before so that I would not be ashamed to be by his side.
Miraculously, I was able to give birth to a child, Gail.
I have no doubts about the fact that I am happy now because my love for Virgil is genuine.
Yes, I have no complaints, but there is something I cannot forgive.
That was a book titled “The Whereabouts of Love?”
It is a story about a promising knight and his [pair].
The [pair] hides the fact that he is the [pair] because of the difference in status and his race. So, he withdraws from the world, but eventually overcomes many hardships to be united.
The race and details of the setting are different, but this is still me and Virgil, no matter what you think.
I’m willing to compromise for that much.
However, I don’t like the scene in which the [pair] in the final scene admits that he will be his companion.
The knight was wounded to death in an incident, and the young [pair] who was nursing the unconscious knight with all his might finally told him how he really feels.
The knight miraculously regained consciousness and was brought back by the young [pair]’s tears and speech.
Now, how the hell did that happen!?
No matter how you think about it, that should be the end of the confinement and training… or brainwashing… Anyway, it’s a completely different story…
Who the hell is the author!? I tried to find out and I didn’t expect it to be Sebastian.
I wanted to ask him why he wrote such story. And when I asked him about the last scene, he said this.
“After the Mistress disappeared, the Master was so exhausted that it was hard for me to keep watching him like that. However, after he brought you back, he became so much better. What I saw is just like the last scene of the story, isn’t it? And there is no mistaking the fact that the Mistress clung to the Master in tears and told him your true feelings, right? I did make a few minor alterations though.”
Wait a minute. How did you know about that?
The fact was too shocking for me to question Sebastian any further.
No, I was afraid that if I questioned him, I might find out something I didn’t need to know.
Incidentally, I heard that it is a well-known fact that “The Whereabouts of Love” is based on me and Virgil.
I wondered if that was the reason why I had been noticing the strange warmth in the way the Knights were looking at me and Virgil recently.
After that, “The Whereabouts of Love” continued to sell well. Eventually, someone decided to stage it as a play, and I was left with a headache.
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