Seeing Chu Yan’s intense reaction, the anger that had been burning in Xu Linshen’s chest seemed to be doused with a bucket of ice water. It left him feeling both complex and absurd, while an indescribable restlessness gradually filled his chest.
Why did it always feel like he was the one in the wrong, even when he wasn’t? As if he had committed some unforgivable offense against Chu Yan.
Time seemed to stretch as the stifled and heart-wrenching sobbing finally subsided. Xu Linshen’s gaze remained on Chu Yan, noticing that he had calmed down except for the slight redness in his eyes.
After observing him silently for a while, Xu Linshen’s eyes held a pained expression, his voice tinged with anguish, “Zhong Yu, do you really have nothing you want to say to me?”
Chu Yan’s eyelashes trembled, and a sense of detachment gradually overtook his face. After a moment of silence, he turned his head to look at Xu Linshen, his voice low and hoarse as he spoke, “You heard it yourself… So what’s the point of asking now?”
Xu Linshen’s gaze flickered, and his body leaned forward involuntarily. His hand clenched tightly on the armrest of the wheelchair, but his voice remained steady without a hint of fluctuation, “When we broke up, you clearly said that you were already with Yu Fei. However, what I heard with my own ears outside the door today seems to indicate otherwise.”
Pausing for a few seconds at this point, Xu Linshen fixed his gaze on Chu Yan and furrowed his brows, asking, “Zhong Yu, are you playing games with me?”
Chu Yan’s lips slowly curved into a mocking smile upon hearing this, his voice icy, “Does Mr. Xu care about every former lover this much? Perhaps it’s just because I didn’t let Mr. Xu break up with me first that you’re feeling unsatisfied and acting like this…”
He paused for a moment, taking a breath before continuing, “As for Young Master Yu, heh… you wealthy people always like to play love games. But even in transactions, mutual consent matters. If you look down on me, why bother putting up this appearance of affection… It’s truly hypocritical.”
As he listened to Chu Yan’s words, Xu Linshen unconsciously tightened his brow. He had a feeling that even though Chu Yan’s tone was calm, there was an indescribable undercurrent of resentment beneath his words.
Xu Linshen keenly sensed it, but when he heard himself easily mention the words “transaction,” he couldn’t help but furrow his brow, “Zhong Yu, don’t you find it ironic to put it that way?”
“What…”
Xu Linshen looked at him, seemingly reminded of something, and suddenly chuckled, “You play the market with yourself, yet you resent others for not being sincere enough to you. If you can’t even achieve it yourself, why bother resenting others for not achieving it?”
His words were devoid of any courtesy, even more biting and harsh than the previous sentence.
Chu Yan looked at him for a moment, his gaze complex. After what seemed like a long while, he finally chuckled softly, “So now, Mr. Xu, you’re implying that I demeaned myself first.”
Xu Linshen’s words had hit a sensitive nerve, and the underlying dynamics between them became even more palpable.
The words had just fallen from Chu Yan’s lips when he turned his gaze to the ceiling, his voice soft as he continued, “So you see, Mr. Xu, you’ve always looked at me this way… It’s really hard for you. Clearly, you don’t like me in your heart, yet you still sleep with me…”
You’ve always looked at me this way?
Always?
Xu Linshen’s expression darkened, his usually clear thoughts momentarily thrown into disarray by Chu Yan’s words. What did Chu Yan mean by “always”?
What did he mean by “always”?
His heart suddenly throbbed violently; his fingers stiffened for a moment, then he shifted his gaze back to Chu Yan. His face had already lost the excitement he had shown earlier, replaced by a cold, pale calmness.
Chu Yan’s words just now seemed to be not only about Yu Fei but also directed at him…
—Since you don’t like it, why bother putting on such an affectionate facade?
Xu Linshen’s throat tightened for a moment, and his mind seemed to grasp countless fragmented yet interconnected pieces…
So that’s why he had become so angry because of his words just now. That’s why he kept mentioning those phrases. So all of his actions, he had thought, were merely fueled by his own “unwillingness.”
Turns out, he had believed that he had always underestimated him. It wasn’t just after the appearance of Le Huo, but he had always thought this way. He hadn’t even believed that he had truly considered him a lifelong partner!
But… this idea was too absurd. When had he ever looked down on him? He had loved him deeply, treasured him like a gem, and been willing to give everything for him, even his own legs. If this wasn’t love, then what was?
Xu Linshen’s heart was a mix of emotions, and a bitter taste surged up, making even his breath taste sour and acrid. Had Zhong Yu really been thinking of him this way all along?
He tried his best to ignore the spreading, sharp pains in his chest, and wondered how Zhong Yu could have these absurd thoughts. What had he done wrong to make Zhong Yu misunderstand him like this?
“I understand what Mr. Xu means, but this is my hospital room. I’m tired now, so please leave.”
Xu Linshen still wanted to say something to him, but his thoughts were too jumbled to find a starting point. He hesitated and then spoke, “Zhong Yu…”
Chu Yan closed his eyes and buried his face in the pillow, squeezing out two words from his throat, “Leave.”
—
When he woke up in the afternoon, it was almost six o’clock. The nurse brought the hospital’s nutritious meal, including a rich pork rib soup and a dish of crispy yet tender grilled fish.
As he sipped the soup, Chu Yan couldn’t help but comment, “The food has finally improved. Seems like Yu Fei is quite a reliable assistant.”
[Host, is this your plan? Although it’s a good idea, it might not be enough to make the other male lead forgive you completely. After all, he lost his legs while saving you. So, even with this approach, it seems you haven’t changed your image of being heartless in his eyes.]
[This is just the first step. There will be more plans in the future. And besides, this is already a good start.]
Having stayed in the hospital for almost a week, Chu Yan enjoyed the delicious meals every time. The quality of the soups and dishes was far beyond what the hospital cafeteria could offer. As for the person who brought these meals, their identity was evident.
After changing the dressing and applying a cast to his left leg, Chu Yan had his assistant buy a ticket for him to return to B city. The process of rehabilitation was indeed quite challenging, but despite the effort, he didn’t engage in much physical activity during his days at the apartment. He ate well and had plenty of sleep, and Chu Yan actually found the broken leg is somewhat beneficial. After all, for a popular actor, the concept of a holiday and rest was almost unimaginable due to the scarcity of free time.
Chu Yan was very dedicated to his recovery. About a month later, the doctor informed him that his bones had healed and grown well, so they removed the stitches and the cast. Apart from the limitation of not being able to stand for extended periods, his daily life had become much more convenient. However, during this time, he hadn’t seen Xu Linshen.
Nevertheless, as the sole heir of the Xu family in B city and the CEO of Jiaxin Group, even if he wasn’t in Chu Yan’s immediate view, his presence was still well represented in business newspapers and magazines.
The disability in his legs seemed to have little impact on him. On the contrary, this imperfection added an inexplicable air of mystery to his persona. Perhaps due to this layer of pain, he exhibited a sense of stability and maturity that surpassed that of other wealthy second-generation heirs born with silver spoons.
As a handsome, young, sophisticated, and wealthy scion of a prominent family, he held no less appeal to the public and media than celebrities.
Recently, there was a trending live post on a forum, focusing on Xu Linshen’s private mansion.
A Glimpse of Xu Linshen’s Lavish Mansion: Warning – High Volume of Pictures Ahead! Also, Let’s Talk About Young Master Xu’s Friends in the Entertainment Circle
The post was accompanied by several clear images showcasing the interior of Xu Linshen’s villa on an island in the middle of a lake. The pictures depicted a stunning fusion of islands, lake views, and gardens. The luxurious and grandiose decoration was evident, and the indoor areas were even more opulent.
[Image] The first thing to mention is this person. Can you tell who is sitting in the back seat just by looking at this picture?
The lighting in the picture is not very clear, and because it was taken at night, the pixels are a bit blurry. The location is at the entrance of an underground parking lot at a hotel. A black Bugatti has a lean man in the back seat. He’s wearing a dark, well-tailored suit, with a stern expression. He’s tilting his head and having a low conversation with the person beside him.
Due to the angle, only a side profile of that man is visible.
—That side profile of Zhong Yu is truly outstanding. It’s a divine profile. *Licks lips*
—Plus one for Zhong Yu.
[Image] The second person is the one currently in the spotlight. This image is quite clear, so I won’t keep you waiting. Let’s update directly.
The photo was taken on the set of a beverage advertisement. After Le Huo finished shooting, an assistant immediately handed a towel to Xu Linshen by his side.
—Le Huo!
—It’s actually Le Huo, so is this indirectly revealing some connections? No wonder he’s rising so fast!
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