The vibration at that moment made Liang Suici’s head dizzy for a moment. He sat in the seat of the car for a while before hearing Li Xi repeat it again.
“Get out of the car.”
Liang Suici glanced at him, but the expression on Li Xi’s face was dark and unclear; there was only an indistinguishable coldness and anger.
“…are you not going?”
“I told you to get out of the car.” Li Xi turned his head to look at him, the coldness in his eyes almost turned into substance, “Don’t you understand human language?”
“…” Liang Suici stopped talking, pursed his lips, and untied his seat belt sideways, then opened the door and got out of the car.
Almost the moment he opened the car door and went down, Li Xi’s chest began to fluctuate violently, making heavy breathing. This too strong love and hate were intertwined, almost uncontrollably, like hot magma burning into his mind, making his eardrums buzz, completely burning his sanity.
He doesn’t care about your feelings; he never cared about you anyway…
Liang Suici stood on the side of the road for a while, watching Li Xi drive away, a little speechless.
Didn’t he say that he would take him to dinner?
Forget it, forget it… it’s all plastic love…
—
Li Xi drove around the streets of the city for a long time before stopping the car. He was even a little dazed and didn’t know what to do.
Was it because that person had already seen the essence of his self-hatred clearly? His self-righteous revenge was a joke in his eyes, because he doesn’t care at all, whether it’s indifference or humility…
At the same time, an abrupt mobile phone ringtone rang. Li Xi took out his mobile phone, paused with his fingers, and then slid down the answer button.
“Li Xi, have you and Suici arrived yet? The big dishes are all ready, and a few small fries will be quick…”
Li Xi’s eyes fell on the paper bag in the passenger seat, and he replied, “I may not be able to eat today. The company still has some things to deal with. Let’s change it another day.”
“Ah, what’s so important in the company? Let me just ask, are you always so busy?”
In fact, when Lin Jingya first knew that her son actually liked a man, she disagreed ten thousand times. Although she did not discriminate against this, if it was her own son, she still hoped that he could marry a gentle and virtuous wife like other men, and then have a healthy and lovely baby. After all, this was a warm and complete family.
But her son seemed to have real feelings for the doctor. In the past two years, she had also seen it all in her eyes. She had also seen that person a few times. He was a very gentle and handsome young man. Although his family situation was a bit worse, when looking for a partner, a good family situation was nothing more than icing on a cake, and it didn’t hurt if he didn’t have it. The biggest problem was the child. Alas, in fact, she still had a lot on mind.
But what could she do if her son just liked him?
“No, it’s just that something happened temporarily today.” Li Xi opened the paper bag, and inside was a beautifully packaged gift box. It seemed that it should be a gift that the person had prepared for his parents.
“Okay, since you have something to do, then you can be busy. Find another time, let’s do it… You don’t have to cook at night. I’ll let Xiao Yang take the dishes to you. Remember, you two drink more soup. I’ve been cooking for a day, but I can make up for it…”
Li Xi said, “Hmm,” and listened to his mother nag a few more words before hanging up the phone.
It got dark very quickly in the winter, but it was only around six o’clock that the night fell heavily. Li Xi calmed down, crossed his fingers across the address book, and finally couldn’t help but dial a phone.
Buzz—
The sound of the mobile phone vibrating suddenly sounded in the silence, Li Xi was startled, but following the sound source, he found the other party’s mobile phone in the gap under the passenger seat.
The phone fell.
A strange thought suddenly flashed in Li Xi’s mind—he didn’t bring a wallet either, did he?
Forcing himself to throw this idea out of his mind, Li Xi started the car and went directly back to the apartment.
The house was deserted. Li Xi looked in his bedroom for the first time, and sure enough, he found his wallet on the bedside table.
This wallet was given to him by himself before, and he used it for nearly two years, but he hadn’t changed it until now… Li Xi couldn’t tell what it felt like, as if there was a bitter warm current slowly flowing through his heart… But did this explain anything?
While thinking so, a doorbell suddenly rang at the door, and Li Xi put his wallet back in the drawer and opened the door.
After all, he’s an adult man, so he didn’t need to worry about him…
But when the door opened, he found that it was not Liang Suici. The assistant saw Li Xi’s gloomy face and said cautiously, “Mr. Li, Madam asked me to send it over, saying that you and Dr. Liang should eat it while it’s hot.”
Seeing Li Xi take the lunch box, the assistant quickly squeezed out a smile and said, “Then Mr. Li, I’ll go first… See you tomorrow…”
Li Xi waved his hand to signal him to leave quickly, and then directly closed the door. He sat on the sofa for a while, but there was always an indescribable irritability circling in his heart, so he got up and took the dishes to the kitchen to heat them up.
But as soon as he entered the kitchen, he saw the breakfast he had left on the dining table at a glance. He put it in place and it wasn’t moved. Li Xi was startled and then sneered. He walked over and threw the plate directly into the trash can. It seemed that he was a bit too self-indulgent.
—
Li Xi was sitting in the living room. The TV screen was flashing, and the sound was loud, making the living room unusually empty.
Night fell completely, and around eight o’clock in the evening, there was a sudden movement of opening the door.
Li Xi subconsciously looked up, but saw Liang Suici standing at the door.
The light at the entrance was not turned on, and half of his body was hidden in the darkness, bending down as if to change his shoes.
In Li Xi’s eyes, his movement was very slow, and when he reacted, he had already walked to the door.
Before the door closed, Liang Suici suddenly realized that a shadow had fallen in front of him. His fingers froze. When he changed his shoes, he didn’t seem to see Li Xi. He straightened up and walked directly past him.
“Stop.”
Liang Suici didn’t seem to hear it, and didn’t say a word, but heard the door slam behind him.
Li Xi rushed over in three steps and two steps, grabbed his arm, and dragged him all the way to the sofa, despite the opponent’s resistance. His hands were very strong. This series of actions happened almost in a moment. He didn’t even know where the anger came from; maybe it was because of the opponent’s coldness, because of the obviously dismissive attitude…
It’s always been like this. He was high above, and no matter how humble he was behind him, he couldn’t change his cold eyes. But why was it like this?
“What do you think you are now? How dare you show me your face. If I tell you to stop, you have to stop obediently, you know?” Li Xi twisted his chin to prevent him from moving. The skin under his fingers was cold and pale, as if it had rained a little, and his short black hair was a little wet. It was soft on his cheeks, and there was no blood on his whole face. Only the lips showed a little abnormal redness.
Liang Suici struggled a few times, but he didn’t eat much for almost a day, his hands and feet were weak, and he couldn’t break free at all, “Li Xi, you are too much.”
His voice was really hoarse, mixed with anxious gasps, and it sounded like he was crying.
Li Xi was startled. He actually said that he had gone too far?
But…who exactly has gone too far?
A similar absurd and funny emotion appeared in his heart, but he slowly let go of him, stood up from the sofa, his eyes cold and almost cruel, “What’s so excessive about this? You only need to listen to me obediently this year, work harder in bed, and you can easily take away the 20 million. Isn’t this price good enough? Or are you still not satisfied?”
Liang Suici suddenly raised his eyes to look at him. The tail of his eyes was red, his lips were tightly pursed, but his face was pale beyond words.
Li Xi clasped his fingers tightly, not looking at him, but a deep bitterness spread from his heart to his mouth, making his breathing hot and sour.
In a breathless silence, Li Xi bent over and picked up his coat from the sofa, and said in a hoarse voice, “There is food left on the table.”
Then he remembered something in general, and sneered, “It’s up to you whether you eat it or not.”
After speaking, as if he couldn’t stay for a moment, he turned around and strode out of the living room, slamming the door.
Liang Suici sat on the sofa for a while, and waited for the strong dizziness to pass before getting up and going back to the bedroom.
……
The night was shrouded in the top of the city like a big net, the street lights were turned on, Li Xi was sitting in the car, and the pale, almost bloodless face of Liang Suici just now kept flashing through his mind. The person who was usually cold, had the corners of his eyes flushed at that time, and he seemed to be really sad because of his own words.…
His head fell on the steering wheel, and it took a long time for him to think in a daze: why did he have to blow the cold wind here if he didn’t sleep in bed?
Was he sick?
When Li Xi went back, the headlights in the living room were still on. He went to look at the dinner left on the table for the first time, but found that it still wasn’t moved.
He stood for a while, suppressing all the emotions he shouldn’t have, and then he raised his feet and went upstairs.
The bedroom door was ajar, and a small, dim light was on at the head of the bed. Li Xi looked at it, and a feeling similar to warmth appeared in his heart. He couldn’t help but lighten his steps, took his nightgown from the closet, and went to the bathroom.
The man was not awakened during the period.
When Li Xi finished washing, when he came back, he found that almost the whole person had shrunk into the bed.
Li Xi walked to the side of the bed, squatted down, and looked at the man’s sleeping face.
His hair should have been washed just now, Li Xi thought, but maybe he didn’t sleep well, and even his eyebrows were slightly frowned.
Li Xi stretched out his hand to send the hair covering his forehead to the side. During the period, the palm of his hand rubbed against his forehead, but unexpectedly, he touched a cold trace of water.
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