Zhou Cibai couldn’t find any reason not to want it.
He felt that if he had the urge to kiss someone, it must be because of his heart’s desire.
And the person he was attracted to happened to like him back.
So Zhou Cibai felt that he himself was not a very good person either, because at that moment he forgot all the things he should and shouldn’t do. He just leaned over and kissed the corner of Gu Jiqing’s eye with the most instinctive and strong thoughts in his heart.
He knows that Gu Jiqing likes to be kissed there.
Sure enough, Gu Jiqing’s hands around his neck unconsciously tightened.
It was snowing outside the window again, and the balcony door was not tightly closed, causing some chill to seep in. However, Gu Jiqing didn’t feel it at all.
The pure white nightgown was scattered on the ground, the candles were dancing, and the protagonist in the movie whispered, “I love you.”
Gu Jiqing felt like a fish about to drown in warm water but was caught.
He gripped the person in front of him tightly and closed his eyes, feeling his senses, which were on the verge of going numb, finally being awakened bit by bit by the blazing flames.
Until he finally couldn’t bear it anymore, he hugged Zhou Cibai and propped up his snow-white neck, then his pale fingertips almost penetrated Zhou Cibai’s back, like grabbing the last life-saving straw before drowning.
And Zhou Cibai just let him grab it, not caring even if he scratched out blood marks.
He just hugged Gu Jiqing tightly, as if trying to rub him into his own flesh and blood, direct and reckless. It was as if he was trying to make the person in front of him completely lose control with his rolling and brutal mood and glee.
Like trying to make the thin ice of early spring break completely and burst into a fountain of runaway warmth.
The snow outside the window fell all over the ground, and the midnight bell rang.
Someone is starting to revive on a winter’s night.
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When Gu Jiqing woke up the next day, his body was still fresh and clean.
He thought about how he started lying on the sofa lazily and unwilling to move after venting yesterday.
After much thought, Zhou Cibai blushed and carried him to the bathroom to clean up. While looking like he still wanted it, he could see that he was a little tired, so he held back from asking.
He lazily rolled over, feeling that he might not be a qualified bed companion.
He loves to cry out in pain, is a bit delicate, and is always lazy.
However, Zhou Cibai is perfect as a bed companion.
Good physical conditions, a clean private life, strong physical strength, being attentive and considerate, and also being able to endure.
If he doesn’t think that the other party is a really well-behaved child, he may not mind developing this into a stable bed companion relationship.
Because he no longer remembers how he felt the last time he lost control before these two nights.
He doesn’t like to lose control, and he has never had such an experience before, but occasionally such indulgence can make him feel that he may not have been erased in those boring days.
Unfortunately, Zhou Cibai was too well behaved, which made Gu Jiqing feel that he shouldn’t have fallen into such a relationship.
A boy like Zhou Cibai, even if he doesn’t reject homosexuality, should still find a partner who is emotionally healthy, perfect, and excellent like him and then have a serious, normal, passionate, and healthy campus relationship.
Instead of a relationship that cannot be brought to the table like this.
Although Gu Jiqing didn’t feel that it was sinful for humans to release their desires, but he also knows that his concepts are different from those of the vast majority of people.
So there should only be these two nights in the hotel between him and Zhou Zhibai.
After returning to school, everything will remain the same as before.
After all, they haven’t actually started at all.
Gu Jiqing thought, got out of bed, walked to the living room, and as expected, Zhou Cibai had already prepared breakfast.
“Thank you.” Gu Jiqing said in a warm voice, sat on the sofa, drank the congee slowly, then asked, “What time do you go back to school today?”
Zhou Cibai pushed the soup dumplings toward him. “What time will you be back?”
Gu Jiqing said, “I will go back tomorrow.”
Upon hearing Gu Jiqing’s answer, Zhou Cibai was taken aback.
Gu Jiqing will only go back tomorrow, but he wants him to go today. Does that mean he doesn’t want him to stay?
Did he make him uncomfortable yesterday?
Gu Jiqing doesn’t want to anymore?
Zhou Cibai’s heart suddenly became uneasy, “That, I…”
“What’s wrong?” Gu Jiqing didn’t seem to think anything was wrong at all. He looked up at Zhou Cibai with a hint of pure confusion in his expression.
The sentence “I will work hard to improve in the future” from Zhou Cibai got stuck in his throat.
After a brief pause, he lowered his head and said, “It’s nothing.”
“En.” Gu Jiqing didn’t ask much, he just lowered his head and picked up a crystal clear dumpling soup, dipped in fresh vinegar, and said slowly and softly, “If you feel tired, you can rest in the room for a while. I want to go shopping with my mom this afternoon.”
He used “want” instead of “have to,” so Zhou Cibai couldn’t say anything more.
Maybe it’s to accompany his mother.
After all, she’s also his mother, and since she came all the way from Nanwu, Gu Jiqing should accompany her. It’s a really bad influence that he stays in the hotel all the time.
Zhou Cibai comforted himself this way, but there was still an indescribable sense of disappointment in his heart. He endured it, but couldn’t hold back and said, “I can go help Auntie carry things.”
Gu Jiqing said in a warm voice, “No need, she is a high-end VIP, and the things will be directly delivered back to the hotel.”
Zhou Cibai: “……”
He lowered his head and stirred the congee unhappily. Then he thought of something and said, “I’ll cook dinner for you at night before I leave. I’m afraid the things outside are too greasy…”
“No need, my mom can make it.” Gu Jiqing still answered with a gentle and good temper, and there’s nothing wrong with his tone.
Zhou Cibai, who was rejected again, “Oh…”
He continued to lower his head and stir up the congee unhappily. Then he thought of something and raised his head again.
Before he could even speak, Gu Jiqing looked at him first. He blinked slightly and asked, “Do you have anything?”
Zhou Cibai, who had wanted to ask if he had done something wrong last night, was greeted by Gu Jiqing’s simple and innocent gaze: “……”
He suddenly felt like a stinky thug with a mind full of dirty ideas.
So he paused and said, “No.”
Gu Jiqing nodded and said, “En, okay, let’s go downstairs together after the meal. I happen to have to go to Pei Yiming’s place as well.”
Zhou Cibai gripped his chopsticks tightly, as if he wanted to crash those two innocent pieces of wood.
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However, Gu Jiqing couldn’t go to Pei Yiming’s place in the end.
What Pei Yiming means is that he has something to do today, and it’s not very convenient.
Yin Lan originally wanted to invite Gu Jue to come along and buy him some New Year outfits, but Gu Jue surprisingly said there was something serious going on, and in the end, there were only Gu Jiqing and Yin Lan.
Yin Lan seems to enjoy shopping with Gu Jiqing. She spent the whole afternoon browsing all the men’s clothing stores, and when she saw something nice, she was tempted to buy it for Gu Jiqing.
Gu Jiqing finally felt a bit exaggerated and said, “Mom, I am a boy, there’s no need to buy so many clothes.”
“Why not? My son is so good-looking, Mom just wants to dress you up beautifully, isn’t it good?” Yin Lan was earnestly soliciting Gu Jiqing’s opinion.
Without waiting for Gu Jiqing to answer, the salesperson next to him smiled and said, “That’s right, the handsome brother is so good-looking. He even looks much better than some celebrities who often come to our store. If I were your mother or older sister, I would also like to dress you up daily too.”
So Yin Lan immediately became even happier and selected a few light limited edition items suitable for Gu Jiqing, then asked the salesperson to pack them up.
And as Gu Jiqing saw that she was happy, he didn’t stop her anymore, it’s just that his gaze fell on a short black jacket in the store.
It’s black leather, the shoulders are made wide and narrowed at the bottom, which looks cool and valiant but requires an excellent inverted triangle proportions to hold it up.
It does not suit Gu Jiqing, who has a slightly thin physique.
It suits the other boy she had met.
Yin Lan noticed Gu Jiqing’s gaze and asked in a warm voice, “Zhi Zhi, do you want to buy one as a Christmas gift?”
Although Christmas has already passed.
But it is still a good starting point.
Gu Jiqing simply withdrew his gaze and said, “No need, I’ll take four scarves.”
He had prepared the Christmas gifts for Shen Zhao and Xia Qiao in advance, according to the usual practice in previous years.
But due to the incident with Li Wang this time, he hasn’t had time to prepare for Lu Ping and them yet. He can only choose a scarf that definitely cannot go wrong, one for each person, it is also a gesture of goodwill.
It’s not that he hasn’t thought about sending something special to Zhou Cibai to thank him for the Christmas tree yesterday.
But since his relationship with Zhou Cibai is only limited to these two nights at the hotel, there is no need for him to do any extra behavior to add trouble to the other party.
Gu Jiqing lowered his eyelashes and used his own card to settle the bill. When he returned to the hotel with Yin Lan and the four bags, he happened to pass by a small stationery supermarket.
He glanced at the small blackboard in front of the supermarket that says, “Small desk on bed, blackout curtains, bed stand.” After thinking for a moment, he finally walked in.
Although Zhou Cibai means that he doesn’t need to move out of the dormitory.
But after such a relationship, it’s best to avoid some awkward situations if they still have to live under the same roof.
So when Zhou Cibai returned from class at noon on Monday. As soon as he opened the door, he was greeted by the dark blue, strong-shaded bed curtain on Gu Jiqing’s bed, which tightly enclosed the entire bed.
Zhou Cibai, who had thought about installing four bed curtains in the dormitory a long time ago but had not been able to take action, “……”
At that moment, he couldn’t say what he felt in his heart. There’s only a strong thought that Gu Jiqing is starting to distance himself from him.
He couldn’t help but look at the three fools who were scrambling for mirrors next to him and ask, “Did Gu Jiqing put it up himself?”
Lu Ping didn’t even think about it and said, “No, it’s not.”
Zhou Cibai breathed a sigh of relief.
Lu Ping said again, “Of course we helped Gu Gu install it together.”
Zhou Cibai: “???”
Chen Ji is slightly smarter than Lu Ping. He caught Zhou Cibai’s general intention of asking this question while trying the luxury brand scarf around his neck. He said, “What Gu Gu means is that in winter, when the heater is turned on too hot, he may often sleep and stir his pants dishonestly. Changing clothes can also be troublesome, so to avoid inconvenience, he just put bed curtains around.”
“But you say, what can two straight men like me and Chen Ji think? I guess 9 times out of 10, it’s to take care of your homophobia, so you see, Gu Gu is so considerate, can you be more enthusiastic about him?” Lu Ping frantically changed his scarf and didn’t forget to urgently criticize the unstable factors that affect dormitory harmony.
Zhou Cibai, who wanted to be enthusiastic but was politely kicked out of the hotel by Gu Jiqing, “……”
Sh*t.
Gu Jiqing was indeed unhappy and wanted to avoid suspicion.
But where on earth did he make Gu Jiqing unhappy?
Zhou Cibai couldn’t figure it out even after much thought.
Finally, all he could think of was that he might have been too aggressive at night.
But this is not entirely his fault. At that time, Gu Jiqing was just too much. It’s natural for him to lose control, it’s not entirely his fault.
Zhou Cibai was a bit restless when he saw the three people trying the same style but different colors of scarves. He frowned and asked, “You three big men wearing the same scarf, don’t you think it’s embarrassing?”
“No, who can diaphragm a scarf that costs several thousand yuan a piece? And it was gifted by Gu Gu too?!” Wang Quan felt that he was going to die because of his beauty.
Zhou Cibai, however, directly made three question marks: “???”
Gu Jiqing gifted?
Why did Gu Jiqing give these three big fools scarves for nothing?
He hasn’t even received the scarf sent by Gu Jiqing yet.
As soon as Zhou Cibai’s breath was lifted to his chest, Lu Ping said, “Oh, by the way, you also have it. It’s right on your desk, take a look.”
Zhou Cibai reluctantly pressed that breath back and opened the gift box.
A scarf with the same style as that on Lu Ping and Chen Ji’s necks appeared in front of him.
Zhou Cibai: “……”
At that moment, he felt like he was Cinderella from a fairy tale. Before midnight arrived, she was still the prince’s beloved princess. The two of them were very sweet and are happy together. As soon as midnight passed, he turned into a gray-headed Cinderella again, the kind that didn’t even have time to leave behind those crystal shoes.
So it’s clear that Gu Jiqing still liked him very much, and these past few days he has been very clingy to him. In bed, he often unconsciously crawled into his arms and has a habit of wrapping his legs around him. It indicates that Gu Jiqing likes to be with him. Why did he suddenly change overnight?
Where exactly is the problem?
Zhou Cibai found it difficult to describe the restlessness in his heart, but even after much thought, he still couldn’t figure out where the problem was and didn’t want to just let it go.
But if he asked Gu Jiqing directly, he also didn’t know how to ask, and he was even more afraid that he would say the wrong thing with his clumsy tongue, which would make Gu Jiqing even more unhappy.
Zhou Cibai thought impatiently for a while but still couldn’t come up with an answer. He decided to close the gift box lid and put it in the drawer before going out to run for a few laps.
When he opened the drawer, he happened to see the new phone he bought last afternoon.
“……”
There’s a brief pause.
So a minute later, Gu Jiqing, who was having lunch with Xia Qiao in the cafeteria, received a WeChat message.
[Bai Zhou123]: That…is it convenient for me to ask you a question
Gu Jiqing didn’t think much and replied: [Of course you can]
[Bai Zhou123]: It’s just that I have a friend, he has someone he really likes. Then, due to some unforeseen circumstances, they had s*xual relationship, and after the s*xual relationship, the other person actually became distant from him. What may be the reason for this?
If it weren’t for the fact that he didn’t like Zhou Cibai, it was even more unlikely that Zhou Cibai would like him. Gu Jiqing almost thought that the friend Bai Zhou mentioned was Zhou Cibai.
However, in this era, it is not uncommon for s*x to occur earlier than love, let alone two people in the ambiguous stage, so it is not surprising to have such a coincidence.
Without waiting for Gu Jiqing’s reply, Xia Qiao next to him accidentally saw his screen and became furious, shouting, “What kind of fool is his friend?!”
Gu Jiqing was startled.
Xia Qiao exclaimed in anger, “Knowing that the other party likes him, and he still has to ask why the party is distancing themselves after having s*x with him?! What else could it be? It must be because the other party is not willing to use this matter to morally capture him! Otherwise, you can’t go and force the issue; you’ve even slept with me, so you have to stay with me!”
Gu Jiqing, who had never thought about such a problem before, “……”
He thinks Xia Qiao’s words make a lot of sense.
So he lowered his eyes and replied seriously: [Maybe the other party was just waiting for an answer that you want to officially confirm the relationship because they like and care about your feelings too much]
Sitting in his seat, nervously holding his phone, Zhou Cibai finally realized the answer after a brief pause and silence.
Then he blushed and cursed himself fiercely. What kind of scumbag and idiot is he?
How come he remembers to give Gu Jiqing a confession to establish a relationship?!
