When Gu Jiqing asked this question, he knew Zhou Cibai wanted it.
But he didn’t know whether Zhou Cibai would accept it or not.
Because Zhou Cibai said that s*x should be based on love.
He is not sure if kissing is considered s*xual in Zhou Cibai’s concept or not.
So when he looked up, his gaze toward Zhou Cibai was particularly serious and innocent.
However, the serious and innocent look when asked, “Do you want to kiss?” is ten thousand times better than all kinds of seduction in the world.
The next second, all his speech was blocked by his hot lips and tongue.
Gu Jiqing closed his eyes, gently put his hands around Zhou Cibai’s neck, and accepted his kiss.
In fact, he and Zhou Cibai had never kissed seriously.
Because he felt that kissing would be more serious and would require that moment of heart-pounding emotion.
So he never kissed anyone else, nor did he have any skills, and he could only rely on his innate soft instincts to respond to Zhou Cibai’s overly aggressive attacks.
Zhou Cibai, on the other hand, was much more powerful than he had imagined, as if he had learned it all by himself, he domineeringly and brutally plundered every inch of air and sweetness from him.
Gu Jiqing felt like he would soon fall. Then the next second, he was picked up by Zhou Cibai like a small koala and turned around to press against the storage cabinet.
Something was shaken off the top of the storage cabinet, but no one paid attention.
Only the tall boy in front of the locker cabinet was shrouded in winter sunshine, as was his beloved, who was held in his arms and kissed by him.
They are all enjoying this kiss that comes without any plans or signs, yet it causes their hearts and adrenaline to start working vigorously.
And when Gu Jiqing changed from looking up to slightly lowering his head, his kiss also became condescending and proactive.
Zhou Cibai hugged Gu Jiqing, wishing he could rub him into his bones and blood.
He was immersed in this kiss and almost lost all his reason. He couldn’t pull away, and he even wanted more.
However, just when he greedily wanted to take more, his lips and teeth loosened, and Gu Jiqing withdrew from his kiss and said, “Zhou Cibai, you should put me down now.”
“What’s wrong?” Zhou Cibai’s voice was slightly hoarse, and he asked anxiously.
“You have a reaction.”
What man wouldn’t react to this?
Zhou Cibai didn’t know why Gu Jiqing suddenly said this, he was just eager to continue the kiss now.
However, Gu Jiqing looked down at him and seriously and gently said, “If this continues, I may want it, but I know you don’t like it, so I don’t want to disrespect you.”
“……”
F*ck.
Zhou Cibai knew that he shouldn’t swear, it was very uncultured, but after meeting Gu Jiqing, this word could only become his catchphrase because he really didn’t know any other way to express his feelings.
Does Gu Jiqing know what it means to tell a man what he might want at this time?
He had to use such a serious and earnest tone too, it was simply so frustrating.
Zhou Cibai wished he could take Gu Jiqing home now, but yesterday’s sentence ‘s*x should be built on the basis of liking’ was also spoken by him personally.
He wants to do such a thing with him because he likes Gu Jiqing.
But judging from Gu Jiqing’s reaction, it was obvious that he didn’t think he liked him at all and thought that the two of them were just driven by hormones.
Zhou Cibai wanted to explain and confess the truth, but he was afraid that Gu Jiqing didn’t like him and would leave immediately. He would then become the second He Changzhi and be abandoned by him arrogantly and ruthlessly.
But if he didn’t explain and confess honestly, he felt that sooner or later he would be suffocated by Gu Jiqing’s rational, decisive, and unknowingly flirtatious personality.
And hw could only be like his old buddy, he could only be stuck there, neither up nor down, neither advancing nor retreating, forcefully holding back internal injuries and reluctant to let them go.
Gu Jiqing was quite satisfied with the kiss just now, it’s just a pity that Zhou Cibai is such a well-behaved child, so they could only stop at a kiss.
He doesn’t like to force others, and such kisses have been a rare indulgence in his own thoughts for over ten years in his life.
Or rather, he has indulged in too many of his own thoughts in front of Zhou Cibai. He cannot cross boundaries anymore, he needs to be restrained and collected.
So when he heard someone coming outside, Gu Jiqing naturally slipped off Zhou Cibai’s body.
Then, the next second, Xia Qiao’s chattering voice came in along with the sound of the door being pushed open. “Gu Gu! Let’s go on a self-driving trip to Anaya with Shen Laoda and the others for the New Year!!!”
Behind him, Lu Ping and Wang Quan excitedly rushed over and hugged Zhou Cibai, shouting, “You are my God!”
But Zhou Cibai, who was being hugged in his arms, could only push these two blind fools away, clenching his fists, holding back his internal injuries, and turning around to re-enter the bathroom.
“What’s wrong with him? He’s not happy even after winning the game? Who offended him?” Lu Ping looked bewildered.
Gu Jiqing chose to summarize the fact: “My problem.”
His original intention was just to speak for Zhou Cibai and take responsibility for himself.
However, as soon as these words came out, Lu Ping immediately put his hands on his waist in indignation. “What else does he want?! You came to cheer him up, drew banners for him, and even took the initiative to find him, but he still gave you the cold shoulder. This is too much!”
Gu Jiqing: “……”
He found that he could not keep up with Lu Ping’s train of thought, and this matter was not easy to explain.
So, amidst his silent contemplation, Lu Ping had already made a direct decision: “You and Zhou Cibai must both go to Anaya with me today! You are not allowed to come back until the relationship is repaired!”
“Anaya?”
Gu Jiqing asked softly.
Xia Qiao, who was standing beside him, quickly grabbed his arm and began to act coquettishly: “Brother Lu said he had a friend who runs a homestay in Anaya. Because it’s off-season to go to the beach now and they don’t have much business, they invited Brother Lu to bring his friends over. He said there are many rooms, so let’s go together, okay? Shen Zhao rarely takes a vacation. He said he can drive us over, so let’s go together. The three of us haven’t played together in a long time!”
Xia Qiao has always loved to join in the fun, since he was young and wanted to go everywhere.
Gu Jiqing raised his eyes and looked at Shen Zhao behind him.
Shen Zhao sighed helplessly. “He said he wanted to go, can I still not go?”
“That’s it! Go! You must go!” Lu Ping said, as if afraid that Gu Jiqing wouldn’t agree, and quickly whispered, “This is where I stayed when I went to Ananya with Chen Ji last time. The proprietress is a young girl who is very nice. She finally took the initiative to find me…”
Gu Jiqing recalled the conversation between Lu Ping and Chen Ji at the previous dinner and roughly understood that Lu Ping dragged them together just to pursue the girl.
He doesn’t mind going; anyway, there aren’t any plans for New Year’s Day, so sleeping in a different place doesn’t make a big difference. “But I still have a dog to take care of. We’re five people now, and with a Samoyed, Shen Zhao’s car may not fit.”
When Wang Quan heard this, he directly said, “There is still our Mr. Zhou’s car! Get in his big Land Rover! Together!”
“Why are you everywhere?” Zhou Cibai heard this as soon as he came out. He said this in a bad mood while putting on his clothes.
Wang Quan said with a grin, “It’s fine. Chen Ji wants to spend some time alone with his girlfriend, and my girlfriend happens to be going back to her hometown, so I can just fill in for him. How is it, Mr. Zhou? Go together? If we go now, we can catch up with the New Year in Shanghai.”
Zhou Cibai was about to say no, but the next second he heard Xia Qiao excitedly say to Gu Jiqing, “Anyway, Gu Gu, you have to go. At worst, we can rent a car and take Zhou Zhou with us. I heard that it is very easy to have a romantic encounter while walking the dog in Anaya!”
“……”
Bang—
Zhou Ci, with a stern expression, closed the door of the locker cabinet and said, “I’ll go.”
Gu Jiqing, who was standing aside, was watching Zhou Cibai, and for some reason, he saw some kind of unhappiness and aggrieved look on his face.
This feeling of unhappiness and grievance continued until they packed up their things and went home to pick up Zhou Zhou.
When the door closed, Gu Jiqing asked softly, “Zhou Cibai, you don’t like me kissing you, right?”
Zhou Cibai turned back immediately: “I didn’t.”
He spoke so quickly and urgently that it didn’t sound like a lie.
Gu Jiqing asked again: “Then can you tell me why you are suddenly unhappy?”
Gu Jiqing looked at him with a gentle and sincere concern in his eyes, and Zhou Cibai suddenly felt that his thoughts had become particularly dirty.
He didn’t know how to explain for a moment, so he could only lower his eyelashes and blush as he replied, “I just feel like I’m being fake. Even though I know you don’t like me, I still can’t resist taking advantage of you and don’t respect you at all.”
He himself said that s*x should be based on love, but when Gu Jiqing actually did this, he felt uncomfortable and suffocated, as if he had been holding his breath, scratching his heart and liver, but could only suffer on his own.
Zhou Cibai used to think that he was someone who could restrain himself with morality, but now he increasingly feels that he is just an ordinary and despicable person.
He is not unhappy, he is just a bit angry with himself.
He was afraid that Gu Jiqing would think that he was just being lustful in the future.
Gu Jiqing listened to his answer and looked at his expression, and he roughly understood what was going on.
Indeed, it is the moral sense of a small moral model that is causing trouble.
But Gu Jiqing thinks that liking and desire are two different things.
Liking is a complex thing, but desire is pure.
Because liking and loving someone is a sacrifice of one’s own thoughts for the sake of others, but desire is for the satisfaction of one’s own thoughts.
He has been sacrificing and giving since he was young, but it is probably because Zhou Cibai was really too kind, so he actually indulged himself in such an unrestrained way in front of Zhou Cibai.
Indeed, it has brought trouble to Zhou Cibai.
But he felt that he still cared about Zhou Cibai and didn’t want him to feel guilty and conflicted about such things anymore, so he thought he needed to establish a clear boundary between him and Zhou Cibai.
So he said softly, “You haven’t taken advantage of me, nor have you disrespected me.”
Zhou Cibai looked up at him.
Gu Jiqing met his gaze and gently and confidently said, “Although I don’t think s*x must be based on liking or being in a relationship, but I do think that s*x should be based on heartbeat.”
When Zhou Cibai heard this, his heart skipped a beat.
What does it mean to build on the basis of heartbeat?
Was Gu Jiqing experiencing a heartbeat1It could also translate as move, which means that he was moved by him.because of him?
What kind of emotion is this?
Has Gu Jiqing ever moved because of someone else?
Before he could even ask, Gu Jiqing looked at him again and said seriously, “I’ve never been moved before, and I’ve never done anything like this. So you didn’t disrespect me in the previous experiences, because it was my own desire every time, but maybe I didn’t consider your thoughts too seriously, which made you a bit embarrassed.”
Zhou Cibai felt that his heart was about to stop beating completely.
So Gu Jiqing treats him differently?
Is he special?
If this isn’t love, then what is?
Then why does he still have to refuse Gu Jiqing’s invitation?
Zhou Cibai had a thousand words to say at that moment, and even wanted to rush forward and hug Gu Jiqing.
Then Gu Jiqing looked at him and calmly and sincerely said, “So in the future, I won’t make such rude requests to trouble you anymore. Can we continue to get along like ordinary friends?”
After he finished speaking, he looked at Zhou Cibai with sincere anticipation.
Zhou Cibai, who realized what it means to truly lift a stone and smash one’s own foot, “……”
When did he say that such demands are very troublesome?!
