IJWTRQ Chapter 061

Liang Xian was mentally prepared for a two-person, one-deer other-worldly experience with Tan Yan and the little deer. Unexpectedly, the ‘void’ still have a conscience, it gave the physically and mentally exhausted people a chance to breathe, there was no movement for half a month.

Taking advantage of this half month, Tan Yan made up a lot of cultural knowledge. Not only make up for class, but also make up for breaks, even make up for interest group classes.

Because there are two major subjects that are about to be tested, Liang Xian drew the key points for Tan Yan and asked him to study in a targeted manner.

So Tu Zishi three people saw with their own eyes that Comrade Tan Yan, who was calm and relaxed in front of countless tentacles in a different world, studied those subjects that were so simple in their eyes every day with a pale face, each look can make people feel the fragility of human beings.

Later, Cui Heyu told them that Tan Yan was specially recruited because of his outstanding performance in the other worlds, and his theoretical grades were average.

Tu Zishi three people couldn’t help sighing, no one is perfect.

Relying on supplementary work, Tan Yan even passed the two subjects at low altitudes. This was the first time he passed the test with his own strength, and he was very happy. He wants to invite Liang Xian, who sacrificed his time to help him make up lessons, for dinner, the two of them should go alone to eat outside.

Liang Xian, who was thinking about how to bend Tan Yan every day, blushed and agreed.

The night before the dinner, Liang Xian kept throwing a coin in the dormitory.

“You, this is… what kind of training are you doing?” Cui Heyu, who was allowed to use the computer, withdrew his consciousness from the computer, and saw Liang Xian throwing coins.

Liang Xian gave him a blank look and didn’t answer.

The two had been at odds for a long time, and Cui Heyu didn’t have the same knowledge as him. After all, with Liang Xian here, ignoring him was already the highest level of treatment.

Cui Heyu was half chatting with Liang Xian, half talking to himself: “I envy you for entering the ‘void’, but I’m also glad I didn’t experience that world myself. Professor Qiao showed me the video, it’s too brutal.”

He tried to imagine how he would behave when he entered the parasitic world, and he came to the conclusion that he would not be any better than the three newcomers.

Cui Heyu’s ability is not suitable for ‘void’, and the real world is more conducive to his development. He went to the parasitic world like this, he is also a burden.

“Everyone is working hard, Da Li has been eating grilled squid for half a month in a row. Assistant Teacher Chai is even more ruthless. I heard that he asked the research team to help him get a bunch of earthworms, put them in a jar, and put his hand in it every day to feel them. He also said that he would try to soak his whole body in the future to overcome his psychological shadow…” Speaking of this, Cui Heyu couldn’t take it anymore, and shivered.

Following Qiao Zhixue’s suggestion, Tu Zishi practiced guessing cards with playing cards. Qiao Zhixue believes that the ability to predict is the reception and reanalysis of information from the objective world by brain waves. Predicting things hundreds of years later is basically metaphysics, and it should not be possible at present. But for the near future, such as when and where the next ‘void’ will appear, he believes that after training, Tu Zishi will be able to do it sooner or later.

Feng Wu and Hai Liren failed to awaken their supernatural abilities, they still look cheerful on the surface, but in fact, they are very anxious inside, they heard that the state of near-death may stimulate awakening, and they want to jump from a building every day, fortunately, the minister discovered that their mental state was not right in time, and found someone to explain it, so that the first suicide tragedy of a college student in the history of the Central Military Academy was avoided.

Qiu Qizheng is trying to understand his own strength, and strive to achieve long-distance linkage next time, no need to hold hands, it’s too inefficient. For this reason, he pushed Ke Hao’s invitation to a party at the end of the month. The reality does not allow him to have fun with his classmates. Most importantly, he hopes that he can be strong enough to support Tan Yan as soon as possible. Yan Yongfeng forces himself to watch cartoons every day. It is said that cartoons are now comics that are slowly turning pages in his eyes, and he has really lost a lot of fun.

“Everyone is working hard in their own way, what are you doing? Play coins?” Cui Heyu was anxious, afraid that he would fall too far behind everyone if he could not enter the ‘void’, so he couldn’t help but stimulate Liang Xian to decompress.

Liang Xian glanced at him coldly and said: “I’m thinking about life.”

Cui Heyu: “…”

What does playing with coins have to do with thinking about life?

In fact, Liang Xian really didn’t lie to Cui Heyu this time, he was indeed trying to make a major decision——whether to confess his love at dinner tomorrow.

Tan Yan’s slowness made Liang Xian a little anxious. Now he would sometimes take the opportunity to pounce and nibble on Tan Yan’s face, but Tan Yan would still rub his head lovingly.

The looking at his grandson’s expression made Liang Xian despair. Even if Tan Yan disliked or was disgusted by his intimate behavior, Liang Xian would not feel that his future was bleak. After all, Tan Yan had become aware of his sexual orientation with his behavior.

But now Tan Yan’s feelings for him have been separated for a generation. Every time Tan Yan smiled and looked at him encouragingly, Liang Xian would have the illusion that he was wearing a red scarf on his chest…

What about boiled frogs in warm water? According to Tan Yan’s ability to resist high temperatures, frogs will still feel the same after being boiled for a hundred years.

A straightforward man like him can only accept straight balls.

There is an opportunity for two people to spend time alone together, why not just confess directly, even if the confession in exchange for distance, at least still conveyed his feelings.

But…

Liang Xian is still a little timid, he is not good enough for Tan Yan in any way. Confused, he can only throw coins when there is no one (Cui Heyu, who entered the computer, is not considered a person), and if it is a flower, he confesses his love, and the numbers continue to change subtly.

The first time is number, Liang Xian decides to win two out of three games; The second time is still number, Liang Xian decides to win three games out of five; The third time is still a number, Liang Xian decides to win four out of seven games; The fourth time, the fifth time…

By the tenth time, Liang Xian decided to confess his love just by throwing the flower once.

However, it has been thrown 50 times now, and it is still a number, as if God is telling Liang Xian that his confession is doomed to fail, it is better not to say it, at least Tan Yan can still treat him as a junior.

Cui Heyu lay beside him and watched for a while, seeing that Liang Xian threw out numbers every time, he couldn’t help saying: “Are you practicing using your consciousness to control which side of the coin faces up? I have seen you throw it more than 30 times, all of which are numbers, did you do it on purpose?”

It’s even sadder because it wasn’t intentional! It’s such a tragic coincidence!

Liang Xian finally took a look at Cui Heyu, pursed his lips, and said: “No, I want to throw out flowers.”

“Why do you want to throw flowers?” Cui Heyu asked, “Can’t make decisions on your own, choice phobia?”

“More or less.” Liang Xian threw it again, it was still a number.

Cui Heyu twitched when he saw the pattern of the coin: “In your case, either the subconscious is acting up, fearing the choices you want to make, and unintentionally controlling the direction of the coin; Either that or it’s bad luck. But seeing that you keep throwing it like this, you still want to choose the flower side. Since you have to throw it anyway, why do you still need to throw it? The answer has already come out long ago.

I remember someone once said that if you can’t make a choice, you flip a coin, and when you flip it once and want to flip it a second time, you know which one you want to choose.”

Only if you are not willing, you will hope to throw out the results you want.

Liang Xian stopped his actions. Although he didn’t like Cui Heyu, what he said was not wrong.

Why keep flipping coins? Because he hopes to express his feelings, young people’s feelings are so passionate that it is difficult to hide them in their hearts, relying on coins just wants to give themselves a little courage.

Liang Xian directly slapped the flower side up on the table, God did not give him a choice, he will decide his own fate. If this goes on like this, his first love will definitely end just like that, so he must express his feelings.

After slapping down the coin, he said to Cui Heyu: “Thank you.”

It’s a bit awkward, but Cui Heyu gave helpful suggestions no matter what, he should say thank you, Tan Yan likes good boys who are frank and polite.

“Although I don’t know what you want to do, but judging by the results of this tragic coin toss, it’s probably not going to work.” Cui Heyu said.

Liang Xian: “…”

Take back the thanks, he still hates Cui Heyu.

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Even though it was Tan Yan who invited him to dinner, he didn’t know much about B City, so the restaurant booking matter was given to Liang Xian.

Liang Xian was very active. He searched the Internet for the most famous lovers’ sanctuary near the Central Military Academy, chose a quiet box, ordered flowers and violin music in advance, and secretly paid the deposit. How could he let his beloved pay for it?

At six o’clock, the two walked out of the school side by side and entered the restaurant together.

The restaurant’s lights are ambiguous, and the tables are far enough apart that couples can lean together and whisper. Tan Yan has good hearing. As soon as he entered the door, he heard customers chatting. He blushed and shook his head: “The young people nowadays, eating a meal still not stopping.”

Liang Xian: “…”

Although he silently made up his mind, he still told himself firmly that it was okay, being rejected was a perfectly normal thing, and in case he said yes, he’ll get it.

After entering the box, the waiter presented Tan Yan with a bouquet of fiery red roses, Tan Yan said embarrassedly: “How do you send me flowers? I should be the one sending you flowers.”

Did you send red roses to your teacher? Tan Yan’s knowledge in this area is worse than his academic performance.

Liang Xian could only smile stiffly: “I… this is not… originally… In fact, you are my teacher.”

After holding back for a long time, I still couldn’t speak.

The waiter looked at him with sympathy.

Liang Xian: “…”

This is a romantic French restaurant. Liang Xian ordered a lot of famous French dishes, but the high-end restaurants had massive plates and little food. Tan Yan didn’t know how to use a knife and fork, so he asked the waiter for chopsticks, and when he heard that the restaurant didn’t provide chopsticks, he simply folded two rose branches and used them as chopsticks.

Liang Xian: “…”

“No, no, no, you don’t have to do it yourself, I’ll help you cut.” Liang Xian said.

“It’s okay,” Tan Yan said, “Hurry up and eat, we have to go back to study later.”

Liang Xian: “…”

It was a mistake for him to choose such a romantic restaurant. Tan Yan… Hey, although Tan Yan has a good temper and didn’t say anything, when the dishes came, Tan Yan’s expression froze. Liang Xian understood this expression very well, it was saying There are so few dishes, not enough to eat!

Military students such as Liang Xian and Tan Yan consume a lot of physical energy every day, and the supernatural team also consumes mental energy and has to train at night. For Tan Yan, this table of high-end French famous dishes may not be as effective as a bag of instant noodles.

Sure enough, in less than five minutes, Tan Yan ate half of the dishes on the table with rose branch chopsticks, and he left the rest for Liang Xian. Tan Yan touched his stomach, it seemed that he was not full, but he still said very considerately: “Are you eating enough? How about ordering more?”

In Tan Yan’s heart, he is the one who treats guests and pays the bill, so naturally, he can’t be stingy.

“No need,” Liang Xian said dejectedly, “Eating in this restaurant won’t be full, otherwise, we’ll go to the nearby fast food restaurant and eat some more later.”

“It’s okay,” Tan Yan laughed, “In the past, there were many times when I was not full. Although these are a little less, they are all good things. I can tell that I just haven’t eaten them, and I’m not used to them.”

He is rugged and simple, does not have too many demands on life, but does not dictate the lifestyle of young people today, and can accept all new things with tolerance. Strict self-discipline and lenient treatment of others, this is Tan Yan.

Such a person, how can not let people like him?

Liang Xian clenched the fork tightly, his fingers trembling slightly, and said: “You…why haven’t you found someone all these years?”

“Didn’t I say it before? The face is too young, but also not home every night. I can’t give a girl a stable home, don’t want to delay people.” Tan Yan repeated what he said.

“But… won’t you be lonely?”

“Bear with it, and it will pass.” Tan Yan smiled very simply.

However, Liang Xian was very sad and distressed. He felt sorry for this man who was tens of years older than him.

He thought of everyone, but he ignored his own feelings. Others can’t be delayed or hurt, but he can just bear it.

Liang Xian put down his chopsticks, his heart ached, and moved. Looking at Tan Yan’s clean and sincere eyes, he felt that his throat, which had been congested all the time, could make a sound.

“I, I don’t want you to be lonely.”

“Now of course not lonely,” Tan Yan said, “With you guys by my side, seeing you guys getting stronger little by little, I feel very happy and not lonely at all.”

“No, that’s not what I mean, I mean… I want to spend the rest of my life with you.” Liang Xian stood up and looked at Tan Yan with deep emotion and said it.

“Do you want to buy a house together as neighbors in the future?” Tan Yan thinks carefully, “But the housing prices in B City are too expensive… I haven’t calculated how much money the country gave me, is it enough to buy a house? I can’t get a loan after I retire…”

Liang Xian was dying of anxiety, how could someone be so slow!

He almost yelled it out: “I’m saying that, I like you!”

“Um, I like you too.” Tan Yan also stood up and rubbed Liang Xian’s hair, which was about to explode.

Liang Xian: “I like it like a lover, I want to live with you, and spend the rest of my life with you like this.”

Only then did Tan Yan truly realize what Liang Xian was talking about. He was stunned for a moment, his expression gradually became serious, and he looked at Liang Xian and said: “When did you have this idea?”

It’s not like confirming the relationship, but the instructor talks to the problematic recruits.

Liang Xian instinctively stood upright: “Report, the first time I entered the ‘void’, I thought you were so handsome, and I was moved!”

Tan Yan: “Have you ever talked to a psychologist?”

Liang Xian gritted his teeth and continued: “Report, homosexuality has long been not considered a mental illness, you should read more about this area of information, this is a normal phenomenon, the same as liking a woman!”

“No, your family is not poor, right?” Tan Yan’s answer is still out of state.

“What does liking you have to do with being poor!” Liang Xian said frantically.

“In the past, there were usually two bachelors who couldn’t afford a wife. They would get together and live together. They were called sworn brothers, it was very common in the countryside.” Tan Yan explained.

“No, no, not at all!” Liang Xian hugged Tan Yan and forcibly leaned in to kiss him on the lips.

He didn’t dare to go too deep, just touched him lightly, grabbed his shoulder, and said almost pleadingly: “This is the feeling you… I beg you to understand!”

This must be the worst confession in the world, Tan Yan didn’t realize it at all!

After being kissed, Tan Yan was a little dazed. He touched his lips and waited for a while before saying: “This is what you meant? How do you think this?”

“Do you need a reason to like someone? You are so good, I like you everywhere!” Liang Xian also went all out, he saw it clearly, if he didn’t say it, Tan Yan would never understand, he wanted to confess passionately and speak out his whole heart!

“Question, you know my age? 58 years old, 39 years older than you, the old society married early, it was enough to be your grandfather, you… why?” Tan Yan doesn’t understand at all.

“No reason, you attract me deeply.” Liang Xian looked into Tan Yan’s eyes and said seriously, “When I think of you alone, my heart is sad, I want to be with you, even if only one day, one hour doesn’t matter.”

Tan Yan hesitated: “You… want to provide for my old age?”

Liang Xian let go of Tan Yan and hit his head against the wall in despair. He wanted to die.