Tan Yan looked into the air, and gradually, he seemed to see the outline of the Evil Consciousness, just a mass of energy, a consciousness, floating in the air.
It doesn’t even have a form, when seen, it is probably like a colored air.
Is this a powerful existence?
“Abandoning one’s original body to obtain eternal life, and then continuously capturing other people’s consciousness and body…” Tan Yan’s eyes gradually became sad, “Do you still remember who you were at the beginning?”
“It’s been too long, I don’t have any impression.” The Evil Consciousness said, “And there is no need to remember, just as human beings don’t remember what happened when they were weak and young, I have a long life span, and my memory as a human being is like an infant, forgotten.”
“Have you lived too long and forgotten, or absorbed too much consciousness and lost your true intention?” Tan Yan asked.
The Evil Consciousness disdainfully said: “Is it meaningful to discuss this?”
He circled around Tan Yan: “I have never carefully observed your current body, and now it seems that this body is almost useless. You are so powerful, why are you trapped in such a body that is already at the end of its rope?”
Tan Yan looked at him: “That’s because I’m already 59 years old, and it’s normal for a person’s physical function to deteriorate at the age of 59. I’m an ordinary person, that’s fine, I don’t think it’s better to live thousands of years and then forget who I am.”
“Nonsense!” The Evil Consciousness said, “You are so powerful, so powerful that when I look at it from a distance, all the particles in my consciousness will tremble and jump for joy. Now you are like a nuclear bomb stuffed into a broken canister, sooner or later, this broken canister won’t be able to hold you, and your consciousness will be wiped out1灰飛煙滅 huī fēi yān miè: lit. scattered ashes and dispersed smoke; fig. to be annihilated; to vanish in a puff of smoke; to vanish completely. along with your body. Since you insist on being trapped in this body, you might as well make it easier for me!”
The Evil Consciousness seemed to know that he couldn’t get anything good in this world, so he stake it all on one throw2孤注一擲 gū zhù yī zhì: to stake all on one throw; to go all out; to bet the farm on one thing in order to succeed; to put all one’s eggs in one basket. and rushed towards Tan Yan.
He needed blood as a medium to enter the human body, the external audio equipment flew up and hit Tan Yan.
Tan Yan tilted his head slightly, the audio equipment made a small cut on his face.
Liang Xian didn’t move, he knew that if Tan Yan wanted to stop it, he could dodge the attack. The reason why Tan Yan took off his protective clothing was to attract Evil Consciousness into his body.
Even if there is external audio equipment to force him to speak, it’s impossible for the Evil Consciousness to say what they want to know, they can only use this method.
What Tan Yan is betting on is that his own consciousness can defeat the Evil Consciousness, Liang Xian firmly believes in this, and the Evil Consciousness also wants to use this method to escape from this world.
Both sides have only this one choice, there is no other way, and they are all fighting to the death.
After the Evil Consciousness entered his body, Tan Yan closed his eyes and trembled slightly.
He was fighting against the consciousness in his mind, Liang Xian walked over and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead.
If Tan Yan is conscious, he will definitely tell him not to get close to him, right? And he will also tell Liang Xian that once he fails to overcome the Evil Consciousness, he will kill him when the Evil Consciousness is weak.
But now, Tan Yan is weak, Liang Xian never thought that Tan Yan might lose to the Evil Consciousness, he is not afraid of the current Tan Yan.
Holding Tan Yan, he let him lie flat on the clean and warm floor of the control room, Liang Xian sat on his knees, and let Tan Yan rest on his lap.
The screen of Tian Shen I glowed pink, he said: “I feel a high level of dopamine in your body through the protective clothing, is it love?”
“That’s right,” Liang Xian put his hand on Tan Yan’s forehead, “I love this man dearly and want to relax his stiff shoulders, for this man who has been carrying too much responsibility, I want to let him experience that there are other joys in the world.
I respect him, admire him, look up to him, and feel sorry for him too.
Unfortunately, my power is too weak to make him happy, and my feelings have become an even heavier burden for him, making him carry an extra commitment for no reason.”
Liang Xian’s eyes were a little sad: “I don’t know how to love him better, I can only obey him and accompany him.”
Even dying couldn’t be willful, because none of their lives belong to themselves.
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Tan Yan fell into a deep sleep, the Evil Consciousness knew that his power of consciousness couldn’t surpass Tan Yan, so he thought of a way to confuse him.
Tan Yan’s will is too firm, if he wants to shake his determination, he must remind Tan Yan of his identity. When the two memories and two consciousnesses are at war, the Evil Consciousness can take advantage of the situation.
Tan Yan had a dream, he dreamed that he was once very free, but also very confused, going back and forth in countless worlds.
He seems to be born with such a powerful force, born in a higher universe, with an immensely powerful consciousness, able to travel through the universes.
The Evil Consciousness once said that the space traveler in his Consciousness Realm Universe can freely travel through the universe, but it’s actually not true, they also need coordinates.
It’s just that people in the Consciousness Realm Universe are born with strong consciousness, and they enter different worlds all the time, the more roads they have traveled, the more coordinates they will have.
He remembered that his time was meaningless, he was going back and forth among countless worlds aimlessly, and when he felt tired, he lived in one world for a while, and then went to the next world.
A long life doesn’t feel fulfilling, and when time becomes meaningless, life becomes very empty.
He didn’t seem to be called Tan Yan at that time, but it doesn’t matter what it’s called, because neither is a real name.
Sometimes he will control consciousness into the body of creatures like insects, but they are too weak to withstand such a strong consciousness, before seeing the world from the perspective of an insect, this poor insect exploded and died.
Experiencing life in countless universes is very interesting at first, but after a long time, it becomes tiring.
Watching people going about their lives, it’s like watching a bunch of ants, incomprehensible.
He didn’t use other people’s bodies, people of the Consciousness Realm Universe are inherently powerful and have a long lifespan.
But there is always an end to tangible things, the universe will still die, not to mention the physical body.
He felt that his body had reached its end and that it was time for a new body.
But it’s very boring, he thinks it doesn’t matter even if he dies along with the body, anyway, life is a meaningless existence.
At this juncture, a person appeared in front of him, he was dying, but he was still struggling on the ground, the appearance of struggling to survive attracted his attention.
This is a world full of monsters, human beings in this world are very weak, and will become the food of monsters.
This young man was bitten off by the monster and broke a leg and an arm, he was crawling on the ground, the monster was highly intelligent and chased him like a toy. Catch up, take a bite, then let him go, seeing the man crawl away, it takes another bite.
The space traveler watched coldly, wondering why this man insisted on living, most of the living things give up hope under such circumstances. How painful it is to live in such humiliation, death is a relief.
But he tied his bleeding thighs and arms with his clothes, and after simply stopping the bleeding, the only remaining body struggled to escape, obviously, he had only one breath left, but he still wanted to live this one breath.
The space traveler was very curious, so he helped him get rid of the monster and gave him some water.
The young man thanked the space traveler, turned around, and ate the monster’s meat to replenish his strength.
The monster’s meat is poisonous and not suitable for fragile human beings, after eating the meat, his face turns purple and his nose bleeds, he looked very uncomfortable.
After crawling two steps, he realized he couldn’t crawl home, and then he cried.
The person who didn’t cry when the monster was chasing him lay down on the ground, pounded the ground with his fist, and cried out of nowhere.
“Why are you crying?” Realizing that he didn’t understand his tears, the space traveler asked, “Is it because you’re dying?”
“No,” The young man saw that the space traveler was still following him, so he wiped his tears hard, rubbing nosebleeds all over his face, “A man can shed blood but not tears, I’m not afraid of death.”
“Then what are you afraid of?” The space traveler asked, “You’re going to die soon, even if you don’t eat the monster’s meat.”
When the space travelers found this man, he was already crippled, this injury, without timely treatment, it’s impossible to survive, the young man is just lingering on his last breath.
The young man cried again: “I grew up under the care of many people, but after so much difficulty, I finally joined the army and was assigned a job, but I had to die on my first day of work, I feel very useless and sorry for the care I received from everyone. It doesn’t matter if I die, I don’t want to die so aggrieved, if I can die for the common people, I will be honored even though I die, but now… it’s meaningless!”
Meaning… These are words that space travelers have never been able to understand.
“Then what is considered meaningful?” He asked.
“My country raised me, so I will work hard, be as tough as a nail, and contribute to my country until I retire.” The young man cried out, “But I somehow came here, I can’t even die in my own world.”
The space traveler didn’t know what he was thinking at that time, looking at the body whose vitality was gradually draining, he suddenly said: “I can’t save you, but I can live for you.”
“How will you live for me?” The young man was getting weaker and weaker, his ears began to bleed, and he couldn’t even shed a tear.
“I absorb your consciousness, your memories, use my power to repair this body that is still alive, bring you back to the original world, and live with your identity.” The space traveler replied.
“Are you eating me?” The young man didn’t understand what he meant, “You’ll use my face to do bad things?”
“No,” The space traveler wants to explain patiently, but the body in front of him can’t last long, and death is meaningless, no matter how strong he is, he can’t use his consciousness to control a corpse to survive, “I will live for you, contribute to the country for you, and realize your so-called meaning for you.”
“Why?”
“No reason, just a sudden interest in meaning, you can refuse.”
Refuse and die just like this.
“I agree,” The young man said, “You… you use my body, do more good for Ping County, I grew up eating a hundred families’ food, many people have taken care of me, a day or two is not enough.”
“Okay, you don’t need to say more,” The space traveler said, “When I absorb your consciousness, I will read your memory, and I will naturally know what you need.”
“Good…” The young man said with some hesitation, “There’s one more thing…”
“What is it?”
“Can I die in my world? I don’t want to die here.” The young man said.
“Okay.”
The space traveler picked up the young man’s body, found the way to the young man’s world with great power, and brought him back to the real world.
He has never been to this world, but the young man is from here, and everything about him is connected to this world, as long as he is there, as long as the thoughts are there, the space traveler can find the young man’s world.
The young man returned to the real world, lying on the deserted street, looking at the familiar environment, slowly closing his eyes.
The space traveler picked him up, this body didn’t have much vitality, even with his strength, it wouldn’t last for a few years before it would break down, unless he used all his strength to awaken the body’s vitality.
But if he does this, his consciousness will be weakened a lot, and the space traveler feels that the loss outweighs the gain.
“Thank you…” The young man said weakly, he could no longer remember what the space traveler had said about using his body, “After I die, please bury me, bury me in the cemetery in the south, I, my name is…”
He is dying, the space traveler doesn’t want to listen to his nonsense, and he still needs to use this body, so he can’t just bury it.
The consciousness leaves the body and enters the crippled body, and the young man’s consciousness refuses to dissipate into the space traveler’s body, and the strong sense of survival gives the space traveler a different experience.
The consciousness without anything is injected with fresh blood that has never been there before, and life seems to have meaning.
That should be fine too, devote oneself seriously to one’s life.
The space traveler used his power to make his body heal itself, and after awakening the vitality of this body, he buried his original body in the cemetery in the south as the young man said.
He didn’t erect a monument, his long life made the space travelers forget his own name.
It takes a while to integrate the new consciousness, and space travelers are already tired of repairing the body. He dragged his exhausted body to the nest in his memory, curled up, and fell asleep.
A memory of an ordinary person and the consciousness of a space traveler are gradually fused together in sleep, maybe this memory is too strong, or maybe the space traveler is just too bored.
When the space traveler woke up, he forgot that he had spent long but meaningless years, and only remembered that his name was Tan Yan, an ordinary civilian police officer in Ping County.
The author has something to say:
The newborn Tan Yan should be both the original Tan Yan and the Space Traveler.
A person who lives without meaning, and a person who wants to live but has to die, two people become a brand new person. In the cemetery is Lao Tan’s original body, and what is alive now is Xiao Tan’s body and Lao Tan’s consciousness after merging Xiao Tan’s memory~
And that’s how our beloved Tan Yan came to be…
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