IR Chapter 47

Title: 不正经关系 (Improper Relationship)

Author：御小凡 (Yu Xiaofan)

Translator: K (@kin0monogatari)

Protagonists ：严海安 (Yan Hai’an – MC), 孙言 (Sun Yan – ML)

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Sun Ling has never been so rude in his life. He rushed to City Y, using all the connections he could use to take Sun Yan and Yan Hai’an’s family back to City B by helicopter. He then finds connections to submit Yan Hai’an to the best hospital right after the rescue.

Yan Hai’an suffered multiple fractures on his back and two broken ribs on his left side. The most serious injury was a pulmonary contusion, which also caused sepsis. So, he could only lie in the ICU to be monitored. After several surgeries, it was still possible for him to not recover completely.

Sun Ling thought he would see Sun Yan who was out of control of his emotions and collapsed from worry. But Sun Yan was very calm and took care of everything. He was still taking drips himself, but he chased the doctor every day to discuss Yan Hai’an’s condition. He even went to appease all of Yan Hai’an’s relatives.

But this unusual calmness made Sun Ling scared. He would rather Sun Yan be yelling and crying like a mad man instead of having no idea what he was thinking of right now.

In addition to dealing with necessary matters, Sun Yan would stand outside the glass window of the ICU. No matter whether the curtains were drawn or not, he would stand there to look inside without moving or eating or drinking.

Sun Ling couldn’t stand it any longer: “Why don’t you go take a rest? If you can’t hold on anymore, what will become of Hai’an?”

He knew that Sun Yan would not listen to him other than mentioning the name of Yan Hai’an. Only then he would definitely react.

Sure enough, Sun Yan turned his head a little bit. He took a good look at Sun Ling. His eyes are black and blue from lack of sleep. His chin is full of stubble as he hasn’t shaved for days. But, his eyes are very determined. It was so determined that it caused Sun Ling to feel nervous.

He said, “If he can’t make it, I also won’t make it.”

Sun Ling’s heart felt tense. After a long while, he finally understood what the extremely disturbing thing he saw in Sun Yan was.

It is the will to die.

Sun Ling raised his hand, as if trying to punch Sun Yan. But he stopped it in mid air for a long time and then slowly put it down: “What do you mean by this?”

Sun Yan stared at the window without speaking. He looked exhausted and as if he could fall down at any time.

Sun Ling clenched his teeth. His chest was heaving up and down. From childhood to adulthood, Sun Yan has a very tough demeanour. He has a good face. Even if he breaks his teeth, he has to laugh and swallow the pain. But just because of this tough demeanour, he had been here and there, unwilling to let anyone control him at all, and being promiscuous everywhere. It was so disgusting that Sun Ling once wanted to match his younger brother with one of his classmates.

He raised his voice and asked, “Yan Hai’an is lying right in it for you. His parents are also worrying about their son. But you, don’t you care about anything else?”

Unexpectedly, Sun Yan simply replied, “I have already written a will. They will not worry about money for the rest of their lives.”

After he finished speaking, he could still smile: “If you rob someone’s son from them, you can’t help but pay the price for this sin.”

Sun Ling listened to him with a pale face. Wanting to die is actually a terrible idea. But Sun Yan seemed to have planned it all and did not sound impulsive at all. It was like he didn’t feel anything about it. It was like all of his emotions were pulled away from his body by a big hand and he had become an extremely calm person.

It is possible that those who wanted to die are all similar to this. Since there is no longer a reason for them to live for, no hope for the future, and no road for them to walk further, they think of death extremely calmly.

At this time, only death is the only way out.

Sun Ling stared blankly at the glass window with only curtains covering it. His heart felt empty. He should have persuaded Sun Yan. Or perhaps he should have scolded and beaten him. But he knew very well what nightmare had haunted Sun Yan all his life. So he didn’t even know where to start.

The only thing he can think about is that… Yan Hai’an must recover.

Yan Jiali and the others didn’t know about the conversation between the brothers nor of Sun Yan’s plan. But they were very moved to see that Sun Yan was so dedicated to him. Even if they knew that Yan Hai’an was badly injured in order to save Sun Yan, they didn’t have any complaints.

Simple old people only believe in fate. And this is fate.

“Xiao Yan, you should take a rest. It will be bad for you if you behave like this.” Lu Suju couldn’t stand Sun Yan’s self-destructive behaviour, “Hai’an has a friend like you… this life of his is already worth it.”

Sun Yan even looked a bit scary now. He smiled at Lu Suju. But he only pulled the corners of his mouth stiffly: “It’s alright, Auntie. I’ll be more at ease like this.”

Lu Suju couldn’t force him, so she turned around and said to the old man, “Xiao Yan looks so anxious. Does he think it’s his fault that Hai’an got injured?”

Yan Jiali did not loosen the furrow of his brows during this time. He only sighed when he heard the words.

“Hey, when I’ve looked at him these days, I kind of feel…” Lu Suju continued suspiciously, “Like if something bad happens to Hai’an, he won’t be able to keep on living. Why don’t we try to persuade him to relax?”

“What are you talking about? How is it possible?” Yan Jiali retorted and thought about it carefully. In fact, he also felt that it was indeed the case. They haven’t seen everything in the world, but they have lived up to this age so they still have a good judgement for people.

“To be honest, I didn’t expect anyone else to be so nice to Hai’an.” Lu Suju sighed, “I originally blamed him, but after seeing him like this, I couldn’t even say anything.”

Yan Haijian only listened on the side and didn’t speak. He also felt very conflicted. Yan Hai’an was willing to get hurt for Sun Yan while Sun Yan was also concerned about Hai’an. Can a man and another man really live for each other for a lifetime?

His phone suddenly rang. It was a call from the hospital.

Yan Hai’an is out of danger.

Lu Suju burst into tears: “God is kind. God is kind.”

“Let’s go. Go to the hospital!” Yan Jiali almost hurt his waist when he stood up and he immediately was supported. The family hurried to the hospital. Yan Haijian ran ahead and ran to the ICU habitually. Halfway through the run, he realised that he was stupid. Yan Hai’an had been transferred to the general ward.

Yan Jin was one step behind him. But he asked about the location and led Yan Jiali and Lu Suju one step ahead of his father. He was also anxious in his heart. After seeing the room number, he pushed the door and entered.

“Boom“

Lu Suju bumped into his grandson and said anxiously, “What are you doing? Why did you close the door?”

Yan Jin stared at the door and held the doorknob tightly. He didn’t know what to say for a while. He couldn’t tell what the picture he saw just now meant but he subconsciously felt that it was not good for his grandparents to see it.

Yan Jiali ran out of breath from rushing just now. He reached out to push the door open: “Is the door stuck here? Why don’t you go in? Huh?”

The impact of the scene he saw just now was so great that Yan Jin couldn’t help stuttering: “He-, th-they…”

This is a single-person ward. It is spacious and bright. So it is clear at a glance. It’s just that Yan Jin was conflicted and surprised. Did Boss Sun kiss his uncle just now? Or did Boss Sun just bend over to check on him?

Seeing that Yan Haijian was late, he turned around and leaned against the door. He instinctively felt that he could not let the elders go in. He decided to hide it from them.

“What’s wrong?” He stared at him, “Xiao Jin?”

Being stared at by the elders, Yan Jin was flustered. He hurriedly said: “I think uncle is a little tired. Why don’t we all wait…”

Before he even finished speaking, there were sounds of several objects falling to the ground in the room. Yan Haijian didn’t dare to delay any longer, so he pushed aside Yan Jin and rushed in.

“Boss Sun!” Yan Haijian helped Sun Yan who had collapsed to the ground. He hurriedly called the rest to ring the bell. Nurses and doctors hurried over, but did not expect that the accident was not of the patient lying on the bed.

Sun Ling held back his anger. His heart was still cold. He didn’t intend to come, but when he heard Sun Yan had fainted, he had to rush over.

Sun Yan’s diagnosis indicated that it was not a big problem. He just has low blood sugar and malnutrition.

He saw that Sun Yan was about to get out of bed as soon as he woke up so he angrily pushed the person back down: “Okay. The person over there is all right. Can you calm down for a while?”

Sun Yan looked at him. His eyes and cheeks were a little sunken, but at least there was a bit of vigor in his eyes: “Brother.”

He probably didn’t speak for a long time. His voice sounded bad. The things contained in this voice were too complicated. Sun Ling couldn’t handle it for a while.

How many years has it been since this guy called him ‘brother’? From kindergarten to graduation? When was the last time?

“…Haaa, I’m really convinced by you.” Sun Ling didn’t know whether to scold or to comfort him. He didn’t know if he had pierced the galaxy in his previous life, but in this life, he has such a problematic younger brother, “You are pitiful. So pitiful. How about me? Are you going to toss me to death as well? I don’t want any fucking little brother anymore. It’s hard enough to take care of you and look, I’m still alive?”

Sun Yan smiled. He then coughed.

Sun Ling rudely stuffed a glass of water for him: “Just after these two bottles of glucose drip. Finish it for me quietly and then you can go over there to see him.”

Sun Yan was not willful this time. He glanced at the hanging bottle and immersed himself in opening the infusion tube to the maximum.

Sun Ling: “…”

As long as you can make it, I also can make it.

After finishing the infusion as quickly as possible, Sun Yan returned to Yan Hai’an’s ward. Everyone in the Yan family stayed inside. When they saw Sun Yan coming, they stepped forward to care for him. Only Yan Jin had his mind flashed back to the scene of the shocking enlightenment. So he hid to the side.

Lu Suju asked, “The doctor said nothing. How long will it take for him to wake up?”

“He will wake up when the anaesthetic wears off.” Sun Yan’s eyes fell on Yan Hai’an. Yan Hai’an was originally fair, but at this time, he looked pale as if there was no blood at all. He seemed to be integrated with the white sheets.

This whiteness hurt his eyes. He walked over and helped to tuck the sheets on Yan Hai’an. He touched his pale forehead and carefully stroked the scattered bangs away from his eyes.

This series of actions is very natural and full of emotion. The tenderness and friendship can be clearly felt by others. Lu Suju faintly felt that something was wrong, but she couldn’t tell what was wrong: “Xiao Yan, you take a rest first. You can see Hai’an when he wakes up.”

Sun Yan was reluctant to look away from Yan Hai’an: “It’s okay. If I don’t have him with me, maybe I’ll be gone by now. It’s what I should do. I should guard him.”

After he finished speaking, he turned to Lu Suju: “Auntie, Hai’an saved my life, I will never forget this matter. His business is also my business. His relatives are also my relatives. You and uncle…  If there is any matter, even your big brother, their family can come to me directly no matter what. I will support you together with him in the future.”

“Hey, this…” Lu Suju stuttered. Sun Yan spoke so sincerely that Lu Suju didn’t expect him to repay so much kindness. It didn’t mean that he gave them a sum of money but he had made such a promise, which was very touching, “Hai’an… He… and you must have had a good relationship. He definitely didn’t think too much about it at the time. You shouldn’t be so concerned about it. It’s good that both of you are okay now.”

Sun Yan smiled and looked back at Yan Hai’an. He had a smile on his face, but his eyes were red. Whenever he looked at this man, everything around him ceased to exist. That is because this man is his future. He is also his hope.

And what’s more… He is his reason to live.

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Next update: 2022.11.02

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*Translator’s Note: See you in the final chapter next 🙂