AMA Chapter48

“Buzz—”

 

Yin Gu’s cell phone suddenly rang. Yu Chengsong felt as if he had learnt martial arts. He jumped back from the sofa and hit the ground with a “bang”.

 

There may be a complaint downstairs.

 

“En?” Yin Gu opened his eyes, looked at him first, then looked down at his phone.

 

Yu Chengsong took a glance and saw the caller ID was “Father”.

 

Yin Gu’s hand was a little hesitant.

 

“Take it.” Yu Chengsong said, “In case there’s an emergency, we will take another one when you’re back.”

 

“Ai.” Yin Gu said helplessly, “I’ve only taken half of it.”

 

After saying that, he picked up the phone, and with a flick of his finger, he accidentally pressed the answer button.

 

“Yin Gu! Do you really like Alpha?! Are you kidding? You—”

 

Yu Chengsong suddenly froze.

 

Yin Gu paused for a moment, then frowned fiercely and quickly walked into the bedroom with his cell phone.

 

Yu Chengsong did not hear the rest of the conversation. He just felt as if a basin of cold water was poured down from his forehead to his chest and back, chilling him to the core.

 

But it also calmed his hot temper.

 

He still lacks consideration, the juvenile was too immature. It was the first time he liked someone, and he didn’t even consider a series of problems: Yin Gu’s family might not know his s*xual orientation at all, might not support him in dating, and might make Yin Gu’s situation more difficult because of this incident.

 

The juvenile made a mistake.

 

Yin Gu’s voice could be faintly heard in the bedroom, but what he said could not be made out clearly.

 

Yu Chengsong took a deep breath, pressed his nose hard, sat on the sofa, lifted his clothes, picked up the bear, and pinched them one by one.

 

When he touched the Band-Aid Bear, he paused, gritted his teeth, and took out the thing from the secret button.

 

The piece of paper was not big but was neatly folded, with a few lines of words written on it in the most regular handwriting, stroke by stroke.

 

Yu Chengsong read it and couldn’t help laughing.

 

If his Chinese teacher saw these words, he would probably give him a certificate on the spot.

 

Sincerity is something very interesting.

 

Sometimes it’s so heavy that you can’t breathe, and sometimes it’s so light, so light that it can be expressed in just a few lines of words and felt by another heart.

 

Yu Chengsong folded the piece of paper, smoothed it out, smoothed it out, and folded it again, then repeating this process countless times.

 

Finally, he folded it into a small square and held it tightly in the palm of his hand.

 

The noise in the bedroom suddenly increased in pitch, and Yu Chengsong heard Yin Gu’s low roar, “Yes, that’s how I am”, “Be disappointed”, “Give up on me”, “Enough”…

 

Before he could hesitate whether to go over and take a look, the voice suddenly stopped, and the next second the bedroom door was pushed open, and Yin Gu walked out with a frown.

 

The moment he saw him, he smiled again and started a relatively mild topic: “Yin He’s birthday is today too, I forgot about it.”

 

Yu Chengsong followed with a smile: “He doesn’t have any cake.”

 

“And there’s no gifts as well.” Yin Gu sat next to him and tilted his head to look at the bears in his hands.

 

“You have.” Yu Chengsong raised the bears.

 

“I want to touch it.” There was a smile in Yin Gu’s eyes—a very genuine smile.

 

“Touch.” Yu Chengsong put both bears in his arms, took out a small turtle from under his clothes, and threw it to him. “And this, a free Chengdi turtle.”

 

“Chengdi must be sneezing now.” Yin Gu curled his lips, pulled the little turtle around, looked at it, and put it in the middle of the bear. “They’re really beautiful.”

 

“It looks good, doesn’t it?” Yu Chengsong looked at him and laughed, “I sewed it.”

 

“Huh?” Yin Gu was stunned and looked at him. “You… sewed it yourself?”

 

“Ah, what else?” Yu Chengsong pulled the bandage bear’s ear. “If I were to buy it, how could I possibly buy one with such crappy stitches? Even the manufacturer can’t make it.”

 

“Nonsense.” Yin Gu rescued the bear ears from his hands and rubbed them. “They are not trash at all, they are so cute.”

 

“You’re so easily satisfied.” Yu Chengsong leaned back on the sofa and subconsciously wanted to reach for a cigarette, but then he remembered that it was his birthday, so he withdrew his hand and spread it on his legs.

 

His heart felt empty in an instant and then full again. The indescribable feeling made him want to cry.

 

Forget it, Gu Gu’s hug doesn’t belong to him yet, so just hold it back.

 

Yin Gu’s lips were curled, and the emotion in his eyes was very soft. He pinched the little bear’s ears again and again and did not ask why both little bears were injured. He just watched quietly for a long time.

 

Yu Chengsong didn’t disturb him.

 

Yin Gu is in a good state now. He likes the food, cakes, and gifts… He is easy to satisfy. Compared with his previous birthdays, this should be considered a perfect birthday.

 

As for the note…

 

“What else?” Yin Gu looked up at him, still smiling.

 

“Huh?” Yu Chengsong’s heart skipped a beat.

 

“There’s something else.” Yin Gu glanced at the bear in his hand and ran his fingers over the hidden button. “You haven’t given me.”

 

“What thing?” Yu Chengsong tightened his fingers. “If you want another one, just tell me. I’ll sew it for you—”

 

“Actually…” Yin Gu pinched the little bear’s paw and looked at him. “I also prepared a gift for you.”

 

“Give it to me?” Yu Chengsong felt that his brain was not enough and he could not keep up with Yin Gu’s thoughts. “Today is not my birthday. Do you want to celebrate our birthdays together—”

 

“Close your eyes.” Yin Gu stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, his palm was warm.

 

“So… mysterious.” Yu Chengsong felt his throat a little tight, took a deep breath, and closed his eyes.

 

He felt Yin Gu approaching and then put one hand on his clenched hand, gently pried open his fingers, and took the thing in his palm.

 

Yu Chengsong didn’t move.

 

He did not move even when the thing he decided to hide were taken away or were being looked at.

 

At this moment, he felt nervous, confused, surprised, and most of all, he was so excited that he couldn’t control himself.

 

When did Yin Gu discover it?

 

His covert operation failed just like that?

 

What on earth did Yin Gu talk about with his dad? Why did he even dare to read the note after coming out?

 

As expected, it’s Gu Gu.

 

Before he could continue thinking, his lips suddenly touched something soft.

 

Moist and gentle.

 

Yin Gu put his lips close to his and whispered, “Song Song, do you want a boyfriend? One who really, really likes you and can make money to support the family?”

 

Yu Chengsong suddenly opened his eyes and met Yin Gu’s smiling eyes.

 

Sh*t, he heard the voice inside him scream, now!

 

He held Yin Gu’s head and kissed him back hard, using inertia to push Yin Gu down on the sofa. When he was out of breath, he looked up at Yin Gu.

 

He didn’t know what his eyes were like now, but he heard his own voice, firm and serious.

 

He said, “I want.”

 

After saying this, Yu Chengsong was stunned, or rather, he was stunned when Yin Gu said the words, “I like it very, very much.”

 

His mind was in a mess. He didn’t even know when Yin Gu turned over and pressed him down or how he bit his neck again. He was in so much pain that he bit Yin Gu’s ear.

 

All he knows is that he raised his hand and lifted up Yin Gu’s clothes. How shameless… No, this is his boyfriend, so he touched Yin Gu’s waist with a clear conscience.

 

Yin Gu buried his head in his neck and laughed, a muffled laugh that slipped out of his throat. Yu Chengsong felt as if his whole body was burning. He grabbed Yin Gu’s shoulders, pulled him in front of him, and kissed him hard.

 

Yin Gu didn’t even pause, hugged his back without resistance, and opened his mouth to let him bite and kiss him.

 

Yu Chengsong realized belatedly that he was not happy at all. He should have made a handsome appearance holding the love letter bear and declared his love with deep affection the moment Yin Gu opened his eyes after making his wish.

 

Not only did a phone call almost ruin the plan, but Yin Gu also had to make the declaration of love first.

 

It’s a loss, it’s such a f*cking loss!

 

The wet lips brushed across his teeth, and Yu Chengsong couldn’t help biting them while thinking, and he even ground his teeth.

 

Yin Gu groaned in pain, put his hand on the back of his neck, and touched it skillfully.

 

The feeling from the gland made Yu Chengsong relax instantly, and he retracted his teeth like a snake being pinched.

 

Yin Gu’s back was always very tense. One could feel the texture of the muscles clearly without even looking at them. When it hurt, it immediately tensed up even more, making people want to touch it again…

 

Yu Chengsong’s arrogant and unreasonable flirting soon made both of them unable to restrain themselves, and neither of them wanted to restrain themselves as well. The air became warmer, and the smell of sandalwood blood and orange soda intertwined, filling the small living room with a different kind of urgency and tenderness…

 

The result of the two people’s intimacy, which was like a fight, was that the sofa and coffee table were made a mess, with pillows thrown everywhere and something unspeakable accidentally stuck to the sofa cover.

 

Yu Chengsong was really a fan of the past. After lying on the sofa for a while, he accidentally caught a glimpse of the tragic situation on the battlefield.

 

His face flushed, and he couldn’t stay any longer, so he pushed Yin Gu back to the bedroom and continued…

 

……

 

……

 

The sun was warm at one o’clock in the afternoon, and the chirping of cicadas in the trees downstairs was not loud but made people feel quiet from inside out.

 

Yu Chengsong lay on Yin Gu’s pillow, his legs arrogantly resting on Yin Gu’s legs, one hand on one side, the other hand scratching Yin Gu’s collarbone, and said lazily, “Gu Gu, can you kiss me?”

 

Yin Gu didn’t say anything at all. He turned around and kissed him, then bit his lips, then asked with a smile, “Is it qualified?”

 

“Quite qualified.” Yu Chengsong laughed and looked at him. “I feel like I’m dreaming.” Yin Gu kissed him again, thought for a while, and grabbed him below.

 

“Ai, f*ck! I don’t want freebies!” Yu Chengsong was really traumatized by this attack on the bed, although the trauma also accompanied the first time they broke ethics…

 

Yin Gu turned over and hugged him, and unlike the playful action just now, he hugged him very tightly, as if afraid of losing him. He kissed his nose face to face and asked softly, “How does it feel like a dream?”

 

“It feels like a dream now.” Yu Chengsong paused, grabbed his back, and continued, “I just decided to stop and wait for you forever for love, and you suddenly… oh, by the way, how did you know I was going to… confess to you?”

 

Confess.

 

This is a very pleasant thing to do, but it is inexplicably shameful to talk about it, like a primary school student confessing his love… even idol dramas don’t play it like this anymore nowadays.

 

“What do you think?” Yin Gu held his hand and squeezed it.

 

“I’m asking you.” Yu Chengsong held his palm.

 

Gu Gu’s hands look beautiful and feel even better to the touch, with distinct joints and sharp edges.

 

“What you want to ask is how I knew you liked me and also when I started to like you.” Yin Gu looked at him and smiled, “Right?”

 

Yu Chengsong gave him a thumbs up.

 

He appeared calm on the outside, but his mind was in a state of panic. He said a lot of nonsense, but Gu Gu was able to quickly sort out the main points.

 

All he can say is that he is worthy of being the top student in the grade and worthy of being his… boyfriend.

 

“Let’s talk about the first question first.” Yin Gu pinched his little finger. “You may not have noticed that you can’t hide your happiness… or maybe you just can’t hide it in front of me. The way you usually look at me, when we accidentally or intentionally bump into each other, when you occasionally look at me in a daze, and… your state these two days, I can pretty much guess it.”

 

“Oh…” Yu Chengsong wanted to ask when I was in a daze watching you, but he couldn’t ask. He was so in a daze that he couldn’t even notice it. He was really hopelessly in love. He nudged Yin Gu’s face with the tip of his nose. “You found out the truth from the clues. Should I say you are confident or awesome?”

 

“Say I’m cute.” Yin Gu rubbed back.

 

“So cute!” Yu Chengsong praised him with a serious face. After praising, without waiting for Yin Gu’s reaction, he bit his neck directly.

 

“It hurts.” Yin Gu pulled him lazily, with such force that it was barely enough to resist.

 

“Bear with it for now.” Yu Chengsong buried his head in his neck and didn’t get up. “I’m still… a little bit unresponsive, my heart is beating too fast…”

 

“I have liked you for a long time.” Yin Gu said suddenly.

 

“F*ck…” Yu Chengsong took another bite, “My heart rate is 280.”

 

Yin Gu laughed, bit the tip of his ear, and slowly recalled: “The first time I saw you on the day I transferred to this school, I thought, ‘I want to be friends with this cool and handsome guy, we are the same kind of people’.”

 

“Congratulations.” Yu Chengsong stretched out his hand and clapped his hands for him. “You have exceeded your target.”

 

Not only a friend, but now a boyfriend.

 

“After getting to know you, I found that this handsome guy is not only cool but also very cute.” Yin Gu hugged his waist and touched it. “Really, don’t you find that you are very cute?”

 

“Isn’t that your special word?” Yu Chengsong really didn’t expect that one day he would be called cute. He had an aura that made people want to avoid him at first glance, but he had never received such compliments. “You asked me to praise you just now.”

 

“You have to be cute with me.” Yin Gu said.

 

“Okay.” Yu Chengsong pinched his ear.

 

The knowledge that this person was lying in front of him, sharing the same pillow and bed with him, made him feel more at ease and excited than ever before.

 

His heart has been floating all the time, and after a long time he has forgotten what it feels like to be stable.

 

But he feels that he is very safe now.

 

Looking at Yin Gu, smelling Yin Gu’s pheromones, knowing that Yin Gu is by his side… When these feelings are turned into words, they are all “stability”.

 

They all say that love at this age is a joke, nonsense, immature, and irrational…

 

But he likes this kind of immaturity and irrationality.

 

Put aside all uncertainties and be together just because “I like you”.

 

Pure, brave, and fearless.

 

“What about you?” Yin Gu suddenly asked.

 

“Me?” Yu Chengsong thought about it. When did he develop a crush on Yin Gu… “I don’t know.”

 

“Are you kidding me?” Yin Gu laughed. “I won’t take you like this.”

 

“That’s just how I am.” Yu Chengsong was happy as well. “Do you want to break up with me?”

 

“Yes, we must break up.” Yin Gu said, “After breaking up, we can establish a new friendship, a boyfriend-boyfriend friendship.”

 

Yu Chengsong’s mouth was completely full of smiles, he couldn’t suppress it at all. He felt that even if his mother stood in front of him and shouted “murderer” three times, he would still respond with a smile.

 

If she loves to talk about it, then talk about it! I have a boyfriend!

 

“How about…” He looked at Yin Gu, “Let Yu Chengdi stay at Zheyu’s house tonight.”

 

“Why?” Yin Gu asked, trying not to laugh.

 

“You ask me?” Yu Chengsong looked at him with surprise, so he asked again, “You ask me?”

 

“En, yes.” Yin Gu suppressed his laughter and asked seriously, “Brother Song, I’m still young, I don’t quite understand.”

 

“Young.” Yu Chengsong narrowed his eyes, “How about I go to Zheyu’s house then? Anyway, you two are both alphas, and I’m not—” picky.

 

Before he could finish his words, Yin Gu suddenly held him down and bit his shoulder, threatening vaguely, “What did you say?”

 

Yu Chengsong struggled out of his suppressed state and pressed his arm to the gland on the back of his neck. He scratched it threateningly with his fingertips: “I said, if you dare to move, try it.”

 

Two top-level pheromones exploded in the room at the same time, pressing down on each other, but it was not known whether it was because the pheromones followed their owners or because of their changed state of mind that they could not bring themselves to do anything. In their eyes, this little bit of pressure was just a joke.

 

“I think.” Yin Gu suddenly said, “It’s better not to fight. You don’t have the domineering spirit of a Chinese legend or a legendary boyfriend at all.”

 

“Love is useless.” Yu Chengsong let go of his hand. “I don’t want to be a legend anymore. I’m retiring.”

 

The two of them let go, looked at each other, and conveyed the emotion of “you’re such a coward” to each other, and they couldn’t help laughing at the same time.

 

“Do you think if I hit you now counts as domestic violence?” Yu Chengsong had laughed enough, so he turned over and looked at him, his stomach aching from laughing.

 

“Why not me hitting you?” Yin Gu asked.

 

“You hit me?” Yu Chengsong hissed.

 

“You hit me.” Yin Gu quickly changed his words.

 

“No, we’ve gone astray.” Yu Chengsong put his arm on his chest and touched it. “We were just talking about throwing Yu Chengdi into Zheyu’s house…”

 

“Throw.” Yin Gu said.

 

Yu Chengsong burst out laughing: “Why don’t you continue to struggle?”

 

“If I struggle again, my boyfriend will run away.” Yin Gu glanced at him, “I’m so scared to sleep alone.”

 

Yu Chengsong was shaking with laughter.

 

This simple state of doing nothing and just curling up in bed with two people makes people feel lazy but full of hope.

 

Looking up, they could see outside the window the warm, bright sun, shining into the house and onto the two of them.

 

“Song Song.” Yin Gu called him.

 

“What’s wrong, Gu Gu?” Yu Chengsong raised his eyelids. He felt so comfortable that he was sleepy.

 

“Just now, my dad asked me on the phone if I like Alpha.” Yin Gu said.

 

Yu Chengsong paused and subconsciously wanted to lie down straight, but was hugged back by Yin Gu.

 

“It’s not that serious.” Yin Gu said, “Don’t be nervous.”

 

“En.” Yu Chengsong touched his wrist. “I know.”

 

“He asked, and I admitted it. I said yes, I can only accept alpha.” Yin Gu said.

 

“Are you—” Yu Chengsong was stunned.

 

Yin Gu is polys*xual like him. He doesn’t care about the gender of his lover. ABO are all fine. Why did he say…

 

“Listen to me first.” Yin Gu laughed and touched his ear comfortingly, “Yin He just got out of the hospital. Maybe it wasn’t easy for him to review because he was in the hospital. He didn’t do well in the monthly exam this time, and the first place in the grade was taken by someone else. That person had a good relationship with me before, so he probably thought I instigated that person to cheat and get the first place. He was so angry that he complained to my parents, saying that I was homos*xual.”

 

“When your mother was pregnant with you two, did she only let you grow up with a brain?” Yu Chengsong’s face was full of jokes.

 

He really needs to meet Yin He when he has time, really f*cking owe.

 

“Maybe.” Yin Gu smiled. “My dad was very angry, but I didn’t compromise. This matter should not be compromised from the beginning. If I want a hundred, then I must ask for more than a hundred, because they can never give me what I want. The result of the discussion is always that I have to compromise.”

 

“So you said you can only accept alpha.” Yu Chengsong said.

 

“En.” Yin Gu nodded. “But I didn’t lie, I only like you.”

 

“I’m blushing.” Yu Chengsong touched his face.

 

“Still handsome.” Yin Gu said seriously.

 

“I… actually, I’ve thought about it a lot, but not that much.” Yu Chengsong tried to get his brain working again after being overwhelmed by the joy of being together, but the effect was not ideal. “You know, I’m a hedonist, and I think we will be happy together. Not only will I be happy, I think I can make you happy too. You understand, I’m a little incoherent now, but what I mean is—”

 

“I understand, Chengsong, I understand.” Yin Gu looked at him, the seriousness in his eyes made Yu Chengsong’s heart tremble. “So I want to say, I used to be used to endurance. I drew a line for myself, as long as it does not exceed this line, I can endure anything. It’s not that I don’t feel uncomfortable, but after thinking about it, the result after resistance is not that interesting. But now it’s different, Chengsong, the road after resistance has you, I can’t endure it anymore.”

 

“I want to go with you and Chengdi.”

 

[Classmate Gu Gu, do you want a boyfriend? I like you very much, and I will cook you a full banquet—a note from classmate Song Song]