Yu Jia Xing’s grades were mediocre and getting into university seemed to have taken all his luck. He said this because – since that day, he hadn’t met Jing Fu Yuan.
It would be a lie to say that he was not lost. He was in too much of a hurry to talk about himself that day and didn’t ask which department Jing Fu Yuan was in, and he wasn’t good at communicating with people, let alone asking them about Jing Fu Yuan.
If the fate of the two people was thus broken……Yu Jia Xing poked his carbon pen at the table, he forgot to cap it and the tip of the pen was poked into the table, but he startled himself and secretly used his arm to block the small hole in the table and pinned the pen into the book.
The loss didn’t last long until he returned to the dormitory at noon and his roommate told him, “Someone was looking for you just now, and when he saw you weren’t here, he left, saying before he left to go to the basketball court if you wanted to find him.”
Yu Jia Xing wanted to jump and skip to find him, but on the way to the basketball court, he told himself repeatedly not to get excited, and even thought about what he would do if the person who asked him to come to the basketball court was not Jing Fu Yuan.
He was so full of inner drama that he became apprehensive at the thought. Luckily, when he got there, he heard the sound of a basketball hitting the ground and the first thing he saw when he looked up was the tall and shapely Jing Fu Yuan.
Yu Jia Xing stood at the entrance of the court, his eyes following Jing Fu Yuan as he walked.
When Jing Fu Yuan put down the basketball and walked over, Yu Jia Xing thought to himself that he should like this person very much, even if he just walked over towards this side, just walking over, he felt both satisfied and moved.
“You’re here?”
“En.”
“Playing?”
Yu Jia Xing shook his head and said: “No, I can’t play well.”
Jing Fu Yuan smiled and asked: “Then what did you come over for?”
Yu Jia Xing said bluntly: “I came to look for you ah.”
The conversation was a bit too weird, but Jing Fu Yuan felt that this answer suited him perfectly. In high school, Yu Jia Xing also liked to stick to himself, but only when there were few people around. Now that they were at the same university and the annoying people were gone, Yu Jia Xing should be more cheerful and rely on him a little more.
There was nothing wrong with that, or at least Jing Fu Yuan didn’t think there was.
He nodded, greeted his classmates and took the mineral water and headed out of the court.
Yu Jia Xing followed him and asked: “Not playing anymore?”
“En.” Jing Fu Yuan nodded and said, “Have you eaten?”
“Yes.”
“Do you have a stomach for anything else?”
Yu Jia Xing thought about it quite seriously, thinking that he would definitely miss something if he said he was already full at this point, so he replied wisely: “Yes, can still eat a pot.”
Jing Fu Yuan smiled again and raised his hand to curl his fingers and knocked Yu Jia Xing’s forehead, “Then let’s go, I’ll treat you to a pot.”
Yu Jia Xing always noticed some small details about Jing Fu Yuan, for example, Jing Fu Yuan always frowned slightly when he was thinking, his look was very sexy, and then there was a small mole with a faint colour on Jing Fu Yuan’s right earlobe……Jing Fu Yuan rarely smiled, his pursed lips looked good, and his smile looked even better, these things were what Yu Jia Xing always knew.
But he didn’t seem to notice that Jing Fu Yuan always smiled at him.
Yu Jia Xing noticed so many small details, but instead it was this bright smile that he failed to notice.
How could he fail to notice? It was just that Jing Fu Yuan always showed him a smile and he thought that Jing Fu Yuan always smiled.
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The two of them sat in the air-conditioned shop, Yu Jia Xing holding a crisp cone with a three-coloured balls resting on it.
“Ge.” Yu Jia Xing mysteriously approached him, and Jing Fu Yuan cooperated by turning sideways. Yu Jia Xing continued, “You want air conditioning, don’t use buying me ice cream as an excuse.”
Jing Fu Yuan raised his eyebrows.
Yu Jia Xing ate the strawberry ball and started eating the chocolate ball.
“Don’t like it?” Jing Fu Yuan joked in a rare moment, “I thought all children liked to eat them.”
Yu Jia Xing paused in his eating of the cone: “I was going to save the last ball for you.”
“Oh?”
“Not anymore.” Yu Jia Xing said it tongue-in-cheek, but in his heart he wanted to give all the cones to Jing Fu Yuan, but he couldn’t show it, so he had to hold back his giggles and pretend to be serious.
Jing Fu Yuan had no intention of eating it, but when he heard Yu Jia Xing’s words, he couldn’t help but tease him, so he reached over and took Yu Jia Xing’s hand, took a bite on the tiramisu ball and left teeth marks.
Yu Jia Xing’s head went blank, he couldn’t wait to be the cone himself, as cold and soft and sweet, and wanted Jing Fu Yuan to come over and bite him.
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After that, the relationship between the two of them went back to high school, and even got a little closer than that.
Since the third year of high school, Yu Jia Xing has rarely called Jing Fu Xuan ‘Da Ge’, and when he went to college, he directly called Jing Fu Yuan ‘Ge’.
After two or three snowfalls in the winter, and with winter break approaching, Yu Jia Xing was still at a loss as to what to do with his heart full of love.
Jing Fu Yuan does not reject homosexuality, but that does not mean he can accept it.
It’s one thing to be tolerant, but it’s another thing to put yourself in its place.
Yu Jia Xing will even think that he is lucky to be around the person he likes all the time, and that many people cannot do that, so he is already very lucky, so he should not have any more delusions.
But human beings are greedy and greedy for more.
He still wanted more, he wanted Jing Fu Yuan’s kisses, his touch, even wanted his breath to be his.
There was no good movie today, and there were not many people in the screening room, so Yu Jia Xing chewed the lollipop in his mouth with a crunch.
Jing Fu Yuan couldn’t help but poke him in the cheek and said: “Your teeth are quite good.”
Yu Jia Xing finished chewing the candy, and in order to show off his solid white teeth, his upper teeth touched his lower teeth, saying: “It’s good.” It’s even sweet after eating candy, do you want to taste it?
The latter half of the sentence was swallowed by him, and while his mouth was filled with the sweet taste of watermelon candy, it was sour at the throat.
Ai you say, I like you so much, what should I do? He stared at the side of Jing Fu Yuan’s face, his gaze undisguised, find out quickly, find out that I like you, and then either run away from me or stay with me.
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In fact, Jing Fu Yuan was vaguely aware of it, but he never thought of it that way. He felt that his feelings for Yu Jia Xing were like an older brother to his younger brother.
He was an only child and had only one cousin, who was the same age as himself and had no brothers, so he used what he thought was a form of care on Yu Jia Xing, being intimate and indulgent.
During the winter holidays, Yu Jia Xing and Jing Fu Yuan met a few times and exchanged New Year messages.
After the school year started, he still played ball and ate with Yu Jia Xing, and life was easy and relaxing.
Yu Jia Xing was still the same as before, his mouth was poor and pleasant, his face was beaming when he smiled, and a poke would leave a light white mark on his face for two to three seconds.
By the end of the first year, there were already many couples in Jing Fu Yuan’s class.
Many girls in the department were interested in Jing Fu Yuan, and even a girl from Yu Jia Xing’s class asked Yu Jia Xing about Jing Fu Yuan. Yu Jia Xing had never said much in his class, or maybe he only talked a lot when he was talking to Jing Fu Yuan, so when the girl asked him about it, he simply said ‘I don’t know him well’, leaving her speechless.
But unfortunately, the girl was a bit loud-mouthed, and she managed to get into the department party through the classmates in Jing Fu Yuan’s class, and after talking to Jing Fu Yuan for a few minutes and realising that there was no more to talk about, she brought up Yu Jia Xing.
“He told me he doesn’t know you well.”
This statement made Jing Fu Yuan’s already expressionless face sink even further, and he subconsciously felt into his trouser pocket to take out his mobile phone, but just as he reached it, he stopped again.
—- This kind of thing should be asked face to face.
The next morning Yu Jia Xing was called out for his morning run by Jing Fu Yuan. Yu Jia Xing had his running towel out, but Jing Fu Yuan pulled him into the small alley and asked him: “Don’t you know me well?”
Yu Jia Xing was a bit confused, not knowing what Jing Fu Yuan was talking about.
Jing Fu Yuan also forgot what the girl’s name was when she introduced herself, and only vaguely remembered a surname: “Wu……”
Yu Jia Xing thought about it and slowly filled in the name.
Jing Fu Yuan: “Remember quite clearly.”
Yu Jia Xing was dumbfounded: “……En……she’s at least in our class ah.”
Jing Fu Yuan himself was not sure what he was annoyed by, and repeated, “Don’t know me well?”
“Lied to her.” Yu Jiaxing said, “She just wants me to pull strings at a glance, I don’t embroider or have red threads, I not going to help her ne.”
He looked down at Yu Jia Xing’s upturned face. Yu Jia Xing was obviously an adult but still as soft and boyish as a teenager, and his face was soft and white.
Yu Jia Xing was red behind his ears and panicked, and his eyes could not help but glance away.
However, Jing Fu Yuan was not happy with this, and did not want him to take his eyes off himself, nor did he want him to look at others with the same concentration. So he used his hand to break Yu Jia Xing’s tilted head and bowed down to kiss him.
Jing Fu Yuan had always done things as he pleased, and he was shocked when he kissed those soft lips, but in less than a second, he felt that it was the right thing to do – it was the right thing to do because he liked Yu Jia Xing, and because he liked him, he protected him and indulged him like that.
Everything had a reason, and Jing Fu Yuan felt that his heart was clear. The tip of his tongue pushed into Yu Jia Xing’s slightly open mouth and licked the other man’s tongue lightly, then withdrew and smiled as he licked his thumb with the tip of his tongue and laughing.
So the only question left is – how to get Yu Jia Xing to like himself too……
Jing Fu Yuan’s idea was only just emerging when Yu Jia Xing first rushed up and grabbed him, seeking his mouth to kiss, kissing him several times before stammering: “You, you kissed me!”
“……En.”
Jing Fu Yuan didn’t warm up. Yu Jia Xing mistakenly thought that Jing Fu Yuan’s answer was cold, and then faded down and whispered: “I kissed you too……”
The child who had just been bright-eyed suddenly turned into a droopy-eared rabbit, and said something pitifully, and Jing Fu Yuan could not resist bullying him again, and only returned the word ‘en’.
Yu Jia Xing wanted to ask Jing Fu Yuan why he was kissing him, but he was afraid that the answer was not what he thought, so he unconsciously took a step back.
When Jing Fu Yuan saw this, he put his arms around him, “Not allowed to retreat.”
Yu Jia Xing pressed himself against him, the warmth of his body heat dulling his head.
“Surprise1this was in English..” Jing Fu Yuan said against his ear.
Yu Jia Xing’s head twitched and lifted his head to look at him.
Jing Fu Yuan was smiling, and when he lowered his head there was only Yu Jia Xing in his eyes: “You’re my surprise.”
There was no sad crush nor affectionate confession, the two just got together.
