Chapter 36
“I need to get my phone, please take me home.” Song Linsheng said.
“You have a car.” Shi Nan pointed to the little blue Ford not far away.
“I feel uncomfortable and can’t drive.”
Shi Nan: “…” All right.
Shi Nan drove to the Crown Palace, followed Song Linsheng upstairs.
“Have you come here before?” Song Linsheng asked him suddenly.
“No.” Shi Nan hurriedly shook his head.
“You don’t look surprised at all.” Song Linsheng looked down at him.
“Do I seem to have never seen the world before?” Shi Nan sneered, “What the hell, what kind of palace do you think you have here? Do I have to kneel down and say wow when I come?”
Shi Nan just finished speaking when the person waiting for the elevator turned around. Her face instantly turned happy: “Mr. Song?”
Shi Nan almost knelt down, it was Miss Gao.
“Your friend is coming to your house to play again?” Miss Gao said.
Song Linsheng squinted at Shi Nan, and said in a voice that only two people could hear: “Again?” The slap in the face came too fast like a tornado.
Shi Nan moved his eyes away, turned around and left: “Then, I’m going to work first, so I won’t go up.” Shi Nan only realized now how stupid he was to follow him upstairs?
Sure enough, his brain was not working well.
When Song Linsheng hugged his shoulders, Shi Nan froze and turned his head to look at him suddenly.
Just when the elevator came, Song Linsheng compulsively hugged Shi Nan and entered the elevator.
Shi Nan glared at him.
“You two…” Miss Gao looked at Song Linsheng in surprise, “It’s not what I thought…”
“Boyfriend.” Song Linsheng pointed to Shi Nan.
Miss Gao opened her mouth wide, and Shi Nan’s jaw almost fell to the ground.
This Song Xiaobai is crazy, right?
“It’s okay, it’s okay, now that the society is open, people of the same sex can get married, I wish you all the best.” Miss Gao’s eyes instantly became radiant.
After Miss Gao got out of the elevator, Shi Nan pushed Song Linsheng away and stared at him: “What nonsense are you talking about?”
“I was wrong?” Song Linsheng suddenly became dangerous, and pointed to his mouth, “Shi Nan, you two have already slept in the same bed, now you want to be irresponsible?”
Shi Nan wanted to slap him to death.
When Shi Nan came to Song Linsheng’s house again, his mood was quite different.
Song Linsheng took the slippers and put them at Shi Nan’s feet. He then walked into the house wearing only socks. When he reached the door of the study, he stopped, turned around and said, “You can enter any room if you want.”
Shi Nan: ” …”
He felt as if time went back.
Shi Nan looked down at the pair of black slippers, feeling particularly embarrassed.
Although he also wore it last time, the person who handed him the slippers was different.
It seems inappropriate to wear his slippers in front of this Song Linsheng now.
Shi Nan frowned suddenly. No, if this is a dual personality, it means that they themselves think that the other party is another person.
Would those two be happy to wear the same pair of slippers?
Shi Nan bent down to open the shoe cabinet, and there was a pair of slippers inside, but those slippers were a pair of winter slippers, while the pair at his feet were summer slippers.
The last time Song Linsheng gave him the slippers, he entered the room wearing only socks, and it was the same this time, which meant that these slippers were the ones he usually wore, and this was the only pair.
Shi Nan fell silent.
Maybe, maybe…
He just doesn’t care?
When Song Linsheng came out of the study, he saw Shi Nan still standing at the door without changing his shoes.
They looked at each other, and Shi Nan hurriedly said, “I won’t go in. We’ll leave after you change your clothes.”
Song Linsheng didn’t say anything, turned around and went into the bedroom to change clothes.
After the two went downstairs, they saw Xiang Yang wandering in front of the building. His eyes lit up as soon as he saw Song Linsheng: “Brother, why didn’t you answer your phone… ah… Brother Shi…”
“Why are you here?” Xiang Yang’s mouth opened wide, as if he could eat an elephant in one bite.
Shi Nan raised his hand and closed his chin: “Don’t ask, I’ll kill you if you ask.”
Xiang Yang touched the back of his head and rubbed against his brother: “Brother…”
“Shut up.” Song Linsheng didn’t bother to talk to him.
Shi Nan thought that Song Linsheng would take Xiang Yang’s car. So when he got in the car, he was about to step on the gas pedal to leave, but Song Linsheng opened the passenger’s door and sat in.
“President Song…”
“Shi Nan, you missed work for half a day today, your bonus is gone for this month.”
Shi Nan: “…” Your uncle!
You take my car, and also deduct my money.
Evil capitalists.
When approaching the entrance of the company, Song Linsheng asked Shi Nan to stop and get off with him. But Shi Nan refused.
“You count me as absent from work. Why don’t you let me go back to work? ” Shi Nan was quite upset.
Song Linsheng raised his hand and looked at his watch: “It’s 10:30 in the morning. You’re absent from work for half a day, you won’t make any money even if you go back to the company now. Get out of the car.”
Shi Nan snorted, he was never afraid of threats.
“You aren’t waiting for me to carry you out of the car, are you?” Song Linsheng said, “I don’t mind.”
Shi Nan followed Song Linsheng out of the car in despair, and came to a flower shop near the company.
“Mr. Song is here to buy flowers again. What flowers do you want to buy today?” The owner of the flower shop greeted him with a big smile. After all, he is a big customer.
“Look at what flowers you like.” Song Linsheng raised his chin to Shi Nan, “Give it to him, let him choose.”
Shi Nan looked at Song Linsheng in disbelief, this guy is really sick, give someone a flower and let him choose?
“Didn’t you dislike the ones I gave you? Choose it yourself, and buy whichever you like.” Song Linsheng leaned aside and looked at Shi Nan.
Shi Nan: “…”
In front of the clerk, Shi Nan couldn’t say anything, he pulled Song Linsheng aside and whispered, “Boss Song, are you okay?”
“I’m sick, don’t you know?” Song Linsheng said.
Shi Nan was tongue-tied.
“The new calla lily 1 calla lily :
is in the store today, I don’t know if this gentleman likes it?” The clerk greeted him warmly, fearing that the customer would run away.
Shi Nan waved his hand tiredly: “That’s it, wrap it up.”
The clerk prepared the flowers and prepared to pack them, only to see Song Linsheng roll up his sleeves: “Let me do it.”
Song Linsheng lowered his head and listened to the clerk’s explanation, and then wrapped the bouquet step by step.
Shi Nan looked at Song Linsheng, who had no expression on his face but was very serious, and felt a little dazed.
At this moment, he couldn’t tell who was who.
Song Linsheng personally wrapped the flowers and handed them to Shi Nan.
Shi Nan just looked at him and didn’t answer.
Just like wearing his slippers, Shi Nan felt that the current scene was quite awkward.
Song Linsheng stuffed the flowers into his arms, and said calmly: “The last bouquet of flowers for you, please keep it.”
Shi Nan opened his mouth to say something, but closed his mouth again.
“It’s noon, please have a meal.”
Before Shi Nan refused, Song Linsheng smiled: “We need to have a good talk.”
They came to a nearby Chinese restaurant. Song Linsheng handed the tablet to Shi Nan for ordering food. Shi Nan ordered two vegetarian dishes. Song Linsheng took the tablet and looked at it and ordered a sweet and sour short rib and a fish-flavored shredded pork for Shi Nan.
“Why, you still feel uncomfortable after eating with me for such a long time?” Seeing that Shi Nan was silent, Song Linsheng asked him.
Shi Nan shook his head, and said honestly, “I just don’t know how to face you.”
“I’ve never seen you so conflicted before. You were not afraid at all when you saw me before .” Song Linsheng teased him.
Shi Nan glanced at him: “Mr. Song, you were the one who found fault first when you said something. I was neither humble nor overbearing at the time. It was a legitimate defense.”
“Really?” Song Linsheng looked at him with his chin propped up, “Weren’t it you who kept staring at me ? Weren’t it you who broke into my office? Weren’t you the one who followed me?”
Shi Nan: “…”
You can’t remember anything else, but you remember these clearly.
Seeing that Shi Nan started to shut himself up again, Song Linsheng smiled and said, “Okay, don’t worry about it, don’t worry, this kind of life won’t last long, just bear with it.”
Shi Nan’s eyelids twitched, and he blurted out : “What do you mean?”
Song Linsheng picked up the cup and took a sip of water before slowly opening his mouth: “I still have one thing to do. After I finish this thing, I will return you a complete Song Linsheng, and you will live a good life in the future. “
Shi Nan frowned, it didn’t sound like a good word.
“What do you mean? What is a complete Song Linsheng?”
“Didn’t he tell you that we have dual personalities?”
“Of course he did.”
Song Linsheng licked his lips: “Have you read any TV series or novels about this? If you want to recover from a dual personality, you have to kill the other personality or let the two personalities fuse together.”
Shi Nan’s expression changed.
“Don’t be afraid.” Song Linsheng leaned back on the sofa, crossed his legs in a lazy sitting posture, but said something cruel, “I never thought of killing him. After I finish the last thing, I’ll disappear and leave him behind.”
Shi Nan couldn’t tell what he felt after hearing Song Linsheng’s words.
If what Song Linsheng said at this time was true, then he wanted to kill his own personality, and if his words were false, then he must have wanted to kill another personality.
Whether it’s true or not, Shi Nan feels uncomfortable.
“Your expression looks like you love me? Why don’t you want to part with me?” Song Linsheng lowered his eyes and lowered his voice, “Shi Nan, you probably really want me to disappear?”
Shi Nan looked at him. He clenched his hands tightly and said after a while, “Believe it or not, I don’t want you to disappear. I want you to get better.”
“Really?” Song Linsheng thought for a while, “Based on what I know about you during this time, I still believe what you say.”
After saying this, there was a moment of silence between them. Song Linsheng’s eyes lingered on Shi Nan’s face for a while, and he couldn’t explain the unclear feeling in his heart.
Obviously this person is not yet familiar with him, but because of the other him, both of them are the closest physically.
Song Linsheng had never been so close to anyone. When he woke up in the morning, he saw Shi Nan lying in his arms. At that moment, he was not shocked or disgusted. He just felt as if it should be like this.
He just watched Shi Nan sleep like that until Shi Nan woke up and hugged him to kiss. This was the first time he had such intimate contact of lips and teeth being intertwined with someone.
It tastes good.
The waiter served the food. They picked up their chopsticks and began to eat.
Shi Nan only ate meat as usual. Song Linsheng put some vegetables into his bowl. Shi Nan glanced at him: “Can I ask a question?”
“Ask.” Song Linsheng wiped the sauce from the corner of Shi Nan’s mouth casually.
The slightly cool hand touched the warm skin, both of them paused at the same time. Shi Nan was embarrassed. Song Linsheng calmly withdrew his hand: “Sorry.”
Shi Nan seemed to take a tissue and wiped it off. Then he opened his mouth, “You just said that you still have one thing to do, may I know what it is?”
“Of course, if it’s not convenient to say it, then forget it.” Shi Nan immediately added.
Song Linsheng put down his chopsticks, tapped his index finger on the table, and thought for a few seconds: “It’s not that I can’t tell you, but he should have forgotten all these past events. If you know it, you’d better keep it a secret from him, because if he knows , I’m afraid he will think of some not-so-good past.”
” Not-so-good past !”
Shi Nan thought about it, could these pasts be the root cause of Song Linsheng becoming like this?
“Okay, I promise not to ask in front of him.” Shi Nan said.
Song Linsheng nodded: “I’m looking for someone, a younger brother who was lost when he was a child.”
“Brother?”
Song Linsheng leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes: “It’s not my biological brother, but a neighbor, abducted by human traffickers.”
Shi Nan was shocked.
He never thought that Song Linsheng would have such a past.
“Later we got lost. I lost him, and I haven’t found him for so many years.” Song Linsheng smiled wryly, “I don’t have any nostalgia for this world. The only thing I can’t let go of is him. I want to find him, know how he is doing and apologise to him.”
Song Linsheng sighed for a long time, opened his eyes and looked at Shi Nan: “Actually, I told you this just in case. We are not very stable now. If I suddenly disappear someday in the future before finding him, I hope you can help me to fulfil this wish.”
“Is he important to you?” Shi Nan asked Song Linsheng softly.
Song Linsheng nodded: “It’s very important.”
Shi Nan was silent for a while, and then said: “Then I still hope that you can find him by yourself and fulfil this wish.”
Song Linsheng looked at Shi Nan for a long time, then suddenly laughed: “Shi Nan, if it wasn’t for knowing that you are not interested in me, your words will make me mistakenly think that you are trying to keep me.”
Shi Nan gritted his teeth and stared at him without speaking.
Song Linsheng looked away from the window, and said calmly: “When he was young, he loved to eat cherries. There was a cherry tree outside my window. He always knocked on my window and asked me to pick cherries for him.”
“I was very annoyed at that time. He was like a little brat who kept yelling brother and brother all day long.”
Seeing the gentle expression on Song Linsheng’s face, Shi Nan felt a little uncomfortable for no reason.
“He said his name was Xiaobei. The tallest branch of the cherry tree pointed in the direction of the Big Dipper, and the Bei 2 Bei : (北) north of Xiaobei was the north of the Big Dipper. In fact, he didn’t know where the Big Dipper was.”
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