The person I love is destined to not love me?
Qin Yu chuckled and shook his head, he didn’t know who in this small world was worthy of his love.
As for loneliness…
Looking past Jiao Yi who was following closely behind him and hearing the system yelling “You still have me, host” frantically in his mind, Qin Yu slightly curled his lips, for he was no longer alone.
If being without a lover is called loneliness, then…
Therefore, he looked directly at Xun Ling and said with a look of intrigue, “Okay, I’ll wait and see.”
Looking at Qin Yu’s indifferent appearance, Xun Ling frowned unconsciously, having extremely complicated feelings.
At this time, he seemed to be divided into two people. One prompting him to apologize and take back his words; the other saying to ignore it, that he’s right. Xun Ling struggled endlessly, completely losing the calmness he had earlier as he opened and closed his mouth, but did not utter a single word after all.
Qin Yu glanced at the lantern in his hand, his eyes lingered for a moment on the bloody cold plum and finally turned around without hesitation.
“Qin Yu!” Seeing that he was going to leave, Xun Ling couldn’t care about any emotions. There was only one thought in his head, to keep Qin Yu.
Sure enough, Qin Yu stopped but he didn’t turn around. With his back turned to Xun ling, he said indifferently, “Please go back, Emperor.”
After speaking, he started to walk and disappeared into the sea of people in an instant.
Xun Ling stood there blankly, watching Qin Yu being engulfed by the crowd, losing sight of him. The evening wind blew his hair, it was early summer but Xun Ling felt like it was winter, the chills ran from his bones. He pursed his thin lips tightly, holding the lantern tightly with his hands, the veins protruding from the back of his hands. He seemed to have lost something completely.
After realizing that he was not following, Qin Yu slowed down. The relationship between him and Xun Ling was as simple as it was simple, as complex as it was complex.
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“Little guy, be careful.”
When he was still a child, he was supported by Xun Ling and held in his arms, and after he was saved from a fall, he fell in love with him.
After all, the other party was so good-looking and gentle towards him. Qin Yu, who has been neglected since he came to this small world, could not remain indifferent.
So in that warm embrace with a pleasant smell, Qin Yu made a decision, he wanted to get to know him.
After making this decision, Qin Yu immediately raised his head in the other party’s arms and asked, “What’s this brother’s name?”
“Xun Ling.” Responding so beautifully and exquisitely, like a young man walking out of a painting.
Xun Ling?!
Qin Yu’s heart skipped a beat, staring at the person in front of him for a long time without saying a word.
“What’s the matter?” Xun Ling was a little puzzled. At this time, he had not yet succeeded to the position of Emperor and his aura was not as cold as it was later.
He knelt down and looked directly at Qin Yu and asked softly, “Are you hurt?” Could it be that the little guy had fallen several times before he came?
“No, it’s nothing.” Qin Yu repeatedly shook his head in denial. He was not hurt, but was too shocked to speak for a while.
Xun Ling, isn’t this the name of the supporting actor in the plot?
In the plot, Xun Ling and Qin Xuan, the eldest son of the Demon Emperor, are old acquaintances and have a relationship. After Qin Xuan died, Xun Ling was heartbroken. One day, when he saw Lin He, who had a similar temperament to Qin Xuan, he was shocked and couldn’t help it. He took care of him a lot, and developed feelings of love for him after a while.
But he is just a male supporting role, just like Qin Yu, except that Qin Yu’s end was worse than his since he even lost his life in the end.
What’s more, the relationship between Xun Ling and Qin Yu in the plot is not good. Every time they meet, he sneers at Qin Yu and his attitude is quite bad. It is not an exaggeration to say that they are enemies.
No, maybe it’s just someone with the same name!
It’s hard for Qin Yu to imagine that the man in front of him who cared about him would eventually become a stranger to him, or even become an enemy.
So he held his secret expectation and asked again, “Where is brother from?”
After asking, Qin Yu clenched his fists and stared at Xun Ling motionlessly, praying in his heart, please, don’t be from the fairy world.
Unfortunately, things backfired…
He clearly heard the other party say, “I come from the fairy world.”
From the fairy world, Mingxunling.
How can there be so many coincidences in the world? The other party is undoubtedly the supporting role in the plot, Xun Ling.
But Qin Yu refused to accept his fate. At that time, he had just been created not long ago and he had not performed too many tasks. He was full of rebellious thoughts in his heart, and he refused to be controlled by the main god to follow the plot and be abused as cannon fodder.
At that time, he thought, he can’t be controlled by the main god and he doesn’t want to have a bad relationship with Xun Ling, like being an enemy.
Fortunately, there is still a long way from the beginning of the plot and he still has time to work hard to change everything.
Therefore, since the first meeting, Qin Yu has been actively inquiring about Xun Ling from all parties, no matter how indifferent the other party is, he is not afraid, as long as Xun Ling is not indifferent to him.
His efforts paid off, after active preparations, the second encounter came soon.
“Long time no see, brother.” Qin Yu ran to Xun Ling, raised his head and greeted him.
Xun Ling lightly touched the dragon horn he still had due to his incomplete transformation, “Long time no see,” then turned his head to look elsewhere. The ground was empty and he didn’t see the snowman he saw last time, “No more snowmen this time?”
“No.” Knowing that he would be coming, Qin Yu didn’t want to build a snowman, but, “We can build one together.” Qin Yu proposed without hesitation, relying on his young age and delicate face to make this suggestion. Even though he knew in his heart that the success rate was not high.
Sure enough, Qin Yu paused when he saw that Xun Ling had finished listening.
Then the reply will be “I still have something to do, I can’t play with you”, Qin Yu thought secretly.
As a result, Xun Ling replied, “Okay.”
Qin Yu’s eyes widened.
Later, Qin Yu had to admit that that was the happiest time he had ever spent making a snowman, and it was different from playing by himself.
His affection for Xun Ling had increased a lot, and at the same time, he became more determined not to become an enemy with the other party, he wanted to become friends with the other party.
If there is one, there will be two, if there are two, there will be three, if there are three, there will be four…
Time constantly passed by, Qin Yu and Xun Ling spent more and more time together, and the relationship between the two became more and more harmonious. The Lord god also discovered this.
In order not to affect the future plot and eventually affect the energy needed for the upgrade, the Lord God intensified the punishment on Qin Yu. Every time he met Xun Ling, he would be punished and the piercing pain ran through his body without pause.
Several times, Qin Yu thought that he would die in pain but he never gave up.
On that day, as usual, he came to the only way Xun Ling passed ahead of time, waiting for his arrival.
As a result, he waited for a long time and did not see him. Then the moon rose, and on the way back, Qin Yu saw the person he had been waiting for all day, and there was another person beside him, Qin Xuan, his half-brother.
Qin Yu has always avoided this big brother who broke his shell hundreds of years earlier than himself. Although the other party would not do anything to him, the people around him would not be polite. After going back and forth, the number of times he was targeted increased, even a fool would know what was going on. What’s more, Qin Yu is not stupid. If their actions are said to have no authorization from Qin Xuan, no one would believe it. Now that the two were standing together, Qin Yu didn’t know how to react for a while. He can only get the plot, so he doesn’t know anything about what happened before the plot started. In addition, he broke through his shell late, so he only knows that Xun Ling and Qin Xuan are old acquaintances and have a good relationship. As for the reason, he doesn’t know and he did not find out.
Qin Xuan looked at Qin Yu and said softly, “I haven’t seen you for a long time, I didn’t expect Yu’er to be so indifferent to me, and he doesn’t even want to call me big brother.” After saying that, he coughed, and Xun Ling, who was on the side, saw this and hastily patted his back.
Qin Yu frowned slightly, although he was quite impatient with Qin Xuan’s pretentious attitude, but because Xun Ling was here, he still called out, “Brother.” ”
“My good brother.” After Qin Xuan stopped coughing, he smiled and replied plainly.
Qin Yu nodded and stopped talking, turned to look at Xun Ling, endured the deep pain in his body and said, “Brother is here too.”
Xun Ling glanced at him and turned his gaze back to Qin Xuan, with a lukewarm “um” on his lips.
Compared with the past, the attitude of being perfunctory was obvious. Qin Yu felt his heart sink to the bottom of the cold lake in an instant, he couldn’t accept the Xun Ling who treated him so indifferently for the first time, “Brother, you…”
“I want to go back to the palace.” Qin Xuan said suddenly. Xun Ling heard the words and readily agreed, “It’s easy to get cold in the night, you should go back earlier.”
“Why don’t you take me back?”
“Okay.”
They communicated with each other without paying attention to Qin Yu at all. Qin Yu wanted to say something more, but the two of them turned around and were about to leave.
Before leaving, Qin Xuan gave Qin Yu a smile in Xun Ling’s blind spot, which was full of irony.
How did things suddenly develop like this? Why was Xun Ling so indifferent to him? Qin Yu recalled the past and couldn’t understand, but he still didn’t give up.
Once again, he came to Xun Ling, holding a cold plum blooming like blood in his hand, which he personally picked from the plum garden. He remembered that Xun Ling said that he wanted to see it, but he was always delayed by things. This time, he brought it.
“Here, brother.” Qin Yu held up the plum branch to Xun Ling.
During this period of time, Qin Yu had grown a lot taller, reaching the position beneath Xun Ling’s chin. The dragon horns on the top of his head and the tail behind him have also disappeared in the last transformation, and the lines of his face have become more distinct. It seems that it can be said that people can’t move their eyes and people can’t bear to refuse him.
But there are always exceptions. Xun Ling glanced at the plum branch in Qin Yu’s hand, and said, “Take it back, you don’t come to me again, and I don’t want to see you.”
“Why?”
“Why?” Xun Ling murmured repeatedly. Qin Xuan’s words suddenly came to his mind, and he finally replied, “There is no reason. I can only say that I don’t have what you want here, put away your scheming.”
Could it be that he thinks I was using him? Qin Yu’s heart sank, feeling the overwhelming pain again as he replied, “I’m not using you.”
His mother died early, his father didn’t like him, he broke through his shell late, his transformation was slow and his ability was questionable.
Thinking about the information, Xun Ling gradually turned his gaze towards Qin Yu sharply, coupled with Qin Xuan’s implicit hint, “My younger brother has always been withdrawn so I didn’t expect him to have a close relationship with you. Xun Ling, by the way, he didn’t ask about where you are from, did he?”
At such a young age, his thoughts are already so deep, if he becomes an enemy of Qin Xuan’s in the future… Xun Ling dare not think deeply, but disgust has already risen in his eyes.
The cold plum blooming like blood was not sent out in the end.
What followed was the alienation of the two. Qin Yu originally thought that they had a bad relationship after the plot started, but later found out that he was wrong.
It seemed that everything was moving towards the established plot, and all the efforts he put in, all the pain he endured, were all useless.