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SPDO Chapter 36

“You are a barren thing!” Qin Cheng lifted his head to look at him. For a split second, he wanted to tear open Jian Heng’s head to see if it was even more stupid than him inside.

“If you like me, then just like it. That fucking shows that I am excellent! You have a damn vision! What does it have to do with whether you become a pervert or not? You just couldn’t resist the temptation! Who dares to say that homosexuality is a disease or a perversion? I will serve their fucking head on the platter! Fuck!”

Jian Heng looked at him, and after a while, he suddenly laughed. This laugh made Qin Cheng feel that the skin on his face had completely evaporated. Steam it. Love is a barren thing, so be it.

Jian Heng asked him with a smile on his face: “You are excellent, I can’t resist the temptation?”

“Ah, isn’t it!” Qin Cheng used the momentum of fighting with one against ten to cover up the small emotions in his heart. He was completely shameless. He grabbed his arm and dragged him back. He lowered his head and kept talking, venting all the shock of the night and the grievance of being ignored just now.

“My □□ uncle! Why are you so blind and barren that you just run away after confessing! You are so impressive! Laozi is still in shock! Let me tell you today, your Qin-ge is watching you here. You’re fucking not allowed to go anywhere! □□ second uncle! ‘ll break your legs if you dare to take a step out!”

Jian Heng was dragged upstairs by him. Looking at the two people’s clasped hands, a trace of emotion flashed in his eyes, and he asked him: “But I am gay. I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, I want to——”

“You want, what can you do even if you want to?” Qin Cheng loudly interrupted his third thought. There’s an irritable look on his face, “It’s not like Qin-ge can’t beat you, how can you still get away with it? You act like I’m afraid of you! Fuck!”

Jian Heng turned his hand and grabbed his, stopping him, saying: “I’ll disturb you——”

“You disturb a barren thing! How can you be so single-minded! You won’t stop until you hit the wall and die, will you?” Qin Cheng became anxious and turned around to his head to glare at him. After glaring for a while, his voice suddenly lowered. He frowned and said: “Then you say it. You say what disease both of us still have?”

“I’ll come back when the susceptible period is up.” Jian Heng said.

“It’s too late!” Qin Cheng was so anxious that his eyes turned red. He held on to the person tightly and refused to let go, digging out his pockets and rummaging around in a frenzy.

Jian Heng took out the key from his trouser pocket and gave it to him. Qin Cheng opened the door and pushed the person in.

“It’s too late!” Qin Cheng repeated. He closed the door and was at a loss for a few seconds. He felt like a big idiot, but the fear in his heart that Jian Heng was about to leave still won out over the irritability of feeling stupid.

Qin Cheng frowned, tilted his head, and said without looking into his eyes: “Then, then you suddenly confess to me. We have been good brothers for so long, if you suddenly act like this, can I not panic?! Just put yourself in my shoes and think about it. If Tan Qi suddenly tells you ‘I like you’, wouldn’t you also jump three feet high?! You still didn’t allow me to panic. Can’t you give me some time to get used to it?”

“That’s why I’m leaving——” Jian Heng was interrupted in the middle of his sentence by Qin Cheng whose face was reddening with anxiety.

“Leave, leave, leave! You know how to fucking leave!” Qin Cheng felt like a trapped beast, unable to get anywhere. He was so angry that he raised his hand and hammered the door hard, glaring at him, but his tone was not so confident.

“You just left me here, do you think there is no running-in between good buddies? We have to adapt to everything! Can’t you just give me a chance to get used to this? You used to spoil me with so many things, but you won’t give me this chance?! You fucking——fucked up! Fuck!”

After saying that, he wanted to hammer the wall again.

Jian Heng held his hand and frowned: “Don’t hurt yourself.”

“…Ah,” Qin Cheng was stunned for two seconds. He frowned and suddenly pointed at the window, “If you dare to leave, I’ll jump off the third floor immediately!”

Jian Heng looked at him. After a few seconds, he laughed angrily: “I don’t think you will jump.”

Qin Cheng got excited, and when his head felt hot, he shook him off and rushed towards the window.

Jian Heng grabbed him by the waist, and when Qin Cheng struggled, they fell on the sofa together.

Qin Cheng is below and Jian Heng is above. The tips of their noses bump against each other.

Qin Cheng was glad that they both had high-nose bridges. The distance between their lips was more than two centimeters, so they would not kiss each other first when they fell down.

“You know, I really want to kiss you now. Kiss you mercilessly,” Jian Heng looked at him, the possessiveness in his eyes undisguised, “I want to stick out my tongue, bite your glands, and leave a mark on your neck.”

“Are you afraid? Can you accept it?”

Qin Cheng suppressed his breathing and tried to shorten the distance between the two people. But it was no use. The way Jian Heng stared at him made the big straight A feel that he was being kept in someone’s heart for the first time.

His back wasn’t cold, but his ears were a little hot.

“…It’s not a matter of accepting or not accepting, this——” Qin Cheng was just about to continue when Jian Heng suddenly lowered his head. Qin Cheng’s widened and he turned his head sharply.

Jian Heng’s kiss fell on the side of his neck.

The touch of his lips penetrated the skin and rushed to the brain like crazy. Qin Cheng was stunned on the spot.

Jian Heng didn’t move. The tip of his nose and lips rested on his neck, and the small piece of skin was hot because of it.

Qin Cheng didn’t move either. Contrary to his motionless body, his mind was going crazy.

Qin Cheng knew he should push him away. His fingers were moving, but he just couldn’t lift up his hand.

What if he loses the person if he pushes him away…

It took a lot of effort to make him stay.

Qin Cheng felt an unprecedented fear, carefully closing his eyes, building himself up to an unprecedented level——

Isn’t it just a kiss? A kiss on the neck, a kiss on the face, a kiss on the mouth, it’s all the same! Besides, Jian Heng kissed him yesterday, and even told him that this is called the first kiss… Just kiss him! Anything to keep him! It’s not like it’s going to cost him a piece of flesh!

Qin Cheng waited for a long time, only to hear Jian Heng’s laugh: “Are you going to the execution ground?”

Qin Cheng took a deep breath and opened his eyes a little.

Jian Cheng sat up on his elbows, reaching out his hand in front of him. Qin Cheng subconsciously grabbed it and was pulled up.

When he let go, the warmth of his hand seemed to linger on his palm, burning all the way into his heart.

Jian Heng handed over a cigarette, and Qin Cheng took it, still staring warily, as if afraid that the other person would disappear before his eyes.

Jian Heng lit the cigarette and was about to put it in his mouth when Qin Cheng grabbed it and put it out in the ashtray. Sensing his gaze, Qin Cheng coughed and said unnaturally: “Smoking is harmful to health. You said so.”

Jian Heng didn’t smoke again.

Qin Cheng was sitting next to him. He had exhausted all his strength just now, and now his whole body was relaxed, his shoulders were slumped, and he was looking at the ashtray with a dull expression.

Jian Heng didn’t say anything and sat with him.

After a while, Qin Cheng suddenly turned around and grabbed his hand as if he had been electrocuted. He squeezed it hard and frowned.

“What’s wrong?” The grip was painful, but Jian Heng did not resist.

Qin Cheng looked up at him with a dazed expression. It took him a while to realize what he was doing. He rubbed his temples and frowned: “A nightmare.”

“I had a dream last night,” Qin Cheng didn’t let go. He lowered his head and squeezed his fingers, “I dreamed that you were captured and I couldn’t save you. I woke up in fear…”

“It scared me to death. Really, it scared me to death.”

“Not captured,” Jian Heng grabbed his hand in return. His arms pulled the person into his arms and he tightened his arms around Qin Cheng, “No one can take me away.”

Two Alphas, both 1.85 meters tall, couldn’t possibly manage to cuddle into each other’s arms, but the moment his backs pressed against the other’s chests, both souls instantly calmed down.

The broad back and chest radiated heat, and the air was infused with the warmth of burning wood.

Qin Cheng’s head was pressed on his shoulder and he was stiff for a few seconds, then his whole body relaxed. Self-hypnosis; it’s just cuddling and hugging, there is no need to be so sensitive.

Qin Cheng closed his eyes and said in a low voice: “You should fucking let me stay for a while. This brother of yours was almost scared to death… I can’t go to class today. I’m afraid I’ll get angry and beat people to death if I see someone I don’t like.”

“Mm,” Jian Heng put his hands on his waist. The warmth lingered under his palm. He rested his chin on the top of his hair, “Don’t go.”

“I won’t ask for leave.” Qin Cheng said.

“I’ll do it.” Jian Heng said.

“I’m telling you,” Qin Cheng still couldn’t let go. In front of Jian Heng, he always looks like a mentally retarded child. He pointed at the window as if his IQ was being fed to a dog and said: “If you don’t stay in front of me when Qin-ge wakes up, I will definitely jump. If the third floor is not high enough, I will climb to the sixth floor and go to the rooftop.”

“I’m not leaving,” Jian Heng sighed, “Don’t jump.”

“Where’s the ticket?” Qin Cheng was not at ease, twisting his arm back. “Where’s your phone? Refund it.”

“Stop touching it,” Jian Heng took out his phone and put it in his hand, his voice low and hoarse: “It’ll get hard if you touch it again.”

Qin Cheng froze. He couldn’t tell whether he was ashamed or embarrassed in his heart. In short, his ears turned red because of these good-for-nothing words: “Fuck… you are——”

“I’m sick,” Jian Heng hugged him again, “There’s no cure.”

“My □□. That’s not what I meant.” Qin Cheng didn’t want him to misunderstand this matter. The medical certificate and the video made Qin Cheng particularly sensitive, “I just feel that you, you, you just…”

“Just what?” The corner of Jian Heng’s curled into a slight smile. Just jump when given a circle, there’s no sense of caution at all.

“Just too youthful!” Qin Cheng suppressed it, “You should eat less leeks, it’s too fucking nourishing…”

After saying that, he couldn’t help but laugh first: “Fuck, why didn’t I get full marks for my Chinese composition?”

“The teacher is short-sighted,” Jian Heng said.

“Right,” Qin Cheng unlocked the phone with Jian Heng’s thumb and found the WeChat applet to refund the ticket. However, he couldn’t find it at all. It was like a fire adding fuel to the fire, “Student Jian Heng, leniency if you confess. Who bought the ticket for you?”

“Shao Ze,” Jian Heng rubbed his chin on his neck with a smile in his eyes, “Are you checking up1查崗 (chá gǎng): (military) to do the rounds of guard posts; to inspect the sentries; to check that someone is on duty or doing the right things; to check up on someone (e.g. spouse, employee, etc.). on me?”

Qin Cheng knew that the current state of the two of them was very, very, very wrong. How could brothers hug each other like this? Isn’t this how a couple interacts?

He used to see Tan Qi and his former ex-girlfriend cuddle each other like this. It was very convenient to turn around and kiss…

In fact, he should have pushed him away, but Qin Cheng’s fear that ‘Jian Heng would leave soon’ overcame his vigilant thoughts. Not only did he not avoid it, he also rubbed against him.

He didn’t even realize that he wasn’t averse to being intimate with Jian Heng.

“I’ll call him.” Qin Cheng said, holding up his mobile phone.

“Go on.” Jian Heng said.

Qin Cheng was just about to search in his contacts when he suddenly came to his senses and turned around and asked: “What time does the train leave?”

“Six forty.” Jian Heng said.

Qin Cheng looked up at the clock——half past six.

Qin Cheng grabbed his arm without hesitation: “Don’t move.”

The corner of Jian Heng’s mouth curled up: “Not moving.”

Qin Cheng stared at the clock, knowing that even if Jian Heng rushed out to take a taxi now, it would be too late, but he still stared until the time was up.

Qin Cheng seemed to hear the whistle of the train to Chuan City leaving at 6:40. Now, he was completely out of energy. He rubbed his brows exhausted both physically and mentally.

After a while, Qin Cheng said: “Let’s us brothers have a discussion.”

“What?” Jian Heng asked.

“There’s a premise. I don’t think homosexuality is a perversion and needs to be treated in the hospital. Only those who think so should go to the fucking hospital,” Qin Cheng frowned, “I just want to say, don’t sneak away like you did today. We’ve known each other for a while. You know what kind of person I am. I believe in loyalty, and if I consider you a brother, I’ll definitely treat you with all my heart and soul.”

“If you, also consider me someone worth knowing,” Qin Cheng took a deep breath, a sudden inexplicable grievance welled up in his heart. He suppressed it and continued: “If anything happens, tell me first. We can discuss it. If it really doesn’t work out, you can decide whether to stay or go. Give me a chance to make you stay.”

Qin Cheng’s tone for the last two words was almost pleading: “Is that okay?”

“Mm,” Jian Heng lowered his eyelids, “I’ll discuss it with you.”

“Then it’s okay.” Qin Cheng felt that he was now a big fool standing on the ice. The ice was about to crack, and Jian Heng was the rescue plane. There was a rope hanging from it, just waiting for him to grab it, but he had no other option but to rely on the unreliable bottom line.

Qin Cheng thought for a while and then said: “For me, when I was hanging out with Tan Qi and the others, it wasn’t like I was trying to… avoid suspicion, so as long as you don’t go overboard, I can accept it.”

“What is called ‘going overboard’?” Jian Heng asked seriously.

Qin Cheng choked and turned around: “Are you doing this on purpose?”

“Ah,” Jian Heng raised an eyebrow, “Did you figure it out?”

“My □□ second uncle!” Qin Cheng elbowed him, “Are you proud? You frightened Qin-ge to death, scared stupid, scared to the point of losing my bottom line.”

“Mmn,” Jian Heng said, “I’m very proud.”

The frog is boiled in warm water2溫水煮青蛙 (wēn shuǐ zhǔ qīng wā): boiling frog; (idiomatic, often attributively) A person who, or thing which, is in a gradually worsening situation without any realization of the peril until it is too late. From a widespread misconception describing a frog slowly being boiled alive. The premise is that if a frog is placed in boiling water, it will jump out, but if it is placed in cold water that is slowly heated, it will not perceive the danger and will be cooked to death.. There is no hurry.


The author has something to say:

The author, who was late again but still showed no remorse, slowly sipped the pure milk in the teapot, and said: The answers are ‘Qin Cheng beg Jian Heng to stay’, ‘Qin Cheng pester Jian Heng endlessly and shamelessly so he would stay’, ‘Qin Cheng has no bottom line in order to beg Jian Heng to stay’, ‘Jian Heng will not leave’, ‘The two people weren’t together (emphasis added)’. Who was the first to get the three correct answers? (The hand squeezing the red envelope is ready to move.jpg)

#SolemnStatement#

1. After two consecutive days of irregular updates, some people may think that this sand sculpture author will not only not be able to make a fortune, but may also coo, coo, coo3咕咕咕 (gū gū gū): (of a hen) cluck/cackle/squawk; (of a pigeon) coo/croon. T/N: I’m guessing the author mean they will ‘pigeon’ a.k.a. ditch the reader..

Answer: Impossible! Impossible! Impossible!

2. Then why is it irregular?

Answer: I have saved the draft, but I need to revise it before sending it out. After all, when I was writing it, I was wildly imaginative like a heavenly steed, soaring across the skies. There were probably a lot of typos too. Something happened these past two days. As a result, it has not been revised or fixed before six o’clock. If there’s no accident, things will return to normal tomorrow!

(Emphasis added: This author doesn’t know how to coo, coo, coo.)

3. I answered correctly. Why didn’t I get a red envelope? Did the author do it on purpose?

Answer: Absolutely not. The author is just a bit blind (Vicissitudes of Lighting Cigarettes.jpg). Also, this system is so frustrating. If you look carefully, I even sent the red envelope to a baby twice. Because of the delay, it didn’t show up the first time I sent it. Next time, if I don’t send it, just remind me Orz4OTZ, ORZ, OR2, OTL, STO, JTO, _no, _冂○, 囧​rz, is an emoticon representing a kneeling or bowing person (the Japanese version of which is called dogeza) with the “o” being the head, the “r” being the arms and part of the body, and the “z” being part of the body and the legs. This stick figure can represent respect or kowtowing, but commonly appears along a range of responses, including “frustration, despair, sarcasm, or grudging respect”.. Remind me again if I became blind twice.

4. I love you guys mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah~ Thank you to the little angels who voted for me or nourished me with nutrient solutions during the period from 2020-05-07 20:10:50~2020-05-08 19:22:28~

Thank you very much for your support! I will continue to work hard!

My gosh, author-sama, you are killing meee… I was this close to not translating the author’s rambling… 🙃

P.S. I had a migraine while translating this chapter; the aspirin didn’t work 🙃. Please notify me if there’s any error.

List of Idiom in Chapter 36
不撞南牆不回頭 (bù zhuàng nán qiáng bù huí tóu): lit. to not turn one’s head back until one hits the south wall; to stubbornly insist on one’s own ideas (idiom); to be stubborn and refuse to give up or repent until one has experienced failure; never look back until you hit the wall, a metaphor for someone who is stubborn and unable to listen to different opinions.

換位思考 (huàn wèi sī kǎo): to put oneself in someone’s shoes; put oneself/stand in another’s shoes; think in sb else’s perspective.

有眼無珠 (yǒu yǎn wú zhū): lit. have an eye, but not an eyeball; (figurative) lacking the ability to see or discern; to have a narrow vision; ignorant; have eyes without eyeballs—have eyes but not to see; (idiom) blind as a bat; possess no true discernment; unaware of who (or what) one is dealing with; to fail to recognize what sb a bit more perceptive would. Used to scold someone for being blind and unable to see the greatness or importance of someone or something.

死乞白賴 (sǐ qi bái lài): (colloquial) to continuously pester someone; pesteringly; annoyingly; to pester someone again and again; pester sb endlessly and shamelessly; importunate; to be entangled endlessly.

蠢蠢欲動 (chǔn chǔn yù dòng): to begin to stir (idiom); to become threatening; ready to start wriggling; be ready to start wriggling—be ready to make trouble; be restless and about to make trouble; an analogy of the enemy preparing to attack or the bad guys plotting to make trouble.

天馬行空 (tiān mǎ xíng kōng): lit. a heavenly steed soaring across the skies; like a heavenly steed, soaring across the skies (idiom); (figurative, of literary composition, life, etc.) powerful and unrestrained in style; bold and imaginative; abounding with novel ideas; (figurative) progressing swiftly; unrestricted and developing rapidly; (figurative, derogatory) speaking in a roundabout, irrelevant or exaggerated way; empty and impracticable talk.

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    查崗 (chá gǎng): (military) to do the rounds of guard posts; to inspect the sentries; to check that someone is on duty or doing the right things; to check up on someone (e.g. spouse, employee, etc.).
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    溫水煮青蛙 (wēn shuǐ zhǔ qīng wā): boiling frog; (idiomatic, often attributively) A person who, or thing which, is in a gradually worsening situation without any realization of the peril until it is too late. From a widespread misconception describing a frog slowly being boiled alive. The premise is that if a frog is placed in boiling water, it will jump out, but if it is placed in cold water that is slowly heated, it will not perceive the danger and will be cooked to death.
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    咕咕咕 (gū gū gū): (of a hen) cluck/cackle/squawk; (of a pigeon) coo/croon. T/N: I’m guessing the author mean they will ‘pigeon’ a.k.a. ditch the reader.
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    OTZ, ORZ, OR2, OTL, STO, JTO, _no, _冂○, 囧​rz, is an emoticon representing a kneeling or bowing person (the Japanese version of which is called dogeza) with the “o” being the head, the “r” being the arms and part of the body, and the “z” being part of the body and the legs. This stick figure can represent respect or kowtowing, but commonly appears along a range of responses, including “frustration, despair, sarcasm, or grudging respect”.

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